Physical Pain!

Her heart used to ache but she ignored it ~~~

It ached more she still carried on ignoring it ~~

Slowly it turned severe!

And now she is sitting at sink watching blood come out as she coughs~~

As she sneezes she sees blood~~

Her head hurts cause she cracked a nerve~~

It hurts her~~~ it's not a joke~~ its real its physical~~

Its invisible its ache~~~ that's growing slowly each day~

She smiles when she's dying~~

She calls it the beauty of dying~

And due to the pain she's silently crying~~

I know its hard to believe all this ~~it seems like its fake but its real~ i have met her she's real~her ache's real! Her tears Re real~~

People say "Why you backed away!? Why are you ignoring me!? It feels like you don't want me!"

But.......

For once see where she is!? At the edge life ragged breath~~fully stressed~~~

Trying to fit in but failing~~

So at the end of day she's crying holding tight the railing~~

You'll still not see nor you'll notice~~

Its okay to her she fought is is going ~~~~

Knowing her end is near she's still smiling that's the shitty fear~~~

And for God's sake!

Don't you know her heart is mere a paper!

Tender like a new baby grass~~

And her heart is just a shaped glass~~~