Y/N's POV

I sat in the car  next to Baek leaning my head against his chest. We were on the way to the airport to board our private jet. My mind was clouded with the thoughts of Taehyung and what he confessed to me at the Han River. Due to me being lost in my own world, I couldn't hear what Baek was saying. 

" Y/N-ah!!" He whined loudly and I blinked my thoughts away. I turned my gaze to him and he was frowning. 

" What?" I asked confused about why he was whining.

" I asked if you wanted to go directly to the hotel first or should we hit the beach?" He asked as I brought a finger to my lips thinking hard. 

" Um..Hotel first!" I said and he nodded. I was definitely not in the mood to play in the beach. Baek seemed dull which was unlike him. 

" Y/N?" Baek called and I raised my eye brow looking at him.

" I eavesdropped on yours and Taehyung's conversation" He spoke softly. By his tone, I could tell he was hurt. But why?

" Oh, Its alright" I said and the next thing he said caught me in a daze. 

" You still love him, don't you?" He whispered loud enough for us to hear. 

" W-What are you saying, Baek?" I was shocked. I didn't know how to answer to that question.

" Y/N, as far as I know, he truly loves you" He said as tears rolled down his cheeks. I was about to wipe his tears with my fingers when he knocked them away. 

" Y/N, listen to me. Remember when I said I'd do anything for your happiness. Well, I can't keep you happy now Y/N. All I do is make you cry" He spoke covering his face with his palms and was crying now. This was too much for me to take. Taehyung and Baekhyun, they were both breaking my heart. 

" Baek...I love you, okay?" I said in a convincing tone but he just shook his head.

" You're my right person, Y/N but you appeared at a wrong time. You never belonged to me" He said strongly and I was panicking. 

" What do you mean, Baek?" I was afraid of what he'd say next. This is was too much!

" Y/N, I love you. Forever and ever. He loved you for more than forever now. He deserves you . I don't deserve you" He wiped his face before continuing and I kept my head low listening to his confession.

" You're too good for me. I can never be good for you. I'll never be. You know why?" He asked and with no response from me, he answered the question himself.

" You're meant to be with him" He said as I rapidly lifted my head. I couldn't believe it was him who was saying this. 

" Baek, you're my hus..." I started but he cut me off.

" Think for yourself, Y/N. Think about you and Taehyung. If you guys weren't meant to be together, you'd have never met him again. " He said and caught my palms in his. They were warm. His grip was gentle.

 But it'll never give me the sparks like holding Tae's hands did. Tae was special, of course. He was my first love. 

" Y/N, first love isn't always the first person you kiss or date. The person that you will never truly get over, even once you've convinced yourself you've moved on" Baek whispered and that moment in time, I realized I never got over him even I tried so hard. Even after I'm in a relationship as strong as marriage. 

" My daddy always said that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling never goes away" I said as I choked on my tears. I regret it. Everything! How could I move on and leave him in a such a situation?

" I'm glad you realized, Y/N. Its time now" Baek said as I turned my gaze to him. He kissed on the lips deeply and I could feel his tears on my cheek. It was the last time I'd feel his lips on mine. 

" Thanks for being mine, Y/N-ah. I love you" He said hugging me tightly. He then pulled away before smiling through his tears and ruffled my hair saying..

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" Go get him!" 

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