I got up from my spot as fast as I could. Everyone was watching me while I was looking at the ground. I walked quickly towards the door but I got stopped.

"Where are you going? Sit down", Layla said with a panicked look on her face. Right if there is no other girl next to him (me) he has to, by obligation, choose the other girl. Even though he was going to choose her from the start.

"I think it is time for us to leave, girls. It is getting quite late actually" I said, looking at her begging with my eyes to follow my lead.

The girls were standing up with worries in their eyes for me, minus Layla. She thinks he was going to choose me. She was so persistent.

"Oh come on, we still have half an hour to leave. Let's enjoy every minute we have here. Sit on your spot." She was practically pleading with her eyes. She wanted to see this through. I didn't dare look at anybody else, just her. I felt ashamed for some stupid reason that I can't figure out.

"Okay then, I think I am going to wait for you guys in the car", I said spinning around and headings towards the door, but I was stopped once again. It wasn't Layla's voice this time, it was Cristian's. I looked at him for the first time since the lap dance.

"If you are going to leave, then I think you still owe me something" What? I didn't understand him. I didn't understand what he was saying. I looked at him confused. He got up from the floor, walked to where I was, and stood in front of me. He looked at my brother and shrugged. "I think you owe me a dare"

"I already gave you a lap dance Cris," I said blushing. Fuck me, yes please do. What a horny ass you are T.

"Oh I know..." he smirked, the whole time looking at me in the eye. Did this guy have no shame? "I am talking about my dare here", he said. I looked at the girl that was beside him.

"She is right there." I pointed at her and looked at him again.

"What makes you so sure that I want her?" Hold up, what the fuck he is talking about. Fuck, I am so confused.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Dylan voices out my thoughts. "You better not be talking about what I am thinking right now", he continued.

Cristian didn't even look at my brother. He ignored him totally like he didn't even exist.

"Layla, for how long?" He asked, still looking at me. Oh fuck, what?

"Knock yourself out big boy", she said with a smile so wide that it was scaring everyone.

"I was hoping that was your answer", he said turning his back to me and looking at her. No, please don't, not in front of me. He turns to look at me "But only if she lets me right?" He was asking for consent, but consent from who? This boy is so fucking confusing at times. Every time.

"Yeah, right," Layla answered him.

"I give you my permission", the girl with blue hair that was beside him said.

"Cris, there you go man. You have your consent, now get the fuck away from my sister" Dylan said pointing at the girl, with dark and furious eyes.

"I don't want her consent."

My eyes went wide, while Dylan was full-on furious. He has some anger issues. Cristian was so confident when he said that, that it made me so wet. Control yourself for fucks sake, T.

He stepped closer to me, taking my chin in between his index finger and his thumb. When I get home, I need to have a serious talk with the gods above.

"I am waiting for Truth", he said with a calm voice. I was shocked by everything he did.

"I think that is a yes, Cristian", Layla shouted at him. She was getting very impatient.

"I need to hear it from her. Tell me", he said still looking at me. I was still shocked and blushing, I didn't even have anywhere else to look. Even if I wanted to, I felt like I couldn't. His stare was so intense.

"T, say it." He told me so seriously. He wanted to hear my decision. Good or bad. In this case, I didn't know which was good for him and which one was bad. I fucking wished that I had him just one time at least and here it is. This is my chance.

"Yes", I had serious trouble for saying that one motherfucking word. I felt like I had run 3 marathons in one night. And I felt like fainting 3 times in a row now. I have to check on my health when I get home.

"No!" My brother said, right after I said yes. That fucking bastard, he is ruining everything for me with that big mouth of his. I glared at him. I wasn't the only one. Maddie was glaring at him but he didn't know because he was busy, glaring at us.

She punched his chest. "You're fucking ruining it. Shut the hell up asshole."

"Or what? Look at them. Seeing them kiss will be so fucking disgusting!" He said looking at her but pointing at us. He has to understand that pointing at someone is very disrespectful.

"Or what? Or what?! I'll get up from here and let everyone look at your still hard dick, you prick. How the fuck are you still hard?" She said very seriously. Damn brother, you do have blue balls.

"I didn't ask for your opinion Dylan nor your consent", Cris said looking at me, somehow he had moved even closer to me. We were chest to chest quite literally.

"But you want to kiss my sister, having probably more options. More than one at least." Dylan said with anger.

"Yes, Dylan. I want to kiss your sister. Now can you shut the fuck up so I can do it?" he said without moving from his position. This is taking way too long. I was going to give my first kiss to Cris, well that is if my brother stopped talking.

"Nooo! I won't shut up if that's the only thing keeping you from kissing her." Dylan said but looked alarmed when Maddie started to get off from his lap. He circled his hands around her again, to stop her "and where are you going?" he asked Maddie.

"I told you that if you don't shut up, I would stand up," she said trying to move again but failed.

"No, you are not going anywhere and you two are not doing anything. Cris go and-" Okay, this taking way too long. I grabbed Cris by his neck and put my hand on his cheek, making him look at me. Dylan was still talking more like complaining, but I didn't care anymore.

"Do it now or I will do it for you", I said. Damn, I looked desperate and horny. I am, I fucking am, and all because of this boy in front of me.

He took me by the waist and crushed his lips on mine. Oh, fuck this is way better than I had imagined. Let me tell you I've imagined this hundreds of times, maybe a little more.

His lips were so soft and he knew what he was doing. I was trying to follow his pace. It was my first kiss, after all, I didn't know what I was doing. His lips were making me breathless and his hands were making sparks fly to every inch of my body. His hand on my chin moved to my neck and pressed me a little bit more close to him, pressing his lips a little bit harder. My hands moved to his back. I could feel every single muscle of his. I was running out of air but I didn't want to step away. I just got the hang of kissing him and I was not about to let the lack of air stop me. Who needs oxygen? I thought about how Lorane had told me that if I bite a men's lips softly, not too hard, that it drives them crazy. I wanted to do it to him but I didn't know when. Should I do it now?

He was slowly backing out of the kiss. It's now or never. I kissed him one more time catching his bottom lip and bit it softly. In that small gap, I took the air that I needed. We were inches apart. Not even a second later, he crashed his lips onto mine again. That kiss put a spark in my lips that traveled to my sensitive area. Hot damn. This kiss was harder than the first one. The first one was sweet and slow. This was harder and faster. I was having trouble keeping up but this was the best kiss so far. After a minute or two the kiss started to go slower and he, unfortunately, stopped the kiss.

I opened my eyes and he was looking at me with lust. God damn it, don't look at me like that. Julia Michael was right. Even if it was just a kiss, bad boys do bring heaven to you. I want more.

He stepped back but only a couple of inches he was still touching me, so I was grateful for that. That's when I noticed that Dylan had been talking -more like screaming at us- all the way through the kiss. A kiss does cloud your senses.

That is when I looked over to the circle, the girls were smirking and looked like they were about to explode out of excitement. Even Maddie. Dylan was the only one who looked furious but right now I didn't even care. I got my first kiss from my crush, at my first party. I am so glad the girls made me do this. Cristian was still holding me by the waist looking at me.

That when everything crashes into my head. Oh, my FUCKING GANGSTERS! I got my FUCKING first AMAZING kiss, from my HOT crush in my FUCKING first party! Holly fuck. I was blushing so damn hard right now. I had to hide myself on Cristian's chest to hide my embarrassment. He put his free hand on the back of my neck and pulled me closer to him. My heart was racing so fast.

"Okay now we can go", Layla said unwrapping her legs from John and standing up. John, who was still hard, got up with her, took her by the waist, and covered himself with her. She looked confused about what he was doing. He told her something in her ear and she blushed red, looking towards the ground.

The girls got up from their seats and passed by me with knowing looks. Yep, it was hot. Fin, I can tell you that.

Layla and John stopped at our side "Come now, we need to talk", she said. Even though I was angry at her at first somehow, I am not angry at her now. She gave me a chance to kiss my crush. She is a fucking goddess.

Cristian's hands left my body and took a step back and just like that the sparks were all gone. Layla and John left through the door and that's when the awkwardness came from my part. I didn't know what to do. Do I say goodbye? Do I kiss him goodbye? I want to kiss him again.

"Mm... well this is it..." I cleared my throat "see you in school" I tried to put my hands in my back pockets and that is when I remembered, I don't have back pockets. I tried to hide that fact by cleaning my sweaty hand on my butt.

"May I ask where my goodbye kiss is?" he said out loud surprising me. Looked at him with wide eyes. You're a bad boy, you don't need your goodbye kisses. Damn it. Don't make me die from a heart attack right now.

I looked at the royal bad boy in front of me and smirked. Where is all this confidence coming from?

"I don't think bad boys need goodbye kisses", I said.

"Everyone needs their goodbye kiss from time to time", he said so surely. He has no shame at all.

"Very well", I nodded my head and moved the stray hair that was in my face behind my ear. I stepped forward and circled both of his hands on my waist. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him on his cheek. I slowly stepped away from him.

He smirked at me while watching me leave. I stopped at the door and looked at him with a smile. I then looked at my brother, he was a bit calmer but still pissed at us and Maddie was just rolling her eyes at him.

"Hey Maddie, do you want to stay with me and the girls at my house tonight?" I asked. The idea just popped in my head once I was about to leave.

"Mm... sure if that is okay with them" she was thinking, looking everywhere, unsure about her decision.

"Of course, it is okay with them", I said with a smile on my face. I could still feel Cristian's beautiful eyes on me. It gave me butterflies in my stomach. I was about to leave when Maddie stopped me.

"Can I leave with you? I got a ride here with a friend", she asked timidly. Oh, come on girl I watched you practically do things with my brother tonight.

"Sure, come on", I said waiting for her to catch up to me. She got up from my brother's lap, my brother let her go. She walked towards me, with her hands inside her dress pockets. I need to buy more dresses like hers.

She was by my side in a few seconds and we entered the house together. It was still the same but a little less cramped.

"I don't have any clothes to sleep with", she told me while we were going through the crowd.

"It's okay it looks like you are my size. My clothes will fit you well enough." I said to her with a reassuring smile.

"Are you sure it is going to be okay with me there?" she asked once again when we got to the living room.

"I am sure, so stop worrying", I reassured her with a smile. I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the front door. Layla was there with John, they were talking. She looks worried about him. She's always worried about him. We walked to them and Layla smiled looking at us.

"We are ready to leave, the girls are in the car", she said.

"Layla, Maddie is coming with us", I say, more like informing her.

"Okay, tonight is going to be awesome! Come on girls. Bye, John. Please take care." she said kissing his cheeks.

"Bye girls" we heard John reply when we started leaving the car. We walked the block to the car. I can already see the questions they were going to ask. Tonight was so weird and yet so entertaining and fun.

We got to the car and the girls were in the back seat chatting with each other. Maddie and I had to share the passenger seat, while Layla was behind the wheel.

The girls looked at Maddie and smiled.

"Is she going to stay with us tonight?" Autumn asked, looking at her. I nod and their smiles become wider.

"It's going to be wild tonight", Lorane said and the girls laughed.

I pulled Maddie's leg on my lap so we could be more comfortable in the seat. Then our dancing and singing started. Maddie joined us in our little crazy moment from the party to my house. She sang with us and laughed. I am glad she is more relaxed with us now. We arrived at my house and got out. The light was still on and I knew mom was on the couch watching TV. My phone had received 5 texts from Dylan, a call from mom, and 3 missed video phone calls from Jane and Alana.

From: Dylan😒

10:40: Saw you here at the party. Where are u?

11:00: Answer your text

11:40: The conversation isn't over until I say so. We'll talk later.

2:15: We are going to have a serious talk when I get home. I did not like the stunt you pulled out.

2:45: Tell mom that I am going to stay at Cristian's house. Gotta have a serious talk with him too. The boys will be there too.

To: Dylan😒

Fine for all of the above:2:47

I rolled my eyes at his texts and entered my house with the girls behind me. The last to enter was Maddie, she was looking at my house and the surroundings curiously.

We all entered the living room, where we sat beside my mom.

"Hey girls, how was the party? I can see you that you enjoyed it, Truth," she said with a wide smile on her face.

"Mom please, don't say I told you so", I said hiding my face on her shoulder.

"And who is this beautiful teenage girl that I have never seen, but she is your new friend because you brought her here", I looked up at my mom and she was practically bursting with excitement. Way to go, mom, at this rate you'll scare her away.

"Talk like a normal person mom, please," I said, moving out of my spot and standing by Maddie's side. "This is Maddie", I said introducing her to mom.

"Wait, Maddie? Dylan's Maddie? Damn, that boy hates you, you know. Welcome to the family." Mom got up from the couch and hugged her. Maddie was blushing "Is she staying tonight?" Mom asked me.

"Yes mom, she is staying", I said and sat back on my spot on the couch.

"Okay great, well Maddie this is your new home. The door is always open and so is the fridge, quite literally. You can go and take whatever you like from there." My mom said making her sit on the couch. "Now, who's going to tell me what happened at the party?" She said sitting on the loveseat beside the TV.

"T kissed Cris", they all said at the same time. The only people who know about my crush were the girls, Mom, and now Maddie. It's fine, I feel very comfortable with her knowing.

"What! Oh my! FINALLY!" She said, more like she screamed with her hands up. She has been trying to set me up with him since she knew I had a crush on him. I was like 10 at that time and she threw a pool party the next day for that solid purpose. She said she was feeling like partying that day, but it wasn't a party. My brother just invited John, James, Cristian, and Candal. I invited the girls and mom invited two of her friends. It was a fun day until mom invented a game for us to play in pairs. She put me with Cris, but right when the game was about to start he had to go. He had soccer practice that day. Mom was disappointed but the party went on. Layla met John at that same party, so a lot of good things did come out of it. It was a fun day all in all.

Candal Leeds is one of the five bad boys of the school. He is a very quiet person so I don't know much about him. Other than the fact that he is openly gay and is adopted, but he has been friends with my brother since first grade and I think he is kind of cool.

"Tell me more, how did it happen?" She asked, excited to hear more about the news.

"It was a dare, nothing more, don't go crazy", I said, blushing and trying to hide myself onto the couch.

"It was a kiss, your first kiss." Mom said smiling at me.

"I know and it was fantastic now can we please talk about something else?" I said smiling at them. Even Maddie was laughing with them.

"Fine but you have to tell me tomorrow", she said getting up from the loveseat.

"Oh, mom Dylan is staying at Cristian's today, along with the boys," I inform her, watching her go to the stairs. "He also told me that he needed to speak to me", I told her. She stopped by the stairs.

"Why?" She asked.

"He saw me kissing him", I said in a small voice. I am dead meat when he sets his foot through the front door.

"Oooh, you're going to be dead by tomorrow." she laughed at me. She is more like a friend than a mother, seriously.

"Mom! Come on, can't you at least help me with him a little?" I asked her. To be honest I am a little scared about what he was going to ask or say.

"No, that is all on you." She said turning around "and don't make too much sound, North is sleeping"

"Okay, but no promises", I said loud enough so that she could hear.

"Oh, your sister and Jane called you a while back but they said you didn't answer so they called me. Make sure to call after you wake up from sleep," she said already upstairs. So much for quiet on her part.

Jane Payton is one of my best friends. She is now studying art in New York, the city that never sleeps. It is her first year, and she says that she likes it very much. She calls me once or twice a week checking up on me and my mom. Dylan has been crushing on her since she has been a friend, but she never gave him the time of day. Because of something about his player ways.

"Yeah, I know," I yelled at her so she could hear me. Silence? In this house? Never.

"So what are we going to do first?" Dalain asked, getting up from the couch. "I bought 4 movies''

"I brought the make-up", Lorane said. She got the make-up kit from upstairs.

"I brought nail polish", Autumn continued. She ran out of the house and came back with a bag.

"I gave you the house", I said, getting up from the couch and walking towards the kitchen.

"Well I didn't bring the memo, but I brought my presence," Maddie said getting up and following us. We laughed at her comment.

"And your presence is well-received", I said, giving her a water bottle from the fridge. "Well, first we have to change because this dress is killing me. It is so tight."

We walked to my room upstairs, I gave a set of nightwear to Maddie and led her to the bathroom. I grabbed one for me too and waited for everyone to change.

I gave Maddie a purple set of nightwear. Layla had a black and white stripe set. Dalain was in a dinosaur t-shirt and shorts. Autumn had a very cute Star Wars set, and Lorane was in her sports bra and black shorts.

I went into the bathroom, cleaned my face from all the make-up, brushed my teeth, and combed my hair. I then put my nightclothes on and left the bathroom. The girls were laying on the bed, while Lorane and Maddie were on the floor. Mom had to buy me a King size bed, just so we all could sleep in it. They were all talking, they put a movie on and were waiting for me. It is my turn to do the popcorn, I guess.

"Who is going to help me with the popcorn?" I asked.

"I am," Maddie said, getting up from the floor and following me to the kitchen.

"Thanks again for inviting me", she said standing by the counter.

"Hey, no worries. You are a very cool person and I am not very friendly, but I am glad you are here. Now help me with these. We are going to make three." I popped one in the microwave.

"Does your mom know you are here?" I asked her to try to make a conversation.

"Yes, I called her while I was in the bathroom. She already wants to meet you", she said and laughed.

"Okay, cool. I am up for that", I said to her.

"So, big crush on Cris?" She smirked at me with a knowing look.

"Yeah, kind of." I laughed and blushed.

"Since when?" She asked. The microwave stopped and I opened it and took out the popcorn bag.

"Give me two bowls from down there, please." I ask her "Since I was 7. Mom and the girls found out when I was 10." I said to her, putting the popcorn in the bowl and putting another inside the microwave.

"Wow, 10 years without telling him? How? Why?" She asked, taking a popcorn and popping it in her mouth.

"Yeah, well I kind of started ignoring him after the fourth time that my mom tried setting me up with him. Why? Well, I don't know. Maybe because he is a player and an asshole or maybe because he makes me feel wired... in a good way. Plus he is Dylan's best friend" I said eating some popcorn too.

"Damn, you look really cute though. With him I mean," she said getting the popcorn out of the microwave, putting half in the bowl we were eating and half in the other. I put another bag in the microwave and waited.

"Thanks", I blushed at her compliment. "You and Dylan too", I said. They did look cute together tonight. They weren't fighting... much.

"No, no, nope. Dylan and me are nothing" she panicked.

"You like him don't you?" I said teasing her and laughing.

"No, no. Why would I?" She said putting a bunch of popcorn in her mouth.

"You like him! Then why are you always fighting with him?"

"Because he starts all the fights! It is kind of funny how he wrinkles his nose when he does. But being serious, does he have anger problems?" She asked

"You are not denying it so it is true!" I said excitedly.

"Hey now, no I don't", She said alarmed. The microwave sounded and I put the rest of the popcorn in the second bowl.

"Sure you don't", I say with a smile on my face. My brother deserves someone kind and beautiful like her, but he is being an asshole and ruining everything.

"I don't." She said, with an affirmative voice.

"Okay, you don't. Hey, can you grab the beers in the refrigerator? I am taking up the popcorn" I said, taking both the bowls. She opened the fridge and took out six beers.

We started walking up the stairs, "but what if you do?" I insisted, but only to mess with her a little.

"I don't!" She said and opened the door to my room. I laughed at her.

"Okay, okay."

We set the drinks and the popcorn on the desk. And the girls got up to take their beers.

"You don't, Maddie?" Lorane asked her, eating a handful of popcorn, holding her beer in the other hand.

"She doesn't like my brother," I said stressing in the word, 'doesn't'.

"Are you crazy, sure you do! Well, it looked like you did today." Autumn said sitting on my bed again.

"Well I don't", She said, looking us in the eyes and sitting next to her. "Now let's stop talking about him, we have all night to talk about boys."

We all sat in the bed, it felt a little cramped but we didn't care.

"What movie did you put in?" I asked, sipping my beer.

"Well, we are watching two movies tomorrow and two tonight. We couldn't decide between Deadpool2 or Maze runner. In the end, we decided to see Deadpool2 first and then Maze runner", Dalain said. She could've just told me Deadpool2 though.

"Okay," Maddie said, popping some popcorn in her mouth. Dalain started the movie and turned the lights off.

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Author's note

That is it for today's chapter. Thanks for reading

Question: favorite food?
Ans: pasta

Well now I am hungry 😋

Maddie's nighties

Layla's nighties

Dalian's set

Autumn's set

Lorane's nighties

Truth's nighties

I already started working on chapter 6 so is coming this Monday as promised
This chapter is edited by Evafireswordlove

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