I've been an outcast all my life. I was diagnosed with depression in 6th grade it got worse over time i have to take pills. Go to the hospital for tring to kill myslef and deal with being bullied and ignored so the only thing i could go to was my blade it was pain with pain so i go addicted to it and cut all the time and i drank bleach i stayed in the hospital for about 1 month and i didn't eat for 5 months i almost died but i dobt know why i cant die.