This Love

Songs of the chapter:

1. PILLOWTALK by Zayn (this song is hot af)

2. No Control by One Direction 

3. This Love by Taylor Swift (hence the chapter title)

This chapter is mainly a love-y filler so if you must have your heart content with love and feels for Riall, here's your chapter! It does have somewhat sexual content. Nothing extremely important happens otherwise, so I just suggest reading it to get a feel for how the love life of Riall is in private. Also it's quite a short chapter so.. uh.. yeah. I felt like writing it so here it is!

I was looking around on YouTube on my laptop late at night in just my underwear (which if you were wondering, was a tank top, a bra, and matching panties. You little dirty minded people) when I saw that the One Direction channel posted a new video diary for the tour. We currently had a two-day break in Nashville for Thanksgiving - even though the entire crew is either British or Australian, so we do not celebrate it. 

By now, I taught Lilly how to read better, since she had minimal knowledge before. But she was very good at it, and at this pace, she was addicted to reading the 'Magic Tree House' series. She was already asleep in the other room, cuddling with her Pikachu buld-a-bear which Niall got her on our first outing as the three of us. 

Clicking on the video diary link immediately, I push my earbuds into my ears and watch. I found it hilarious until it got to a point where it was me frantically running around getting all of the instruments set up.

I ran around trying to find Niall's guitar pick. I wasn't in it's usual place, inside of his guitar case. I checked in Sandy's case too, but it was nowhere to be found. "Niall, d'you know where your guitar pick is? I can't find it anywhere," I blow a strand of hair out of my face. Niall gently grabbed my hand and turned me to face him. He swiped my hair out of my face and I felt tingles as his fingers brushed against my lips.

His face turned dark as he furrowed his brows, keeping his fingers on my lips. He asked, "What happened? Who did this?" He was probably referring to my split lip. Which clumsy me, I got from trying to remove a guitar from the top shelf. Which, as you can probably infer, did not end well. The metal part of the handle hit my lip and whoop de do, I have a split lip.

"I... I was having a clumsy moment with your guitar," I mumbled, moving Niall's hand away from my lip. His face softened, and he laughed a little bit. "you're really cute, y'know tha'?" he asked me, moving his head closer to mine. He planted a small, short kiss to my nose and whispered, "Boop," making a reference to my favourite anime, RWBY. I got him addicted to it a week ago and we already finished all three volumes. He turned around and walked back toward the crew which seemed to be setting up a camera.

Little did I know at the time that the camera was recording the entire thing. And it was put into their video diary. But when he finally approached the camera, he told it that, "I love her so much," while glancing back at me (see gif). Watching that part of the video made me feel so warm inside. He put that out there. You cannot imagine how good it feels until it happens to you.

The next minute, I faintly hear a door open and close, so the moment Niall walked into the bedroom I slammed my laptop shut. He gives me a strange look, raising one of his eyebrows. "What are you doing?" He asked me suspiciously. I bit my lip, still feeling the split a bit, and said, "Nothing. Just doing an answer spree on Tumblr. Oh and I made my Snapchat go public." It was true, I did an answer spree right before going on YouTube.

He persisted, "But then why'd you slam your laptop shut when I came in?" He fake gasps, and whisper-yelled, "Were you watching porn?"

I feel my face turn a bright red and ramble, "No! Id you must know, I was just watching the last video diary. I do not watch porn, and you should know that."

"Relax, princess, I was just joking," he said, and shrugs his shirt off, as well as his jeans. 

"Next time you do that, warn me, yeah?" I tell him in a joking manner.

He smirks at me and replied, "Well, I mean, you can watch this instead of that porn." He then made his way over to me in just his boxers. I slid under the covers shyly, not really wanting to deal with this right now. Sure, we were just poking fun, but it occasionally embarrassed me.

I felt a dip in the bed and saw Niall slip under the covers next to me. We were facing each other, and he had a silly grin plastered on his face. "Aw, is Rose blushing?" he teased me, only making my face go a deeper shade of red.

I chewed on my thumbnail, and meekly answered, "You know how much it affects me when you get changed like that." 

Niall reached out towards me and pushed my hair behind my ear. "Babe, that's why I do it," he told me with a wink.

I squirm at his light touch to my face. Why am I like this today? So very... shy? Oh well. But I was just happy to see Niall after a long day of trying to teach Lilly algebra, with no avail. One Direction had another interview today, and Niall was there for the entirety of the day.

"You're so squeamish today. Is ev'rythin' okay?" Niall asked me, his voice laced with concern. His blue eyes practically pierce mine, boring into my soul.

Okay, maybe that was overdoing it. But he was intently looking at face, searching for an answer.

My answer simply was, "I love you."

I do not know how he did it, but he flipped us so that he was hovering over me. "I love you too," he said, and I inhaled his sexy, musky scent. Damn Niall, thanks for making me all lovey-dovey. Note the sarcasm.

He smiled before leaning down to kiss me. His lips moved in sync with mine, and he encompassed my hands in his, moving them to his abdomen. I got goosebumps at the feeling of his muscles tensing at my touch. I took over from there, slowly raking my hands up his back and to the nape of his neck. I felt his back muscles stiffen and my hands worked their way up. It was empowering to be able to affect him like that. Niall moved his head and kissed his way down my neck to my collarbone. I could feel him gently bite my skin and suck on it for a moment. He broke way only for a moment to discard the thin tank top which I had been previously wearing.

Niall's gaze raked my body up and down and an impulse to cover myself and stop tried to take over. This was an internal battle I had always fought with myself. My subconscious is constantly afraid that I will get hurt by this person. But I slowly convinced myself to trust Niall. Because this is the first time I have ever felt so in love in this way.

I continued to play with Niall's hair, running my hands through it, tugging every once in a while. He kneeled in between my legs to support himself. He then surprised me by stopping, and pulling away from my chest, leaving me heavily breathing. Niall looked down at me and mumbled, "You're so beautiful." He moved his hands down to the scars on my thigh, tracing them lightly with the pad of his finger. He leaned back down, and as I felt his breath fan out on my thigh, he kissed the scars - one by one.

I gave him a 'Mona Lisa' smile, and scooted closer to him. "I'm not tired," I tell him quietly. In fact, my mind is racing. This love between Niall and I felt so real, so true. And I don't want to let it go. Niall reached around me and pulled my head onto his bare chest, and played with my hair.

I giggled and asked, "Why do you like to play with my hair?" Since he does it all the time. 

I feel his shrug beneath me, and he said, "I don't know. I jus' like to."

"Okay," I responded. I slowly became more and more drowsy as the minutes passed by.

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All the love,

Juliet