Layla had to leave once she finished her ice cream to visit John. Maddie and I stayed a little longer chatting about life.

I am still not sure what I am going to do about the bet yet. It's so hard to even believe it. It's so hard to believe that your childhood crush will willingly and without a thought break your heart if the situation comes to that and for what? Two hundred thousand dollars.

It's so fucking hard.

I've been trying to wrap my head around it. I just need a little more time to do it. I don't know for what if I am being honest. To soften the blow I guess. So that it won't hurt as much, but who am I kidding. It will be fucking torture. I will be left aching and trying to mend my own heart.

That thought alone just makes me livid. It makes me want to seek out revenge. I will. I will take my revenge.

I am not just a play toy. I will not be a play toy for him or for anyone. This bet will end but on my terms. I will say when. I will say how. I will make him pay for even thinking about saying yes. All I have to do is play along. A little teasing won't hurt anybody. I mean just his ego but he will live.

Maddie and I, after a long talk in the ice cream shop, decided to start walking home. Her mom called and said that she will be waiting for her in front of my house.

I feel like it's been a long day. A long week for that matter. All it took was two days to change practically everything. My view of new friendships. My comfort zone. My view of Cristian Conner

But not my feelings towards him. Okay maybe slightly, and yet I feel something so strong towards him that just doesn't want me to hate him. Something so confusing and so rare.

I understand that feelings don't just go away. It's so very clear to me now. That part at least.

I know that I have to forget those feelings. Stop them somehow. For my sake. I just don't know-how

I don't know anything. Everything is such a blur that I am trying to make clear. It's like a puzzle. Everything is everywhere, my feelings and emotions, my plans, my head. I need to put them in order. I need to figure it out. I need to figure everything out and soon. Very soon.

"Do you think a cat knows that they have nine lives?" Maddie took me out of my own thoughts by asking this question. A very rare fucking question. Yet a very good question.

"I don't know. I think they do... I mean who would jump off a very high tree without knowing if they live or not. I wouldn't that's for sure, but they do it because I think they know" I told her analyzing her questions. It's a wired topic but a topic none the less.

"Ohh that's a very good possible answer. Very logical." She said looking up at the sky. The stars haven't come out yet but the sun is setting. "It's very beautiful" she said stopping in her tracks while still looking at the sky.

"Yes it is. Some times when I look up I feel like it isn't true. A painting. A breathtaking, magical, mysterious, extensive, and beautiful painting." I looked at the sky and felt that same feeling. The one that I right now just describe. I feel warmth and comfort by just looking at it.

"That a very beautiful way to see it. When I see it I feel thankful. Thankful for being part of that beautiful painting and thankful that I get to see it one more time. I feel relieved and relaxed" she looked at me and smile.

"Come on, it's getting late" I smiled back at her and started walking towards the direction of my house. I could hear her walking behind me.

"What's the best and most ridiculous Wi-Fi name you've seen?" She said catching up to me and walking by my side. More like jumping

"Well, I once saw Don't Ask For The Password and also Unsecured Network. Those are very genius if you ask me." I shrugged and walked a little bit faster once I saw my house. I am so exhausted. I haven't slept yet since yesterday and I've been partying and walking all around. I think a need a little break.

"Well this is where I leave you," Maddie said walking towards a black car. Must be her mom.

"Yea. I had a great time. Hope we can do this again" I waved at her and walked to my front door

"I'll text you whenever. Thanks again" she said to me while getting into the car

"I'M HOME!" I yelled once I stepped into the house

"In the living room honey" mom said. I know for a fact that Cris and Dylan are still there. First, because of the sound of the movie. I know for sure it's a scary movie. Mom doesn't watch scary movie, well not alone. And second, I knew when Cris was around. I just had a feeling. It's so hard to explain and even more weird to even say it.

"Okay. I'll be up in my room" I said taking the stairs one at a time.

"Wait! Why don't you join us?" She yelled from downstairs. Lazy ass

"I am a little tired maybe next time" I yelled back at her. Taking the knob from my bedroom door and opening it.

"Stop screaming in the house everyone can hear everything! Kàn zài shàngdì de fèn shàng!" North screamed from his closed-door room. I think that's Chinese. He is so fucking weird. (For God's sakes)

"North I don't understand that!" Mom screamed at North. We are a very weird family.

"I know!" North screamed back.

I shake my head and enter my room. I am not going to take part in all the screaming that comes next. All these rules for poor North. English only around mom.

I took my shoes and skirt off and walked to my bed. Finally some resting time.

My bed looks so inventing. So fresh and comfy. I love it.

I took the sheets off and turned on the air conditioning. I laid on my bed waiting for the dark to consume me.

It has been a long day and it's only 3 in the afternoon. I felt weightless in my bed. So comfortable and relaxed and yet the sleep hasn't engross me. The more I was awake and conscious all this thought came into my head. Making me lose my sleepiness. Making me more aware of the situation I got myself into. More like Cris got me into.

The door was open. Like always I knew who it was once the person stepped in.

"What are you doing here Cris," I asked without moving from the bed or opening my eyes. He walked to the bottom of the bed and stayed there without saying a word.

"At least turn on the lights" I said getting on a sitting position on the bed.

He walked again to the side of the door and turned them on. He then walked to the side of the bed and sat on it facing the creamed colored wall.

"Your mother is scolding North downstairs for talking Chinese and trying to make him translated it to English and your brother left the house for a quickie." Too much info on my brother but okay.

"Okay but you. Why are you in here?" I said laying on the bed again. I then remember that I don't have pants on. Thank god for the sheets and for covering my dark red laces panties.

"I thought that you could hear me now instead of running off on me again" Well I can't run off now. I only have my underwear and a shirt so well played.

"There's nothing to talk about. You are taking this way too seriously and it is kind of surprising coming from you." I said feeling a bit uncomfortable in my own room.

"I know I just ... I took your advice and you were right so thanks for that" he said turning his head towards me and smiled.

"You are welcome" I said looking at the ceiling instead of him. I have to be strong for what I am about to do and that is if I even have the guts to do it. I am going to make him regret every second of the bet.

"And I am also sorry that I didn't -" he stopped talking once he saw what I was doing. I took the hem of my shirt and lift it up until my stomach was in full display.

"What were you saying," I said in an innocent voice.

"That I am sorry-" I took the sheets that were covering my lower half. The half with no pants on, yea that one. I took the sheets and pushed it a little bit lower. Low enough for him to know that I wasn't wearing pants but not enough to expose myself

"T, I broke the bro-code and I just fix it with you brother" he said while looking at the exposed skin. He had his bored face on but I know that I am affecting him. He is trying to act tough like the bad boy that they say he is but I already saw another part of him. He can't fool me

"And?" A teasing game is in place. I intent to win it. I pushed the sheets off me revealing myself to him. For him to watch, for him to touch but not for him to have. He touched an exposed part of my stomach with his index and ring finger which made my heart go 1000 mph. I made goosebumps in my skin.

"And what he doesn't know won't hurt him" he whispers in my ear while lying beside me and touching my stomach with his full hand now.

I took my shirt off completely while he made circles on my stomach and sides. Making me feel all giddy and turned on but I know my goal and I am a hundred percent focused on it.

"Fuck" he whispered looking at me. At my body. I may not have a skinny body or the curves in the right places but I do know that I am still a bit attractive. Enough for him to notice.

He took me by the waist and pushed me against him. I feel something poking my thighs. He is already hard and I haven't done anything. This is going to be great.

I put my legs around him so that he is now lying flat on the bed and I am on top of him. I feel him touching me all over. Chest, stomach, waist, hips, legs, arms, neck. Touching every expose skin on my body. Making me so wet. So out of breath.

I looked down at him. He was observing me. Everything. Every curve I have. I leaned down on him. Touching his cock through his pants with my dark red laced covered vagina. Making a little bit of friction.

I kissed his neck slowly and softly almost ghostly. I hear his breath out of rhythm. I feel like I could do anything and everything and there is no alcohol in me. This is another kind of feeling. A good feeling. A great feeling.

"Are you sure?" I whisper once I get to his ear. I started grinding on him and making friction to the semi-hard cock of his that seems to want to get out of his pants. I have to admit I am so fucking wet and so horny.

"Don't ask just do" he said turning the tables on me. He laid between my thighs holding himself up with his elbows. He started grinding on me and started kissing my neck. Damn not part of the plan and yet so perfect.

Obviously that I won't give me virginity to him not when there is a bet on it. It will be a fucking pleasure to lose my virginity to him. It's all I ever wanted but not like this. Never like this.

I realize that I wasn't doing anything with my hands so I took the liberty to pass them under his shirt touching everything. His delicious abs that I looked at so many times and here I am touching them. Finally.

His skin was so soft. So smooth.

I took his shirt off so desperate to see this abs. His creamy skin presented himself to me in a very turned on way. He looked at me, he was inches away from me. What is he waiting for? Kiss me.

I am not waiting any longer. Fuck that. I feel so confident under him.

"Kiss me" I said taking him off guard. I smiled at that. My plan is working I just need to say focused.

He kissed me. Hard. So different from last night. It was heart raising, toe-curling, goosebumps everywhere kiss. I feel fucking fantastic.

I wrapped my legs around him and with the heel of the foot I pulled him in more. I want to feel every inch of his dick on me but not in me.

I wrapped my arms around his neck. Kissing him harder. I felt every inch of him. His chest on mine. His dick grinding on me. His hands all over my body. His lips on mine.

I felt fireworks. It's a feeling of wholeness that I can't describe with words or any form of signs. I felt breathless. Weightless

I love the feeling he brings me and yet I can't act upon it. It's so fucking fucked up

"T! Come down. We need to talk" moms' voice broke the make-out section. Thank god. I felt like giving him everything there and then.

Not part of the plan, just teasing.

Fuck I was breathless as I wanted more. A lot more.

He looked at me and smirked. Yep, there's the bad boy I know and miss.

"We should do this more often" he said while getting off me. I shake my head and laugh. Yep there he is

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Author's note

I am terribly sorry for the super duper late update but like I promise here is chapter 8

I know it's short but I wasn't home today. I am all around the place these days so I am sorry once again

I had a personal problem I had to deal with on my own. I needed time to think, process, and react. It was hard. It still is but I made you guys a promise. I never brake my promises.

Writing this chapter helped me clear my head a little bit. So I am thankful for that. It has really been a very hard couple of weeks.

I am from Puerto Rico. I'm Latina.
We have been having lately a lot of earthquakes in the south part of the island, where I am from. I am very close to the epicenters and it been quite hard for me and everyone. Lots of loss and pain yet very strong and hopeful. Writing to you guys helps me get my mind of these things.

I hope you guys understand and I promise that this won't happen any time soon. I will be updating this Monday. Like I planned.

Question: Are you a cat person or a dog person
Ans: I am an animal lover. Love dogs, they are loyal and cute. Love cats, furry (some of them), and lazy. They are like my persona jajaja

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