"In other words, hold my hand"

Y/N's POV:

"What if I have a crush on... ya know..." Louis says, some what quiet. "Who?" I ask. "Uh- Clementine!" Louis says quickly.

I look at him surprised. He looks at me for a second then looks away quickly.

Louis's POV:

I shouldn't have brought it up! What did I do?! Why did I-

Ugh... no... now she's gonna think I 'like like' Clementine...

I regret everything, how do I just reverse time? I should've never brought it up.

Y/N's POV:

"I can help!" I smile. "W-what?" Louis looks surprised. "Yeah! Clementine is super sweet and so caring! The way she talks and how nice she is to everyone, I can see why you like her" I smile.

"I Uh- yea... that's why" Louis says. "Is there more? I mean, you probably know more about her than me" I ask. "N-no! I just don't really know what to say now" Louis says.

"Like I said, I can help out if you need it" I say. "I don't think I need help..." Louis says. "Well, if you want my honest opinion, I think you two would be cute together..." I say.

"You think it's cute?" Louis asks. "Yeah! You two seem perfect for each other" I say.

Louis's POV:

I don't want Clementine... I don't want to seem perfect with her.

I want to be perfect with you, Y/N...

Y/N's POV:

~Fishing Hut~

Huh. I didn't expect Louis to tell me who he has a crush on so early. I guess he trusts me a lot...

Although, Louis seemed to be flirting with me earlier. I guess it was just his way of being friendly...

We reached the fishing hut but it seemed pretty empty. "Are they here?" I ask. "Let's check the shack, it's never this quiet if Violet and Brody are in the same space" Louis says.

I go up to the door and slowly open it, I check inside first. "It's empty here too" I say. "You stay here, I'll look around" Louis quickly runs out.

I look around the somewhat small shack, and on the wall is a carving.

V + M with a heart carved around it.

V + M? That's most likely... Violet and Minnie. Right. Minnie and Violet were a thing. God... now I want to tell Violet that Minnie is alive but I can't.

The door quickly opens as Louis, Clem, Vi, and Brody run in. "What happened here?" Clementine asks. "We came to check on you guys and found this place destroyed, did you guys see anything?" Louis says. "No, but all the nets were empty! Like someone took the fish" Violet says.

I look over to Brody who seems to be afraid, like... really afraid. She begins to talk to herself and seems crazy. "Brody?" I ask. She doesn't say anything to me. "Hey Brody, it'll be okay, just calm down" Clementine says.

"Shut the fuck up Clementine!" Brody yells. "Brody stop" I say. Brody just shakes her head and walks out. "Listen, there's no food here and there weren't enough rabbits, we need a new plan" I say.

"I got it" Clem takes out a map of the school and holds it. "The train station, where you saved me and AJ, there's a whole stash of food under the building, we can go there" Clementine says. "It's past the safe zone" I say. "And it's overrun with walkers" Violet adds.

"We just need to kill a few, someone can distract a herd, I have a whole plan but I need you guys to come with me" Clementine says.

"Kill walkers? I think I'd rather go back to the school" I say. "Is something wrong?" Clementine asks. "No, I just think it's safer if I go back, I'll make sure Brody makes it back to the school too, so you three can go" I say.

"Y/N it might work better if you come with us" Louis says. "No, I can't, I'm going back to the school, and I won't tell Marlon about the whole plan... don't worry" I say. "Have fun, but not too much" I smile and walk out.

I begin walking back to the school. I don't mind killing walkers... but it's against what I used to do, what I was a part of. I just hope I can find my group and find Avery.

~At The School~

I open the gate and walk in, I find Brody here, she's talking with Marlon. Marlon looks over to me and begins to walk over.

Fuck...

"Where's the others?" Marlon asks. I look over to Brody who still looks scared. "They're still fishing" I say. "Why did you come back?" Marlon asks. "I just wanted to make sure Brody got here safely! God!" I say, pushing past Marlon.

Yes I'm normally a very nice person, but I hate when people get in my space and ignore my privacy. Marlon is the leader here but he needs to understand that I just want to be alone sometimes! He needs to stop asking so many questions before he asks the wrong one...

"I'm not done talking to you!" Marlon says. "Well I am!" I say, clearly annoyed.

I start walking to the dorms and to my room. I lay on my bed and look at the ceiling. I don't get annoyed easily, I guess it was obvious because apparently Louis is the most annoying one here? But... he's just trying to have fun and make this whole apocalypse seem like nothing. I like that...

Something about Marlon just pisses me off though, it's the way he gets in everyone space, or maybe it's his hair. His hair annoys me... who cuts their hair like that?

I have this feeling that Marlon is the one who traded the twins, he is the leader after all. I just wish the twins told me who traded them! Then I could tell this whole school about the person and we could save Minnie and Sophie and my group! It'd be a win for everyone, except the person that traded them.

But whoever trades their own people up to raider deserves to die... okay maybe not die, but definitely get some sort of punishment.

While laying down on my bed, I feel myself slowly drift off. I hate sleeping... only because of what happens when I sleep...