It is now 5 in the morning and I am now getting ready to bed. The girls were already asleep. I was so exhausted, I wasn't ready for this night. I had a lot of fun. The girls and I watched the two movies, painted our nails, we did our hair, talked about guys, the kiss, and school. We talked about everything and nothing. The girls were very comfortable with Maddie being here and I am glad because I like Maddie, she is a very creative and fun person to be around.

Layla, Autumn, Maddie, and Dalain were sleeping taking the whole bed. Lorane is sleeping on the floor in a little air bed I bought for this exact same reason. I, well, was the only one awake cause I couldn't sleep where I was. I was by the foot on the bed with just a pillow. I was fucking cold and uncomfortable.

I heard the door downstairs close and I hear footsteps and voices. I got up from where I was and walked to my door and locked it. It's probably Dylan but I am not risking it. I was hyperventilating right now, the girls were still sleeping and I didn't know what to do.

I heard the steps going up the stairs very quietly and stopped by Dylan door. Then I heard Dylan's voice and I calmed down. Damn it Dylan. Why the fuck is he here anyways. That asshole trying to give me a heart attack. I didn't know who the other person was but it had to be one of the boys. Dylan doesn't bring girls into the house. Mom would kill him. He would normally take them to the cheapest motel or do it in one of the rooms of the party. It's disgusting how I know all that but I just listen.

I went to my previous position on the foot of the bed and tried to sleep. I could not get comfortable. I twist and I turn, all I come up with was cold air and a position for me to make it difficult to breathe the right way.

I got up and looked at the girls. They all had a bed sheet covering them from head to toe. I took my pillow, unlocked the door, and walked to the closet very quietly. I mean quietly that nobody could hear, not the type of quiet Dylan tried to do.

I open it and tried to reach a bed sheet that was on the top shelf. Hell I couldn't I was way too short for me to even touch the shelf.

"Just stop being an asshole to me. It was just a kiss Dylan" I heard Cris said with a very agitated voice. So Dylan brought Cris here to do what exactly.

"No, I won't stop. You fucking kissed her and you encouraged her to do the lap dance even though the music had finished." Dylan said. That was a big word for Dylan. I knew they were fighting because of me. That made me a bit guilty. "You fucking broke the bro-code and it looks like you don't even give a damn"

They were being quiet, even though they were fighting, but the closet is right beside Dylan's door. I could hear everything very clearly.

"Can you both stop fighting? You've been like this all night it's kinda irritating." Another voice said. It sounded like Candal's. I didn't saw him at the party tonight which is completely normal since he is not a party person. Why is he here, why are they here? I should stop eavesdropping right now but they are talking about me and I want to know what happens. I am curious.

"Shut up Candal. This is not with you" Dylan said raising his voice a little.

"Dylan, lower your voice. We talked already about this at my house, can you stop fighting about a dumb kiss" Damn that hurt a little. I know he is a player and that he had kissed about a hundred girls already but this was my first kiss. I thought I was perfect and I thought it was dumb. It kind of stung.

"That is a problem right there. She was just another girl to you. Am I right? But she is not just another girl, she is my baby sister, and knowing the both of you, she is the one that would end up hurt." Dylan had lower his voice by a lot because I almost couldn't hear it. He is worried about me and I am so grateful for that.

"I understand what you are saying but I don't want anything with her and I won't persuade her anymore from here on. I already told you that" Okay that fucking hurt. Here I thought that maybe I actually had a chance to be with my crush. What a dumbass I really am. He is my crush for fucks sakes, that's all he would be.

"Whatever man, just let me sleep in my own bed. Get up" I heard the bed squeak and Dylan jumping on it. Bad habit.

"Hey, he will get over that kiss just give him time" Candal said to Cristian and I hear more rustling on the floor. Are they going to sleep on the floor?

Whatever, not my problem. You know what my problem is. That fucking bed sheet, it's just too high. I walked to the bathroom where the mini ladder was. I took it and put it in front of the closet and took a bedsheet. I closed the closet and put the ladder where it was. I decided used to sleep in the couch downstairs

"I know that this will make Dylan angry but damn I have to do it. Let make a bet" Candal's voice stops me from descending the stairs.

"What type of bet?" Cristian answers. I know him very well and he had never refused a dare. The most fucked up thing is that he wins every single time.

"There will be three bets in total. The first one will cost five hundred bucks. The second five hundred more and the third one thousand. You have two thousand bucks to do whatever you want" I think my mouth just touched the floor. Two thousand dollars. Candal's adoptive parents gave him everything but two thousand dollars it's practically impossible.

"Damn that a lot of money. What if I don't succeed in one of those?" Cristian asked

"If you don't then you have to give me the money" Candal reply to him. I hear more rustling coming from that room.

"Tell me about these three bets that will make me two thousand bucks richer" Candal had Cris full attention and mine as well.

"First say we have a deal and then I will tell you" he said so sure that Cris would say yes.

"Yes Fine we have a deal" Cris said in a hurry. I too wanted to know but Cris is always calm and relax so it's kind of a shock.

"First one: you have to have sex Truth..." Wait! What?! This bet will be about me. No no no no fuck no! "Second: ask her to be your girlfriend..." this is so fucking messed up "Third one: make her say the words 'I love you' to you" I want to puke. I feel sick and dizzy. I don't understand why. Do I really cost 2 thousand dollars for these boys? That's fucking fucked up.

"You have a deal" yes I that is my fucking price. To them my virginity cost five hundred dollars. I need to get out of here now. I ran downstairs and throw the bed sheet and the pillow on the couch and wrote a little note for mom to see if she got up and I wasn't in the house and ran toward the door as fast as I could. I need air. I need fresh air. I need to think, to process everything I heard.

I ran to the nearest park and sat on a bench. The sun was rising and it looked beautiful. It was a very cold morning and all I had on was a t-shirt and some shorts. I had no cellphone on me, I forgot it on my nightstand.

This scene, this view was so peaceful. I thought about a lot of things. I thought about the girls. About Dylan's concern for me. I thought about that stupid bet that I am so sure that I will ruin my life one way or another.

I will not let that happen. I won't give Cristian what he needs to ruin my life. I won't give in to those bets. I won't give him my virginity, I won't say yes to his question, and I will definitely won't say these three little words that I have been dying to tell him since sixth grade.

I will be the one to fuck up with his mind. He will be the one to say the words and I will fucking leave him standing there with a broken heart. I will be the o e to ruin him.

Who the fuck am I kidding, he is the fucking royal bad boy. I am so fucked up. He will never fall for me. I am so fucking angry with both of them. Here I thought that Candal was a cool guy. Fuck that, he is just another fucking bastard.

I will make him love me and I won't end well for him. Cris, you asshole, you better watch out.

I got up from the bench and walked to my house. I didn't felt sick anymore, I felt fucking betrayed and furious. Once I stopped at the front of my house I let out a sigh. I was probably 9 in the morning so mom should be up.

I stepped into the house, which was a fucking zoo. The girls were with their phones out screaming at the other person at the end of the line. Mom was up and down and all over the house. Dylan and Cris were fighting again in a corner of the house. The only one that wasn't panicked was Candal. He was sitting in the loveseat reading one of my favorites books 'Harry Potter'

That asshole if he damages one fucking page of that amazing book I will pull his eyeballs out of his head.

I closed the door and walked towards him. I took the book out of his grip and sat on the couch holding it in a tight grip.

Candal looked at me and rolled his eyes. He then takes the remote from the table and switched it on.

"Truth! There you are" I jumped from the couch once Dylan said my name. He fucking scared me.

"You fucking asshole you scared me. Why the fuck did you scream?!" I asked Dylan looking at him like he was crazy. Everybody was looking at me with wide eyes except for Candal. The girls were still holding their phones to their ears. Mom stopped running all over the house to looks at.

"Why did I scream?! Where the fuck were you?!" He asks standing by my side

"I was out, Dylan" Why were they acting strange

"And it didn't cross your mind to tell somebody about it" he screamed at my face

"Hey! Don't you dare fucking scream at me." I screamed back at him "and I did tell" I said

"Yes! Who?! And why would you fucking leave the house at 6 in the morning" he asked waving his hand all around

"Stop screaming and moving your hand. You look stupid doing it." I rolled my eyes at him and sat on the couch again "I left a note on the counter" I said while watching the TV. I could feel their eyes in the back of my head. Once I said about note the all ran to the kitchen except Candal, the fucking asshole, and Cristian.

I didn't dare look at Cristian. I will follow the same routine that I have been following all these years. I will ignore him. He will be trying to get my attention protruding soon but for now he isn't here. He doesn't exist.

He sat beside me looking at the tv. It was so hard to pretend that he wasn't there when I could actually feel him every time I walked into a room.

Candal got up and walked upstairs. You asshole I know what are you doing. Everyone came back in time to stop Cris from talking to me. Thank the gods.

Mom had the note on her hands. Looking at it.

"I will let a pass on the cursing this time on both of you..." she said once she looked at me " and even though you wrote a note telling me you were going out you made me worry"

I felt very guilty. She looked like she was about to cry.

"I am sorry mom for making you worry about me" I got up from the couch and walked towards her and hugged her.

"Why did you leave in the first place?" Mom asked still hugging me

"I couldn't sleep and I felt uncomfortable in my own skin. I need fresh air" I told her looking at the loveseat where once sat Candal

"We are going to talk about this later. You are grounded for two weeks. No cellphone. No TV. No books. Now who is hungry?"

"No books! Mom comes on. I understand why the cellphone and the TV but why the books" I follow her to the kitchen with Layla behind trying to reason with her about the book part.

"Yes, no books," she said affirmatively

"But what am I going to do if I have none of those things," I asked her. No I pleaded at her.

"I don't know. Study maybe" she said sarcastically. I am an A and B+ student and I don't even study for my exams. What makes her think that I will start now? I rolled my eyes and stepped out of the kitchen and sat on the loveseat with my arms crossed. Lorane, Dalain, and Autumn were on the couch consumed by their phone. Cristian was in the same position where I left him looking at the TV series that was showing.

Where is Maddie and Dylan?

"You fucking asshole! You are so fucking selfish!" Oh there they are. It looks like they were fighting in the hallway upstairs

"Can you shut the fuck up?" Dylan screamed at her

"No cursing in the house!" Mom's voice shouted from the kitchen. This house will never be normal.

I see North from the corner of my eyes descending the stair while rubbing his eyes.

"Why is everyone yelling at this hour in the morning," he said walking towards the kitchen. It's always food first with that kid. Its kids funny because he looks like a twig but he eats like a cow.

"That's Dylan's fault," I said pointing to the stairs

"c'est toujours sa faute. Ce garçon doit apprendre à se comporter putain" he said in a very quiet whisper. What the fuck is he saying? Are those even words (It is always his fault. That boy has to learn how to fucking behave)

"What was that? That wasn't English young man" Mom said stepping out of the kitchen once she heard him. Mom has a rule for him: always speak English around her.

"Nothing mom, you weren't there by the time I said it," he said going into the kitchen and leaving mom behind

"These kids are going to fucking kill me" she whispers into her hand

"No cursing in the house!" North, Dylan, and I said at the same time from different places. You can hear everything that goes into this house that is no secret. She rolled her eyes and went back to the kitchen. My family is very weird.

"I have to go Poly is here" Lorane said getting up from the couch. Poly is her mom, she just calls her that when her mom is not around. I don't know why though.

"Hay can I get a ride with you," Autumn said getting up too "mom won't answer my calls or text"

"Yeah sure, no problem." They ran upstairs to get their stuff. And now we are three. Three awkward people. Dalain looked at Cris and at me and got up from the couch shaking her head, mumbling something about getting ready.

And now we were two. Two people who kissed and one with a bet to make her fall in love with him. Nothing normal about this situation.

He coughed and squirms on the couch. I don't understand why he is still here. I know for a fact that he hates the series 'The Original". I know everything about him. I sound like a psychopath and a stalker but is the truth. I practically know everything about him.

"T?" He said. He actually talked to me. Of course I pretended to not hear him. I am following my agenda, my rules. The games on Cristian Conner

"Mm... T" he clears his throat and said my nickname a bit louder. I still didn't look at him. I moved a little to be a bit more comfortable in the loveseat.

"Truth!" I looked at him with wide eyes. Why did he yell I am literally 6 feet apart? Yea I know that I was ignoring him but I didn't know that he was going to scream. I was a little surprised.

"Why did you yell my name?" I said acting innocent and like I wasn't ignoring him at all.

"I- I was saying your name but you didn't hear me" Cristian Conner stuttered in a sentence, now I'm interested.

"Oh, what happened?" I asked turning my body towards him

"I was going to ask something but forget it" he said looking back at the TV with a distant look. He better not ask me what I was thinking of or will fucking blow his head off. No joke.

"Okay?" I got up from the loveseat and walked to the kitchen

"Is breakfast ready?" I asked once my head pop inside the kitchen

"No it's not but I will be soon. Call your brother and the girls." She said while cracking two eggs.

"Lorane and Autumn are leaving soon. Lorane's mom is already here." I inform my mom and walked out of the kitchen

"Dylan! Maddie! Stop fucking and come down here! Breakfast is almost ready" I yelled at them from the stairwell.

"No cursing in the house!" I rolled my eyes. I felt Cris eyes on me on every step I made. I would've been so fucking happy if I didn't know that he was just thinking of planning the perfect way to break my heart. I sat at the table and he followed me.

"Do you think that we could talk about last night?" He asked. Damn Cristian came to me to talk about lasts night. Oh, right the fucking bet.

"Sure. What do you want to talk about?" I ask looking at him and putting my knees up to touch my chest. I still feel insecure around him and more now that I know about the bet. I fucking hate that bet. I wished that he would be mine and now he can be but it's all a play to him.

I guess that saying was right. Be careful for what you wish for it always come back to bite you in the ass

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Author's note

Yes this a double update. I was bored and thought why not. So here it is. On Monday there will be an update I promise. This doesn't change anything. I know that the chapter is kind of short but I promise the next one will be better.

This is chapter 6 and I am so excited that I have come this far. Chapter 7 is on his way it so unbelievably amazing and to share it which all of you it better than I imagine

Question: do you have a boyfriend
Ans: no but I am getting to know this really nice and cute guy I really hope that it works out with him

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