"I forgot my lunch again" Fuck not again. I really don't like the three M's. Okay, maybe I do. It's really gross when the meat meets the eyes but once you taste it a couple of hundred times the taste changes.

Monday Mystery Meat. Nobody knows how the cafeteria's ladies do them but it has this unique taste. It also has a unique color. That's why nobody likes it. Nobody eats it.

The color it's kind of bright red with a little bit of yellow and green in it. The cafeteria's ladies say it is meat with special ingredients. I won't disagree. It does have special ingredients just not quite the right ones. I also don't think this is meat.

"Don't complain. That's for being irresponsible" Layla said with a homemade hamburger on her plate

"Easy for you to say you got up early with my alarm and use my kitchen to make yourself a heavenly delicious hamburger with my ingredients and then woke me up just to hurry my ass off my house," I said very angrily at her. Stupid heavenly hamburger, who needs it anyway.

"Lot of 'my' in that sentence, T," she said with a smirk, biting the hamburger and sending me a victorious, evil wink.

Oh, she will pay for this

"Yea, I had to call mom this morning to bring me lunch on my free period. She didn't want to do it a first..." Lorane said while rolling her eyes "like always. But in the end, she came through"

Well that explains a lot

"Yea, good for you," I said sarcastically. I put the meat on my mouth and like I said weirdly good.

They all looked at me with disgusted looks on their faces.

"What? Want a piece?" I asked Layla just so she could know that I was extremely angry at her "This is all your fault anyway" I whispered rolling my eyes and looking down at my plate. Not so good now

"Yea, sure, all my fault," She said sarcastically eating the hamburger while nodding

I've got to say I love our outfits. Not so much mine, everyone is looking at me strangely. It's not rare for me to look this... gross? I think that being all hot, grinding, and making out with the royal bad boy have something to do with at least t half of the eyes looking at me.

Dalain was wearing a plain white crop top t-shirt with black baggie pants, white sneakers, and her black purse. Giving us the 'I don't care' vibe, just like me but cleaner and... nicer

Autumn was a little nicer than most of us. She had ripped jeans and a white wide strap t-shirt with a red logo that said LEVI'S

"How was your presentation?" I asked her

"That which changed it! I have been studying and practicing this whole weekend and she changed the fricking date. Fucking unbelievable" the lasting was a whisper but I still caught

"You did not study for that the whole weekend. You went partying and then spent the nights at my house." I said rolling my eyes at her and pushing the lunch tray away

"Okay I didn't focus on that but I did study very hard for it," she said pointing it out

"Don't complain study harder. You still have time" I said mocking her. I'm just making a little fun of her, to loosen her up a bit. Last night she told me what she did and though I don't think it is appropriate for her heart. I am still proud of her  

She really does have the kindest heart I know.

Too bad I can't be that kind

Update on Cris!

Surprisingly he has respected my decision. I haven't seen since I told him about the distance thingy and the whole ignoring part. This is a complete shocker for me since I develop a crush on him by seeing him frequently in the hallways. Also, shocker since he has a bet on his shoulders of one thousand dollars.

I am a bit disappointed but also grateful since that's going to help me a lot in my next part of the revenge plan. The quicker I get these feelings out of my heart the more time I have to win all of this.

The girls still didn't know about the bet and I intend to keep it that way. I won't say a word about it to them.

Ring, Ring, Ring.

The bell sung and we were all off to the next period.

English with Miss. Kader is very kind, honest, and very weird. She is also my art teacher.

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"I AM HOME" I yelled knowing that Dylan is home early because he skipped last period. A little birdy told me. By birdy, I meant his stalker. Yes, he has a lot of those. No, I am not friends with any of them.

They come to me to talk about him. Very wired yet nothing out of the ordinary... for me.

I put the car's keys in the little basket on the fancy front door table and headed to the kitchen. I am starving. This girl gladly didn't get to finish her lunch today.

I opened the fridge in search of food. There were some fruits and milk, three types of cereal, vegetables on the last basket, a three old day steak and two slices of leftover pizza from last night

Bingo!

This all mine baby

I took the pizza out of the fridge and put it on the microwave. Let it burn baby!

Well, not literally. I would hate if my pizza came out black, crispy, and with that afoul taste of carbon. I prefer it to be frozen, but moms say that's disgusting and unhealthy. Sucks to be her, she missing this all this delicious goody.

Ding

Yum, come to mama. I took the pizza out and touched it to feel if it was warm. Nop

I put it back in and marked 2 more minutes

"You know, you should put it in the oven," Cris said out of nowhere startling me.

"Be glad that it is on the microwave" I whispered under my breath not wanting to respond to him but having a huge urge to do it.

"I gave you your space," he said standing beside me with a blank face

"You gave me half a day. That's not space. I didn't ask for space in the first place." I responded get away from him "I asked to be left alone. Those are two very different things"

"Good thing I don't know the difference when it comes to a girl," he said crossing his arms over his chest and smirking

"You were doing great keeping your distance, why fuck it up" seems like you've been doing a lot of that recently

"I heard you enter the house, you weren't so quiet about that, and your brothers taking a shower so why not?" he said shrugging

Ding

He took the pizza out of the microwave and put it in a plate

"Don't you dare take one, I am a starving woman, not a great combination," I said taking the plate from his hands and walking upstairs to my room.

So much for winning

I heard his step walking behind me and for a second I thought that he was going into my room but he took a sharp left and entered Dylan's room while I entered mine.

It is crystal clear that my feeling won't fade away anytime soon and if they do that will for sure return for what I was about to next.

Do I retrieve or do I say 'fuck it' to my feelings?

Hard question

One that I already know my answer to.

I need time and courage for what I was about to do. Something I don't have. I also need to modify something.

I know that with what I have planned some people might get hurt. ME.

I also know that some will probably hate me, some will be super happy which will end in disappointment. And lastly, I will end up hating myself, but it is something I want and have to do.

So I am going to do it. I took advantage of Dylan's whereabouts and his state. I left my room and opened Dylan's door

Okay more like stormed into Dylan's room once I made sure to hear the shower running

He was laying on Dylan's bed with a magazine of a very seductive lady on the front cover and a concentrated look on his face. Seriously who buys those anymore?

Apparently, I scared him a bit because he snapped the magazine shut and looked at the door.

I internally smirked at his startled look. He looked cute when he isn't trying to be a jerk

I closed the door behind. Trying to keep the privacy of this room. Which isn't a lot since everyone can hear everything around this house

I looked at him and then at my brother's bathroom door. Decided that this conversation was better off in my room

"My room now," I said opening the door, walking out and heading to my room. I feel confident and I also know that it won't last long once I get to the point so I am soaking everything in

I felt the nod on my door moved which made me tensed up. Something I am normally doing nowadays.

He came in the little gap he left once I opened the door and shut it fast behind him. He looked at me with desire in his eyes

Oh, buddy, we aren't doing any of that any time soon

I crossed my arms and put on my business face on. That face only comes in presentation or discussions. Both serious things when it comes to me. 

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Author's Note

Hey!

A little late again but I think you guys will survive.

I am bored out of my mind. I have nothing to do. I think I have watched every tv series and movie on Netflix.

I want to leaveeeee. I want to get out of my house. I won't go to school (something that I am NOT going to say ever again in my life). I want to do to a party, be with my friends. HUGG someone!

Unsanitary I know. That's why I want to do it

FunFact about Something Dishonest #4: I've been having the idea of writing SD for years now. I had it all picture it out. How it was going to end. How it was going to start. Friends family. EVERY SINGLE DETAIL! And when I started to actually write everything felt wrong like it wasn't what I want now. So I've changed everything. I started new and I fucking love it.

I love getting authors block. It's frustrating. I love the feeling of new ideas popping in my head and not pursuing them.

It's all so great

Best decision I've made so far

Dalain's outfit

Autumn's outfit

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