"What was that about?" Dylan appeared bedside me as I looked at Truth's back as she entered the cabin with the girls behind her. 

This s all messed up. I know exactly what Dylan is thinking by his expression. 

"She found out something about Marisa," The thought made me sigh. 

What was I going to do? What was I going to do with that information? What am I suppose to do?! Nothing, I'm going to do nothing. For fuck's sake problems keep surfacing between us.

"Did you fucking cheat on my sister?!" Dylan screamed at me as he as halt my steps by slamming his hand on my chest. 

"No!" I answered agitated at the absurd question.

I admit it's not that fucking absurd with a reputation as mine but I have billions of reasons why to keep it in my pants. First of I don't want to fucking die. Dylan would castrate me if I even look at Truth the wrong way, which I wouldn't, I have an immense respect for her. Second, I have a bet to fucking win. It might be heartless for me to think like that but I might actually win the girl if I keep it up and third, this is Truth we are talking about.

"Don't you lie to my face you asshole!" Dylan responded while he pushed me with all his strength. 

"I didn't cheat on your sister Dylan! She found out Marisa has feelings for me for a while now... As did I. She just told me." I said meanwhile I regained my balance and rolled my eyes at Dylan's outrage.

"Why would she tell you that?" Dylan asked crossing his arms over his chest.

"She thinks that she is in the middle of something." I let out as I pass by Dylan and went into the cabin raging with music and horny teenagers grinding each other and calling it dancing.

"Is she? You're making her doubt, there's obviously something wrong that you're doing." I heard Dylan's voice from behind me, following me throw the crowd of sweaty dancing people who stand in the entrance and the kitchen.

I waited to enter the kitchen, where I knew there wouldn't be that much of a crowd.

"No! I want to ask her to be my girlfriend and yet she keeps having doubts about Marisa and we keep fighting about it."

Girlfriend, fake girlfriend either way Truth was going to be mine. I want and not the way I first thought. I don't just want to fuck her and then just leave as I've done throughout my whole sex-life experience.

"Y-you want to ask what? No, we are not talking about this! We are not talking about my sister. We will party, no more. There will be no sister talking, there will be no asking any question of any kind in the near, far, and farther future and there will definitely be no sex between you, never!" Dylan grabbed a beer from a miny cooler in the corner of the kitchen and stormed out.

It's so uncomfortable to think of myself in an actual relationship with another human being. I've never even considered it until now. Everything has been about getting laid, going to party, doing stupid shit that might get me in prison if caught. Enjoying my life with no fucking worry of anything or anyone.

Now, I somehow can't stop thinking about the green-eyed intervet with an amazing personality and a great body. The girl who has me on my tiptoes day and night.

I never know what's coming with her. She amazes me.

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Two hours into the party and I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop trying to look for her to fix...us.

Bizarre how the playboy bad-boy who's always doing reckless things at parties can't enjoy a single bottle of beer because of some simple girl.

The change doesn't fucking scare me. It's something that I knew sooner or later would happen. I had to grow up and stop being the fuckboy asshole with anger issues. I just didn't think it would come in the form of her. 

"Truth!" I yelled against the sound of the music.

I saw her heading toward the dance floor with Layla and I followed her screaming her name over and over again, pushing people who were dry humping out of the way to get to her.

"Truth!" I, once again, yelled taking her elbow in my grasp and pulling her towards me. Her back pressed against my chest as I circle my arms around her waist.

"What?! Would you let me fucking enjoy this idiotic party," she said while she looked at Layla for help.

Layla knowing we need to talk because I assume Truth told her about this fucking mess nodded her head at me and disappear into a crowd of horny teenagers and college girls.

"Let's talk and then we'll party," I said pulling her more into my chest as she tried to pry my hands from her waist.

"No, please just let me be for one night," she replied with a heavy sigh, giving up and standing still in my hold.

"Baby come with me and let's try to fix this. Then I promise I would make sure you enjoy every little detail of this party...with me, " I whispered in her ear. I could feel her soft skin as goosebumps emerged from it.

I wasn't thinking about taking her right here, it's not the moment nor the place, but fuck does she makes it tempting.

"Stop, no!" She said, taking me off guard with her reaction as she pulled completely away from me, stepping out of my hold, and turning towards me with her hand crossed over her chest.

"Please, let me try and fix this fucking mess!" I yelled over the terrible shitty music.

"Fine, tell me what you're going to do?" She said looking all perfectly in her outfit and giving me more attitude than she normally would. The boner I had from her body pressed to mine became much worse at the sight of that sexy view.

"Not here!" I shook my thoughts out of my head and took her hand in mine as I led her to one of the bedrooms in the cabin.

She stepped inside the room while I closed the door behind us as the music died down a bit.

She sat at the bottom of the bed looking around the room, taking every detail of it.

I understood that she was uncomfortable and nervous around me and that she was waiting for me to break the ice.

"I've told you before and I guess I'll have to tell again. Nothing is going on between Marisa and me..." I stated firmly

"But it could!" She screamed cutting me out.

"But it won't, not ever," I muttered as I sat down next to her and the room became quiet again.

At the party, I thought about a million things to say but now I've got nothing.

"Is it because of me? You don't want to...well, you can't be with her because of the agreement we have?" She whispered breaking the silence.

We were both thinking about what to say but none of us were talking.

"No, I don't want to be with her period. She isn't nor was my crush, I know that at our first date it seemed otherwise with...the old man talking about her but I only talked about her because I thought she was the only girl I couldn't bang" I hissed when I realized the word I used.

"You were insecure because you thought you couldn't bang a girl? Why don't I believe you?"

"This Marisa we are talking about, Truth."

"Oh, I got that information very clear."

That sounded wrong. I keep saying the wrong shit that wasn't helping anyone.

"That's not what I meant. We weren't anything back then..."

"We still aren't" she whispered looking at a corner of the room.

"Well, I was a stupid kid, a fuckboy who didn't care about anyone and just wanted to have sex with Marisa and get over it the next morning. I wanted to have a good fuck, that's it." I let out. There was no other way to put it.

"You still are" she again whispered.

"I know...but I'm not going to do anything, I'm not going to sleep with Marisa just so you can have an excuse to dump my ass, I'm not going to do anything about the information you gave me. It's just you and me. A simple straight line"

"Why is it so hard for you to smile when you're with me?" She said out of nowhere.

What? Was this all because of smiles and laughs? I'm confused

"What?" I voiced out my confusion.

"I took it as a mission to make you smile at least once a day. It took me four fucking minutes today and yet you seemed to be irritated and uncomfortable with me not even fifty minutes later." Truth confessed turning her head to look at me.

Okay, so this was about this morning. Yes, I was irritated about her behavior. I knew when I saw her she was going to act up because of Marisa. I didn't know it was going to be in that overly sweet, overly kind way. I thought more of her pulling me away from Marisa and talking about 'she gave me a chance to walk away' shit.

"You have to admit you were acting abnormal today," I said looking straight at her. I want to make it clear that it was her attitude and how she handled the information, not her, I wasn't uncomfortable with her.

"I guess that's what I've become, a phony..." She said getting up from the bed to walk back and forwards around the room. "Because my day was all butterflies and rainbow." She then whispered under her breath. I knew that wasn't for my ears.

"No, I didn't say that you are fake. I said that you were acting fake. I understand it was to make her back off and that I should've followed you but.." I started saying, trying to correct her statement but was cut off by her once again.

"But you wanted her to believe that our relationship was rocky and quote 'complicated' and that my attitude was in the wrong just so you could have her when this is over." She said nodding her head at the ground.

This wasn't working. Every time I tried to justify my action I seem to say something wrong. It was fucking frustrating.

"No, that wasn't what I wanted her to believe. At all" I said getting up abruptly from the bed.

"That's what she caught on," she said stopping her pacing in the middle of the room to look at me. I could see she was fighting back her tears

"Then I'm sorry! But I don't want her...okay. I don't want Marisa! What happened today was.." I was trying to find the right word but none was coming.

"She made you smile." She said halting my thinking. The thought of her jealousy made me cocky in a really fucking good way.

"You're jealous because she made me smile," I said with a smirk forming on my lips. It wasn't the time to feel like this.

"I'm not jealous. I'm stating the obvious. Something that cost me so much time to fo, she could do it in record time. Don't lie to me again." She said shaking her head in disapproval. I could feel her disappointment from a mile away.

"I'm not lying," I said whispered to her taking her hands in mine.

"Okay," she said seeming not believable.

"I want to be your bad boy," I said trying to let her understand the reasons for my behavior, I admit it came out wrong once again.

"What?" She said looking at me shocked and in disbelief.

"I... That came out wrong and cheesy... I want you to see me as dominant, serious, " I feel fucking stupid explaining all my feelings to her. I'm not accustomed to this. I'm a 'fuck it' kind of person and don't really care what happens with the consequences. I don't talk about feelings nor I welcome them.

Turns out I'm a typical guy, nothing odd about that.

"Why?" She asked pulling her hand out of my grip.

"I-I," no time to be a pussy Cris!

"Why would want to show me what you show everybody else?" She said accusing me of betrayal with her eyes.

"It's different." I sighed. I knew this wasn't working either. The explanation appears to make everything worse.

"How?!" She screamed at me in anger.

"Because I hate everybody else?" I said as if it was the most obvious reason.

"That's not a difference Cris, that's more of a statement. If we are done here I want to enjoy the rest of the night at peace," She said calming down, shaking her head in disappointment while walking towards the door.

"Because of you!" I said making her halt in her place.

It became quiet as I wait to see a reaction from her.

"Because of me? I'm not special, you made that clear!" She said with her back turned to me as she looked down at the dark wooden floor the was cover in a long black carpet.

"But you are, " I said the last attempt to try and mend all this shit up.

"Yea, I'm your best friend's baby sister," Truth said walking towards the door.

The thought of her leaving alarmed me. As she grabbed the old wooden door nob I reached out to her and pulled her to me, making her crash against my chest, and without another thought, before she tries to push me away I crashed my lips against hers.

This was fucking heaven. Her lips against mine in a passionate kiss or any type of kiss made all my fucking worries dissolve into thin air.

"Why don't you realize how much I want you?"  I whispered against her lips and once again smashed my lips into her rosy welcoming ones.

"Cris" she let out a moan as my tongue enter her mouth, exploring everything and everywhere it could.

"I don't want her, Truth. I don't want anybody but you"

The kiss grew intense and aggressive. My hands try to touch everywhere they could. Her skin, her hair, her ass, her legs, her stomach, it was all glory. Right now I'm oh so grateful that she didn't listen to me about her clothes.

Her skirt raised to her hips, exposing her ass to me, as she wrapped her legs around my waist and brought me closer to her.

"Fuck" I groan as my exposed abs touched her damped laced panties. With one of her hands inside my shirt touching the exposed skin and the other bringing our lips even closer my whole sanity became nonexistent.

I rubbed myself against her making the sweat sound of her moan leave her precious lips.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck" I whispered over and over again placing Truth back down. All the things I said to her came rushing back to me.

I'm fucking whipped.

With that in mind, I turned around and walked to the door, trying to escape reality.

"Cris? Cris stop. Let's talk, " Truth said out-breath, grasping my arm to stop me.

"I think that's enough talking for the night," I said craving for a beer right about now.

"Fine. How about we talk about why the fuck have you've been so distant from the family? How about we talk about the bet? How about we talk about what you just fucking said?" Truth said not letting go of me but doing the opposite. She walked in front of me and placed her hand on my chest pushing me backward until the bed touched the back of my knees.

"I don't want to talk anymore," I whispered.

"Then how about we talk about nothing in particular?" She said pushing me to lay on the bed as she moved forwards to lay beside me.
Her head lay only chest as her hand drew invisible circles on my abdomen with her index finger.

I sighed and wrapped my arms around her bringing her closer to me than ever.

"I feel so fucking guilty" I finally said in a sigh after what felt like an eternity of embracing each other.

"What?" She whispered alerted as she mover her head to look upwards at me.

"I've been lying all this time to the only family that hasn't given up on me and I feel so fucking guilty. I respect your mother too much to keep lying to her face. I respect your family too much to keep lying while under their own roof."

"I'm...sorry" she whispered not knowing what to say.

But I kept going, needing to get everything off my chest.

"I don't want to go home every night and feel empty and alone but I've got no choice because if I stay in your house... I won't sleep. I won't sleep because all these lies keep running around my head making me feel sick to my stomach. The thought of you triumph them all."

"I'm so sorry," she said meaning every word but this wasn't her fault and I'm not blaming her.

"Knowing you're laying just feet away from me makes me want to run the other direction just to keep myself at bay"

"Cris, I didn't...it wasn't my intention to separate you from them. I know they mean a lot to you and I'm so sorry." She whispered getting up on her knees to look down at me.

"I want you, Truth. The balls on your court, what are you going to do with that information?"

"I-I...what choi-choices do I have Cris? I don't k-know what to do. I didn't even know that I had opt..." She said it all in one breath looking panicked and trying to figure out her options all at once.

I sat up on the bed and grabbed her hands as comfort.

"Let's talk about this another time. There's no rush." I said standing up without letting go of her hands.

I pulled her from the bed and led her outside the room.

"Like I said before. I'll help you enjoy every detail about this party." I started to yell again over the music as I pulled her away to the kitchen.

"Can it be later? I need to let the girls know that I'm alright!". She said in my ear to not scream and pulled away to look at me and see if that was alright.

"Fine, but text me once you find them," I said in her ear kissing her cheek In the process. She smiled and nodded placing a kiss on mine and walks away.

I walked to the miny cooler opened it, and grabbed a Coors Light from the already melted ice.

"Cris! My man, I heard you just came out of one of the rooms! YEAAA! Who was it? Was she in college? Sure she was!!" I heard Collins voice screamed from behind me as I turned around for him wrap his arm around my shoulder

"Fuck off," I said in a monotone voice. Not caring about the rumors that even in a party with a bunch of drunk teenagers does not seem to cease.

"You need more pussy, my brother, don't worry the night hasn't ended yet!" He screamed in my ear as voices could be heard from everywhere screaming in excitement.

"Collin, I said fuck off." I once again said, drinking the bitter liquid from the can as I shrug Collins hands-off.

"Sorry man, sorry," he said stepping back quickly knowing that I wasn't joking around.

"Who was she?" Dylan said from beside Collins with a red cup in his hand.

"What?" I asked leaning on the kitchen counter for support.

"The girl in the room, " he states, I could already see the grey clouds coming out of him.

"Dylan not now, " I said rolling my eyes at him. I'm used to this behavior. He was always angry at someone. He has been angry with me since the whole situation with Truth. At first, it scared the shit out of me but now I'm just fucking annoyed with his attitude. He is coming around to the idea of Truth and I, but not fast enough.

"You fucking bastard, " he said moving towards me.

"I did nothing wrong. FUCK! You don't want to talk about sisters, we are not talking about it then."

"You fucked my sister! Asshole!" He screamed in my face. He was ready to fuck me over with his fists.

"No, I didn't fuck you sister you dumbass! We were talking...just talking. Now seriously fuck off" I said pushing him away from me.

"Let's play games bitches!!" Maddie's voice booms throughout the kitchen as she entered it followed by the girls and Truth.

I looked down at my cell and sure enough, a text message from Truth poped on the screen from two minutes ago.

Baby:
Found them!

Maddie came behind the counter and pushed everyone out of the kitchen to the side door that led to an open wood area. Pulling and pushing everyone she could outside, including me, I could finally step out of Maddie's determine grip. I grabbed Truth from the small circle her friend created and pulled her by the waist towards me.

"Hey," I whispered as we followed the group of people that Maddie was pushing to the campfire.

"Hey," she said smiling up at me.

Everyone started to sit in a circle beside the campfire. I grabbed Truth's hand and brought her to sit down beside me.

"We are going to play... Drink if. If anyone has an objection, you can leave because nobody cares." Maddie yelled, it was very clear that she was already tipsy.

Half of the people in the circle stood up and left.

"Great! Now for the surprise. There' ganna be twist to the boring and already used up game!" She said smiling at everyone in the circle.

And that's why people love her. She is crazy.

"Every time the participants drink 5 times, they will get up in the middle of the precious circle and play spin the bottle. I will spin it the first time to be fair and whoever it lands on gets to have a five minute make out in front of everybody OR gets a dare from yours truly! You will be counting the shots with your fingers! And no cheating, I'll have people keeping watch!"

Everyone seemed hyped up about this bizarre game Maddie just made up.

"IF YOU DONT HAVE A DRINK THERE'S A MINY COOLER IN THAT CORNER... NOW!... LET'S GET STARTED!!!" She screamed making everyone scream back a "WOOH!"

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Author's Note

Chapter 48 CHECK✔

The book is coming to an end. 10 to 12 more chapters to come. It makes me sad but it's not the end for this Series!

It looks like Cris is one step closer to accepting his true feeling for Truth!

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