Holtens Pov

It was Saturday night and Ryder had been MIA all day. He had sent me a message a while ago saying he would be working tonight. I got his hint and was now waiting for him to on stage. That boy was sexy as hell.

"Hey, are you Ryder's boyfriend?" I think Danny asked me.

"You could say that" I replied with a smirk.

"Are you old enough to be back here?"

"Well that depends. How old do you have to be to get back here?"

"You're funny kid" he said with a chuckle.

"Look Ryder gets nervous back here. He seems to get over it when he sees me out here"

"Hmmm, fine you win" I grinned at him and he walked away.

Something in your mouth came on and I smirked.

I saw Ryder roll his eyes as he walked on stage.

Ironic, hmm maybe we can have a little deja veux. Wink wink. I zoned out surprisingly. I couldnt stop thinking about what Ryders dad did to him. Ryder didnt seemed fazed by it so im sure worse has happened. And worse will happen. I know that first hand. I just didnt know what to do. Ryder could leave but he cant legally take Hannah with him and he loves her to much to leave her around that.

Then we might have a few more problems coming to town. Sigh. I regret ever giving in and being with that prick. Its not just that it hurt me, now its hurting Ryder. Lets not forget Kellan already went through this once. I dont want him to have to do it again. 

"Yo Holten. Earth to Holten!" I looked up and saw a dressed Ryder looking at me confused. 

"What?"

"You were zoning out. You missed it."

"I missed what?"

"A chick jumped on stage and undressed and jumped in the crowd. I almost pee'd myself laughing"

"Oh, sorry"

"Whats wrong?" 

"Nothing. Im fine" I told him, with a slight smile. I knew he didnt believe me but he dropped it. 

"Its Saturday and the nights still young. What shall we do?"

"Wheres Hannah?"

"Dayas. My parents went somewhere again. Without telling us. Which I am glad they did"

"Me too and its 11:30 at night Ryder. Thats late-ish"

"Not for me. So what are we gonna do?" 

"We could head to my house"

"Yay Gerard!"

"Of course you're more excited about the fish then me"

"Im with you now"

"But we arnt doing anything"

"I cant help that the fish satisfies me more"

"Oh he does, does he? Well then have fun with him tonight"

".......Damn it. I shoudnt have said that" I laughed at him. 

When we got to my house there was a note on the door.

'Holten, I went to with Lori to her cabin for a week or so. Love mom. P.S. look after Kellan'

"Is Lori Kellans mom?" I nodded.

"Whats your moms name?" 

"Amber"

"Lets go see Gerard now!"

My mom had smiled at me when I showed her the fish. She called me her little dork. Shes always called me that. 

I headed towards my room, while Ryder looked at Gerard. Mom wanted him in the living room. I needed a shower desperately. 

Ryders Pov

I looked around and saw Holten had disappeared. I went to his room to find him and heard the water running. I smirked. I opened the door.

"What Ryder?"

"You ruin everything"

"Just get in here" I stripped and got in the shower.

We oddly enough took a shower without doing anything. Which made me sad. We were now sitting in his bed, facing each other. He was looking at his phone and I was creepily staring at him. He looked up and I got lost in his blues eyes. Woah, That hasnt before. 

"You have beautiful eyes" I told him.

"I was getting ready to tell you the same thing actually" I felt my face heat up and he smirked. He leaned closer to me and my breath caught. He kissed my cheek.

"You'll never guess what my mom got me last Christmas" He said getting up.

"Tell me"

"A Nintendo 64"

"....Youre kidding right?"

"Nope"

"Do you have Mario or Donkey Kong?"

"Both"

"Will you marry me?" He busted out laughing.

"Okay?"

I winked at him and he chuckled.

Holtens Pov

We ended up playing till 3 in the morning. I looked over at him when his car stopped moving in mario cart and smiled. He was sleeping. Ive never really watched him in his in sleep. He was absolutely adorable. I turned the game off and scooped him into my arms. I put him on my bed and went to turn the lights off.

"Holten?"

"Yeah?"

"What time is it?"

"Around 3. Why?"

"im so tired but i want you"

I chuckled. "I always want you Ryder" I whispered. I climbed into bed with him. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into me.

"Go to sleep Ryder. Theres always the morning"

"Mkay"

I woke up to Ryder biting my neck. He was sitting on me and grinding our lower halves together. I moaned softly.

"What do you think youre doing?"

"I had a sex dream. Woke up hard and remembered you said we had the morning"

"This is a pretty good way to wake up" I flipped us over and continued grinding our members together. I pulled his boxers off and he wrapped his legs around my waist. Just as I entered him the phone rang. We bothed groaned. I reluctantly pulled out and grabbed my phone.

"Hello?" I knew my voice was husky but who could blame me when someone as sexy as Ryder was underneath me. I looked down at him and saw he was looking up at me with lust in his eyes. This better be important.

"Uh Its Kells"

"Hi Kellan"

"What are you doing today?"

"Why?"

"Well our moms our gone I figured we could hang out"

"With Beck"

"No, Just us"

"Hmm tempting"

"What is?"

"Spending time with my best friend"

"Dont say that"

"Sorry" I said sarcastically. I almost moaned when I felt Ryders tongue on my nipple. 

"What do you want me to do Holten?"

"Nothing Kells. Forget I said that. Im glad you have someone you can spend time with that wont dump their problems on you. Honestly" And I really was.

"You never dumped youre problems on me. I wanted you to tell me what ever was bothering you."

"I know you did but I felt like I was bothering you"

He sighed.

"Look, Ill come over later" I told him.

"Do you want to?"

"Yes, Kellan"

Ryder thrust his hips up and I whimpered. 

"You okay?" Kellan asked.

"Yeppers Peppers" 

"Kay? I'll see you later then"

I hung up and threw the phone somewhere. I thrust into him again.

"What was that?" I hissed.

"I was trying to calm you down" He said innocently. I almost believed him when I saw the slight smirk on his lips. 

"Oh really?"

"Yes, really and I also couldnt wait any longer"

"That sounds about right"  I began thrusting in him and I forgot about everything else. Just wanting to hear him moan over and over and how amazing it felt.

I finished to soon for my liking and when I pulled out he flipped us over. Uh oh.

I saw a smirk on his face. I hated that I liked it when he took control. It reminded me of him but at the same time all I could think about was Ryder. It was so confusing. I felt his lips on my hip and was surprised when I felt his teeth. It was replaced with pleasure when he began sucking. 

"Why must you give me hickies?"

"You give me hickeys and youre lucky I dont give you one on youre face" I rolled my eyes. 

"Stop teasing me Ryder. If youre gonna fuck me do it" 

"Glady" He said before thrusting in me. I grabbed his hips involuntary. He hit my prostate and I moaned loudly. 

"Fuck Ryder" I attemped to say but Im not sure it came out that way. He was to good at this. I could stay in bed with him all day. He came inside of me and I pouted. He sighed and took me in his mouth.

"You still look so sexy with something in your mouth"

He rolled his eyes. 

Ryders Pov

We stayed in bed till 11, I dunno what time I had woken him up. We took a shower and were watching The Grinch and laughing our asses off. This movie had to be the funniest thing ever. Jim Cary was amazing. 

My phone rang and I saw it was Daya. 

"Ryder! Where the hell are you!"

"Uhhh...Holtens. Why?" 

"Beck came over here because he thought youd be here. He went to youre house first. Youre parents are back and livid." My heart began racing. Wonderful.

"Ill be there to get Hannah in a few" I hung up.

"Whats wrong?"

"I have to go get Hannah. Ill see you later" I high-tailed it out of there before he could question me. I guess ill never be able to spend time with him. This is one of the many reasons we could never work. My life is to stressful. With my parents Id never get to see him. Like hed want to date you Ryder. Youre right self. Wow, im losing my mind. Well what was left of it. 

When I got to Dayas, Hannah came running out, tears running down her sweet face. I picked her up and she cried in my arms. Another reason, I cant keep leaving Hannah. Shes my sister, More like my daughter. Its my job to take care of her and Ive been failing at it. 

"Everything will be okay Hannah. I promise" I whispered to her. Trying to calm her down. 

"Ryder, Daddy will be mad"

"I wont let him hurt you"

"I know. I dont want him to hurt you!"

"Im a big boy I can take care of myself"

"Will you be okay Ryder?" Daya asked.

"Wheres Beck?"

"He was confused why youre parents were angry, I told him you didnt tell them where you were going. Which is true. I left out the part of why everyone was so nervous"

"Thank you"

"You take care of her and you"

"I cant promise about me"

"I knew you would say that"

Hannah had calmed down in the car. I told her it would make things worse if she was upset. We pulled up to the house and my prepared myself for the worse. 

I carried Hannah inside.

Mom walked up to me with a scared look on her face.

"He told me to take her from you when got home and leave" I nodded and kissed Hannahs forehead before handing her to mom. I heard the front door close and a car start. Then silence. I walked into the living room.

He was sitting in the same chair he was that night. 

"Where the hell have you been? You think you can just take your sister and leave whenever you feel like, without even asking?" 

"We stayed at a friends. Im sorry. I didnt think to ask because you guys were gone. I shouldve"

"What friends?"

"Holten"

"The new boy" 

"Yes sir"

"Hmm. Okay I forgive you for leaving. Take your shirt off" 

I clenched my teeth but did what he said.

"Knew I was right. Look at those bruises and hickeys. Youre fucking that kid. Who said you could do that. Youre mine" My eyes widened at that. 

"Uh It wont happen again dad"

"Why not? Youre a teenager. All you want is a boys touch. Well im gonna show what a mans feels like" I gulped as he stood up.

I saw bottles of alcohol scattered everywhere. Just close youre eyes and pretend youre somewhere else. Anywhere else.

"You like it rough, I presume?" He said.

I didnt answer.

He was standing in front of me now. I was to old for just touching. Im guessing he was gonna step up. Which meant rape. 

"Why me? You have mom and im sure you can find another man or woman on the streets"

"You or youre sister. Youre choice"

"Me" 

"Thought so" 

An idea popped in my head. I wasnt about to be consious for this.

I pushed him and he fell. I took this chance to run. I was half way up the stairs when I was dragged back down. I hit my head on each step and when I was on the floor, my vision was blurry. I saw his fist raise and that was the last thing I saw before slipping into blackness.

Holtens Pov

"So his parents were mad?" I asked Kells. I had headed over there after Ryder had weirdly left. 

"Thats what Beck said and he went over there. Then he went to Dayas and Hannah was there. Im guessing Ryder was with you."

"Yeah, we were hanging out. Then Daya called him and he told me he had to get Hannah."

Damn it, I hope hes okay. Should I go over there or would it make things worse for him, both of them? 

I felt my blood boiling. I wanted to hurt his dad. I jumped up and went outside. I needed air to clear my head. I started walking till I got back home. I texted Kellan and told him I went home. I had just unlocked my door when I heard a car door slam.

I turned around hoping it was Ryder. I couldnt see who it was but it wasnt Ryders car.

"What the fuck do you want?" I called out. 

"Still so rude I see.", I stopped breathing at the voice, "Hello Holten. Long time no see"

"Mason" I spat in disgusit.

"The one and only. Miss me?"