This is the reason I hate
Taking or hearing about rape. I can help but I can
Tell you something happened to me.

This is what happened.

A guy named nick. My mum thought he was my real father. But he wasn't.
One night my mum was at work and. My step dad Sam was at the store.

Nick or I prefer monster!
Was laying in bed with me.
I was only 3...
He took of my underwear and licked Down there.

I didn't know what to do.
On October 15 he was kicked out!!! That's when I told my mum. We talked about it.
I told my uncel. Him and his girlfriend was worried that he do this again.

They took me to the police station. I didn't get to see my family for hours. It was dark when to my uncel's.

I was crying. Because I was scared. I cried for hours because I was scared.
Then a woman said I wasn't a innocent child anymore.
I didn't know what that met....but I'm older now.

And I'm scared..
*Cries*
I DON'T WANNA BE RAPED
AGAIN!

my step dad had told me that he was still alive!
That there wasn't enough evidence to perform an arrest. My mum told me he
Was dead. I was happy...
I wasn't scared to go outside.

But now....I am.
I'm not happy.
I'm scared.
I woke up a week later after he told me it was 3:45 I cried because I didn't want it to happen again. *Cries harder.*

This is a reason I want to die! I'm sorry for offending you if your reading this.
But I figured I tell you.
*Cries harder*