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First of all!
I have this amazing song stuck in my head. So much feeling. It's just amazing. Feelings not many people say because of pride

It called 'If the world was ending' by JP Saxe and Julia Micheals

Second
I want to dedicate this chapter to L1tt1eAnn . Thanks so much for the votes and the comment. They gave me motivation to write.

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Nervous. Anxious. Sweaty because I because of all this feelings for tonight.

Since I got up this morning my mind has been on only the so called "date"

Today I know I have to approach him on school grounds and tell him the details. I don't have the courage to do that so guess I have to swing it

You know? Go with the flow?

Act cool?

Yea that is not my specialty. I think we all can agree with that and I am not ashamed of it.

Okay maybe a little

Either way back on track.

Here I am in the middle of the hallway looking at Cris like a stalker. I have been standing here watching him for probably fifteen minutes. Even though is something I do regularly on a daily basis this time it just feels different... and creepy. In some way.

He was laughing with his friends in the corner of the long hallway. He seemed so confident whenever he's with them. Or with everyone else. He is a very confident gut. Which makes him an asshole to other people with his smart mouth and his ignorant ways.

It's two thirty in the afternoon which means free period for me. Which also means free period with Cris. It's the only period we have in common given that we are in different grades. I've never approached him. Ever. Not in this period nor in the school. It will be totally weird for me to just walk to him and talk about the date in front of his friends. I've only talked to him in the comfort of my home.

The dude practically lives there

Although we are planning on being a couple. Fake couple. Which we all know it won't end well for anyone. I hate the fact that I have to make the first move in this whole plan.

Okay, T. Stop thinking this is frying you brain just walk to him and tell him you have to talk to him. Simple

I started heading my way to him but once his eyes almost connected with mine I had this urge to make a turn. I stopped myself obviously.

Why?

Because I do have pants. I have guts and I am brave... even though every part of my body is telling me that I will probably faint at any moment. Or barf. Or pee itself. Whichever it wants to do first.

I stopped for a moment to compose myself and started walking again.

"Hello Viv." I said once I get there. Greeting the only girl there. There were about four guys not including Cris. The all just stared at me with confusion. Looking at me up and down.

Viv, in other words Viviana, was what we call nowadays a tomboy. She always hang out with guys. The chances of her speaking to a girl were nonexistent. She is a senior for second time and her outfit are on the top. Really cool outfits. She is a pretty cool girl other than the fact that she probably hate girls.

The way they were looking at me made me regret even thinking about coming here to talk to Cris. Made me super uncomfortable.

"What?" she asked thinking I was here to talk to her. She looked at me with a bored face and rolled her eyes once she saw the reaction that her voice caused on me. I was a little shock about her rudeness and my face says it all. Never good at hiding things.

"I... uh" I tried talking once my shock went away. But the nervousness was still there making it impossible for me to even make a word

"What do you want?" she asked again stepping in front of me

"I... uh h-here...to um" I looked around franticly at everyone. She was going to kill me. She was going to bury me six feet under ground and spit on my dead body. I was going to die and I didn't even came here for her.

"Uh.. um? What? Spit it out!" she said getting a little impatient

"Viv, stop with the attitude. What do you want, T?" Cris said rolling his eyes at his friend.

My eyes looked around his friend and then at him

"I- I came here... to uh... to speak t-to you" stop with the stuttering Truth. You look weak in front of them.

"About what?" Viv asked with curiosity

"Sorry. I am here to talk to Cris" I said nodding toward Cris

She stayed salient making her looked very fucking scary. She nodded her head while backing up from me. Making me sight in relief

The relief was short lived, obviously.

"What do you want to talk about?" he asked putting both of his hand on his front pockets

"In private" I respond while looking at his friends. Take the hint, Cris

"Fine..." he said nodding his head looking at his friend and then at me "come on"

He backed away and tuned his back on me to start walking the other way.

"You coming?" he said once he looked behind him and didn't not see me following him. I am not a dog. I rolled my eyes at his rudeness but still excused myself from his circle of friends. Which were looking at us with suspicion

"Congratulation man!" one of the guys in the group yelled at Cris in a form of joke. I felt very confused until Cris spoked back

"She is not pregnant you brute" he showed him the middle finger still not looking back at him

Oh. Well that sure looked suspicious. The way I went there and all. Oops

He walked and walked taking right and left's. me following only because I didn't know where we were going.

He stopped at the doors of the old school gym in the back of the school

"You sure you want to speak in there? Is it even open?"

It was sure we couldn't speak here. Some people were walking by either on free period or skipping.

"It's unlocked. I'm sure" he looked back at me and nodded his head

Of course he is. Manwhore

I rolled my eyes at him and passed him by to open the door but it seemed locked

"You said it was unlocked" I turned to him with a bored face

We only have fifteen minutes to talk and he is playing games. Taking his sweet time. Such a jerk

"I said that" he nodded and crossing his hand behind him

"It clearly isn't" As annoy as I am right now with him I tried to not sound like I was

But I really fucking was so it was fucking impossible

"Are you calling me a liar" the nerves this gorgeous this guy has

"If the shoe fits" I said with a sarcastic smile on my face

"I said that the gym was unlocked. I never said which door was" he said smirking and walking towards the back of the gym

"You sure know how to test my patience" I whispered while walking behind him

He opened the door and let me enter first

"Don't try to be a gentleman now. It doesn't suit you" I said passing by him

"Oh, really? What does then?" he asked closing the door behind him

"You know. Somewhere along the lines of jerk and asshole. Still don't know which one, maybe both. I'll have get back to you on that" I said. Now that I am alone with him my confidence grew.

His chuckled at my insult and nodded his head

"Okay. I give you that. What do you have to say?" he asked sitting at an old chair that was beside the door

"You sure know this place" I whispered to myself

"What?" I know he heard me. I wasn't dumb

"Nothing. I am here to talk about the 'not' date" I said rolling my eyes once I said 'not'

"What about it" he asked

"It will be at six. Wear comfortable clothes. We will just be going to Till Bill's Dinner" I said looking at him "also mom will be expecting you to come get me at the door and take me to this awesome first date so tell her it's a surprise and that you know that I would love it" I shrugged while he nodded at whatever I was saying

"Okay, that will be easy but why the dinner?" he asked "don't you want to do to a restaurant or the movies?"

"The movies are just too cliché. Plus I don't like restaurant and mom knows that" I said sitting at the dirty floor in front of me

"The movies are not cliché. They are a classic for a date" he said smiling at me

"Exactly! Everyone is doing the movie date. I am not everyone" I said throwing my hand in the air proving my point

"Sure. Fine, whatever. We do whatever you want." He said rolling his eyes

"Keep rolling your eyes at me mister. Let see if you get to keep those eyes by the time we are finish here" I said warningly glairing up at him

"What are we going to do?" he said ignoring my comment

"We are going to the dinner. I already said that to you. Weren't you listing to me?"

"I did but I want details in case someone asked" he said shrugging

"Say that we are going to a picnic in the park and then for a romantic walk around it. Sounds romantic and a bit cliché but it is technically what I want for my first date."

"But we are going to an old dinner" he said in confusion

"Yes we are" boys are slow

"Then why... oh, yea okay" he said realizing what I meant

"This not going to be my first date. I am not giving you that. We are going to the dinner to talk about the rules of this sick game we have. Nothing more nothing less. If we can make other people believe that we are together in the process then that's great" I said getting up from the floor and walking to the door

"Where are you going?" he asked getting up from the chair

"Out. I need to go back to my locker to get the car keys" I said opening the door

"Fine, then let me come with you. Let's give everyone a show. Classes end in two" he said putting the chair back on its place and walking to the door

"Show?" I asked holding the door for him to exit

"Yes, how do you want everyone to believe that we are together if we don't act like it?" he asked looking behind him to look at me

"Fair point" I said while thinking about it

"How about we do this? I am naturally shy you are not but you act like it so that is would look real" I said this time walking beside him

"That's a lie. You are like a firecracker" he said while smirking at me

"Well thanks. Just act a little shy around me. Don't hold my hand it's too soon" I said once I felt his hand move to hold mine

"What exactly do you want me to do?" he said rolling his eyes. I swear, one day.

"You are doing it. Look flustered and walk a bit more close to me" do I have to tell him everything?

"Me? Flustered? Around a girl? Not happening" he said laughing but moving to be more close to me

"You got a point there, manwhore" I said looking up at him

"Whatever, think what you want" he looked annoyed

"Don't look annoyed around me, smile" I said acting shy but smiling

"Sorry to show my true feeling around you" he said looking down at me with a big fake smile

"That not what you demonstrated this weekend" I said catching us both by surprise

"Well that's new. What? No filter on you now?" he said while laughing at my super embarrassed and red face

"Forget I said that" I said advancing towards my locker one I saw it in the distance

"Why? It's the truth" he said with a smirk and a shrug

"And it is something that we will never talk about" I said finally at my locker

Ring, Ring, Ring.

The final bell of the day rang and the hallway was filled with desperate kid leaving the classroom in seconds

"Let the show begin" Cris whispered under his breathe. I till heard it even though there was a lot of noise. A few people were looking at us out of curiosity but the majority ignored their surrounding desperate to leave school.

I did say that I have never approached a bad boy on school ground.

"We have a couple of eyes on us. I don't need more. I think you being here it's enough" I said taking the car keys and closing the locker

"Well I have to say otherwise" he said trapping me against my locker and his body

"Don't do something crazy. This is too much too soon" I whispered putting my hand on his chest keeping him from leaning more into me

"Fine" he said but didn't step away "you are doing a great job at convincing them either" he shrugged and smirked

"What do you mean by that?" I asked confused

"You look like a tomato right now" he laughed making me watch him. He looks handsome smiling. He looks relaxed and calm while doing it.

"Well, I told you I was shy" I shrugged know that my blushed increase with his comment

"Yea, you told me that" he nodded and looked around

Some students were looking at us. Rumors spread around fast in this town. No doubt that by tomorrow everyone will know about this

Conner is a manwhore, there nothing new there but Conner acting all sweet and loving with his best friend's sister. That's something big

"You can't back down now" I said warningly

"Why would I back down?" he said looking again at me

"My brother" I said smiling at his reaction

His eyes went wide. He forgot. How can he forget about that?

"I'm dead aren't I?" he asked

"Yep, you are" I nodded and laughed

"Don't laugh! Your brother is going to kill you future boyfriend" that last part made me blush. Damn, I wish it was true. I mean, not the killing part, the boyfriend part.

"Fake" I said smiling

"Whatever! He doesn't know that!" he said still with his eyes wide. He was still pinning me against the wall, it made me feel safe.

"Don't be dramatic. Mom would kill him first" I said putting the palm of my hand against his cheek. For comfort, totally for comfort. Obviously the gossiping students are seeing this. Which by now I have forgotten all about them

"Well yea that true. Your mom loves me" his face changed in a matter of seconds. He wore a proud smirk on his lips

"Kind of true" I nodded. If only he knew that mom loved him because of me and my crush on him "still you are breaking the stupid bro-code thingy... again" I said feeling myself blush once I said again. All this memories for the weekend rushed towards

"I know" he sighted and hung his head resting it on my shoulder. I still have my hand on his cheek caressing it. This moment felt normal and peaceful. He makes me feel like that. I don't know how and even though we practically pass the time fighting and making stupid comments we always find ourselves like this.

"And you are risking it? Why?" I asked totally out of curiosity

"I don't know but what done is done" he says lifting his head up and smiling at me

"Yes it is" I said nodding "I think you can stop the show now" I said looking around. There were still people looking at us but most of them are gone

"They are still looking" he said while looking at me

"They're a few. Yes" I said nodding again

"Then the show is not over" he said smirking. Him and his stupid handsome evil smirk that makes my inside melt

"You are something else Conner" I said shaking my head "come on I need to get home and prepare"

"You still got a lot of time" he said with a smile

"Actually I do not. I am a woman going to her first date. My time is very short." I said letting my hand fall from his face "the girls are already there by now"

"It has only be five minute since the bell rung. Don't exaggerate" he said rolling his eyes and backing out from me

"Exactly." I said in a duh tone

"Fine then. Let finish it" he let his hands fall from where they were on the wall

"Don't do something stupid" I said again warningly with a glare

He smirked at me and leaned into my face. We were inches apart. Neither one of us making a move to close the distance or to back away

"Never" he said in a mocking tone and kissed my cheek

I could hear people gasping and I was one of them. I was kind of relieved but also disappointed. Fucked up feelings

"Make sure your brother doesn't kill me" he whispered in my ear making a shiver run up and down through my spine

He backed away and started walking away

"See you later, Evan" he yelled over his shoulder and disappearing around the corner

"See you tonight, Conner" I whispered under my breath while watching him leave

Thanks for leaving me alone with all the people after the surprise we gave them. Asshole

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Author's Note

Hello love

Today I woke up happy and I am proud of this chapter. Happy yet very angry with the way they are going.

Hope I am not the only one who feels this way

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