Taehyung's POV

It was 8:00 am and I was waiting for Y/N at the Han River. The river gleaming unlike my eyes. They lost the beauty they had, they were just..dull now. What I did to Y/N, is something I'll regret all my life. The last thing I could do is to tell her everything..the truth. 

A honk disrupted my thoughts. I turned around to see Y/N getting off the car. Baekhyun was with her. He immediately speed walked towards me and caught the collar of my shirt. 

" Touch her and you're dead" He hissed and before I could respond, Y/N placed her hand on Baekhyun's and retreated it.

" I'll be fine. Please give us some space, Baek" She said as he nodded. He walked back to car as I faced Y/N.

" Thanks for coming" I said happily as she just nodded emotionless. She bit her lower lip before speaking.

" You know why I'm here, Taehyung. Now spill" She demanded. Same as always. Fierce yet the most gentle. 

" Remember that day? The day I told you I cheated on you with the school queenka?"I asked but I already know that she remembers it. The day I lost my love forever.

The day because of which I'm standing opposite to her and not beside her..

" Let's break up" I spoke calmly as she closed her locker and turned around to face me. 

" W-What?" She shuttered as her eyes dilated not believing what I was speaking.

" I said let's break up!" I yelled as the whole school turned to face us. The 2 years strong relationship which stood as an example and now that its falling apart, shocked them.

"But w-why?" She was now scared. I never yelled at her before, this is the first time. 

" This relationship is dead and its going nowhere" I spoke as she nodded her head blinking away the tears forming in her eyes. 

" Just give me a reason, Tae.." She spoke softly looking into my eyes as I gulped. 

" I cheated on you with Wendy" I could see she was deeply hurt. 

" Was I just a toy to you, Tae? Just to play and leave?" She asked strongly as I could feel the tears clouding my eyes. Don't cry! I took a deep breath before speaking again.

" Silly girl, no one would ever fall for you and yes I only used you cause I'm a playboy okay?  I've got a reputation to maintain" I spoke and my voice was slightly trembling. 

" Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, babygirl. Face it!" I said before turning around and walking away from the scene. 

"I remember" She said calming sitting down on the sand beside me.

" Y/N-ah.... I never cheated on you" I spoke calmly as she immediately turned her neck to face me. 

" B-But you did.." She spoke with confusion as I smiled. 

" Wendy...You do know how obsessed she was with me right?" I looked at her and she nodded. 

" Well, she was jealous of our relationship. She told me if I don't break up with you then she'll hurt you" I spoke loud enough for her to hear. My vision was clouded by tears now. My heart was in pain. 

" W-What?" Y/N shuttered. I could tell she was shocked. 

" Yeah, so I did it. If something happens to you because of me, I know I'll regret it for the rest of my life" I spoke as I lifted my head to look into her eyes . " Now I regret that I left you" Tears rolled down my cheeks. I could not stop them. She was the only one who saw all my sides and I wasn't afraid to be weak in front of her. 

" Taehyung... You should've told me sooner" She spoke softly as she wiped my tears with her fingers.

" I tried. I came to the school the next day thinking that I'll tell you everything and that I could protect you from anything but you already left" We both didn't speak a word after that. We were both speechless. Only if things could've gotten better with a simple sorry.

" Thanks for telling me, Taehyung" She said and stood up. 

" You were my first love, Y/N. And will always be" I said standing up as well and she smiled. The smile which was reserved for me. I gave her my signature smile as well. 

" I'm glad your dreams came true. Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you." I said seriously as she nodded her head. 

" Thanks for letting me go , Tae" She said and gently kissed my cheek before walking back to the car. I smiled as I watched her. Thank you for making my existence beautiful, Y/N-ah. Thank you for making me feel happy for the last time. I can't live with myself without you cause..

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Letting you go is letting go of myself.

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