I stayed home today( it's Wednesday btw). I needed a break. I got a text from Conner.

'Hey Ryder'

'Hey sexy;)'

'Lol thanks. Your pretty sexy yourself'

'Damn straight I am. I skipped school'

'Want to have lunch then?'

'Sure'

'Cool meet me at Chicos. Btw skipping school is bad but I'm glad you did'

I changed into my favorite blue jeans and a plaid button up. I fixed my hair and went to my car. I pulled into Chicos parking lot. The best Mexican restaurant ever. I saw Conner at a table near the window. I told the waitress my friend was already here and headed towards Conner.

"Hi"

"Hey Ryder. You eat here often?" he asked looking at the menu I hadnt picked up.

"No but I always get the same thing"

"Ohhh"(this is me at Chicos. I've eaten here 3 times in the past weekXD)

We orderd are drinks and food. Our waiters name was Clark. When he brought our drinks and chips and salsa, he gaped at me. Shit. I knew I knew him from somewhere. He was always at Lesays. I shook my head at him when Conner wasn't looking. Letting him know not to say anything.

"So where do you work?" he asked.

"I babysit"

"I work at Starbucks"

"Your such a busy person"

"Yup. You know what I'm going to school for? To be a profiller. I know your lying"

I gulped. "I explain later. Not here"

The rest of our date, I guess that's what this was, was great. He made me laugh a lot and he had a great personality. When Clarck came to get our dirty plates, his hand touched mine and he freaked out. Dropping the plates. I smirked. Once he left, Conner had an eyebrow raised.

"I like you Conner. Which is why I'm gonna show you what I do" he paid the bill and we walked out.

"Let's walk there. It's not that far away"it told him. I intwertwined our fingers and we walked. I stopped in fro t of Lesays.

"I come here sometimes" he said casually. I stared at him. A few seconds later he froze. He slowly turned his head to look at me.

"O.M.G. Your Ridin' Ryder" He shrieked, jumping up and down.

"I'm sorry you probably don't like people freaking out" he apologized.

"I don't care. It's hot from you"

"Wait so how are you able to work here?" I sat down on the bench outside and explained everything to him

"I need to know you won't tell"

"Of course not babe. You can trust me"

"I had a feeling I could" I said leaning closer. He closed the distance and we kissed. I loved the feel of his lips. I hated it but I think I was starting to fall for him. I don't usually fall fast but he was different. When I was telling he wasn't feeling sorry for me. I don't like it when people do. But I could tell he still cared. He said we could stay at his apartment whenever and he would help us the best he could. Only Daya cares about me like that before, Beck would too but I didn't drag him into this mess. He pulled away and smiled. I smiled back. There was only one thing I didn't tell him about. Holten.

After our talk we made our way back to my car. He told me he had walked from his last class. Chicos wasn't far from campus. We went to pick Hannah up.

"Hi Ryder. Your the man from the hospital"

"Yes, his name is Conner. Hes my friend"

"Oh hi Conner"

"Hi sweetie"

"My friends signed my cast today"

"How'd you break you're arm angel? I let it slide yesterday"

"I fell" Conner looked at me. She was lying. I opened my mouth but he put his hand over it. When we got to Dayas I was furious. She lied to me! She never lied to me! I stormed inside yelling for Daya to get her out of the car. I slammed my door shut. A few seconds later Conner came in and sat beside me.

"Don't be so hard on her. If it happens again, well anything that sounds like bullying. We can find out the" I sighed knowing he was right. He leaned over kissing me. I realized how horny I was and wanted more. My hands trailed his cheats under his shirt. I pouted whence stopped kissing me.

"I'm not having sex with you yet mister" he said smirking. I was already excited. I sighed and headed to the bathroom to take care of little me.

"Hannah bear?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry"

"It's okay. Conner wanna sign my cast" he did and she was happy again.

"Is Conner your boyfriend she asked out of no where" I chocked on air.

"Why do you say that?" Daya asked.

"He likes boys. Daddy said so but I don't mind it. As long as Ryder's happy"

"That son of a bitch!"

"Ryder, calm down" Conner said. I leaned into him and breathed.

"I'm sorry Ryder"

"Don't be Hannah but no Conner isn't my boyfriend"

"Yet" he added smirking.

"Alright angel give me a hug. I have to take Conner home and then head to work." I hugged her and Daya and we left.

"Do you mind if I go?" he asked shyly.

"Watch me? No, you can"

"Yes!" he said fist pumping.

Tonight I was in a red speedo. I felt like Danny was secretly working me up towards the back part of the club. The part where you get of stage and give people lap dances. Where you strip. I don't know if I wanted to do that. But I kinda have to do what Danny wants. I hoped this wasn't his motive. Anyways the speedo was covered by a red silk robe. I danced to Adam Lamberts If I Had You. Once I got off stage I was pulled into a dark room.

"Conner?"

"Who the fucks Conner?"

"Holten" I said sighing.

"Turn around"

"Imma back door virgin" I know I had told Daya I hadn't had sex since tenth grade and that was true. I guess. I only got blow jobs. That's all I wanted. I was honestly scared about this. What if it hurt to bad?

"Not for long"

"I'm not giving it to you"

"Who then? Conner! He your boyfriend!"

"Not yet"

"Alright then. Turn. Around" he said sternly. When I didn't, he slammed me against the wall and attacked my neck. He pulled my speedo off and worked me till I couldn't take it anymore. I turned around and he positioned himself. He thrust in and I yelped in pain. He continued kissing my neck. He thrust in again and again until I also felt pleasure. We were both moaning. I got lost in the bliss of pain and pleasure. He began to work me as he slammed into my prostate. I came in his hand and he came inside of me. Both of us with a loud moan. He pulled out. I heard his pants zip. When the hell did he take those off!

"That was amazing. Best sex ive had. I knew I was right about you"

"Thanks" I breathed, still trying to catch my breath.

"Have fun with your soon-to-be boyfriend. Oh by the way your looked really sexy tonight" he said and left. I pulled up my speedo and went to go change. After I changed I went to find Conner.

"Hey your were so hot babe"

"I know"

"You really should quit this job though"

"I can't"

"I know" I kissed him and we left. He gave directions to his house.

"Ya know seeing you up there was such a turn on"

"Oh really?". We pulled up in front of his apartment.

"Wanna come inside?" I nodded but felt bad. If only Holten hadn't been there tonight. I got out and walked over to his side. I picked him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist. I walked to his door and he unlocked it. When I shut it, I slammed him against it. I grinded our lower halves and he moaned. I threw him on the couch and took our shirts off. He undid my pants and I did his. They some how ended off of us. I flipped him over and thrust in him.

"Ryder" he moaned. I pushed deeper in him. I moaned from his tightness on me. He jerked off as I started going in and out if him. I felt him tighten around me as he came. Which made me come. I pulled out and we collapsed on the couch

"That was....the best sex I've had in awhile." he said grinning at me. I grinned back. I couldn't answer because I'd be lying. He was very good at sex but...

I thought of him pounding in me and working me. I shivered and felt myself getting hard agin.

"Again?" Conner said smirking. I shrugged as he got on knees. Thinking about how I was the best sex everyone's had as he took me in his mouth.