30/7/17
A/N is at the end today, my loves.

I can be myself in my head.

When I get tired of fake smiles and laughs
And endless judges of my life
Not knowing what to do with so many paths
To take, shall I go left or right?

Then I retire into my young but old brain
Or let my imagination run away

Because this game isn't fun when it's played everyday
Everyday just melts into forever.

Myself is a word, just two syllables long
Ending this small poem with strong front.

Helloooo muffins x
Muffins? Idk where that came from but I kinda like it....comment and tell me if you do tooooooo
Anywhoooooo shall we continuem? Yes we shall.
This one didn't take that long to write, (except the last two lines, they took the pi*s to think of. Read the first letter of each line to get the name of this poem (or the wishful thinking behind it)(*sniff*)
Nahhh but there is a backstory to this one....kind of.
So, there was a point in my life, (lol I'm talking like I'm bleeding 50 years old when I'm totally NOT) about four or so years ago, where this girl that I was 'best friends' with, suddenly decided to start hating me, and made that year HELL. Literally. I ain't gonna go into specifics, but although I didn't know it was her that was behind everything that happened (at the time, at least) I tried to change myself so that people would like me more, or so that I wouldn't be kind of shunted off to the side. And it took me a year of depression to figure it out, but I eventually realised that I should have to change myself just because some people take a disliking to me. And usually people say how they went through depression like a bad thing, but I'm acc really happy I did, because even though it was hard, if it didn't happen, then I wouldn't be the person I am now, and I know that for a fact.
Deep moment over, I wrote this for everyone who's had to go through a same or similar thing, and felt like they had nobody on their side, or nobody to talk to.
Anyway, I hope you guys liked it xx
Quote of the day: "I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun." - Mr Darcy, Pride and Prejudice. (THIS PART IS MY FAVEEEE) (when Liza gets Darcy to admit when he started loving her -- LOVE IT)
Question of the day: What is your guys' favourite colour??
Answer of the day: White FTW

when the a/n is longer than the actual thing 😂😬😶😶 Oops #sorrynotsorry