Song of the chapter-

My Everything - Ariana Grande

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I spent the entire flight home crying and thinking about everything that happened. The look on his face when I told him I slept with Cameron broke my heart, and I kept thinking about it.

When I got home, I knew I was going to be spending a lot of time with my family. That's what I really needed right now. I checked the time before I walked inside and it was 10am. (A/N I know it takes less time to fly from Nebraska to California so just pretend.)

"Rose" I dropped my bags and ran to my sister, hugging her and beginning to cry in her arms.

"What happened? You weren't supposed to be home for another 2 months." She helped me with my bags and brought them up to my room. We both sat down on my bed and I began to explain everything that happened.

"So you're not together anymore?" She asked.

"No" I choked out, feeling sadness inside of me. I felt so depressed, but I knew what I did was for the best. For Jack and for me.

"We need to tell the authorities about Cameron." Rose said. I shook my head.

"It's fine. He's my ex boyfriend. It's not like they're going to do anything about it."

We both stayed silent until I spoke again.

"Can we go to grandmas? I'm really craving her lemon squares right now." I said.

"Yeah" Rose laughed. "Go get changed and I'll call her and tell her were coming over."

Rose left my room and I took a quick shower, blow drying my hair and putting it in a high pony tail. I didn't bother putting on make up, knowing id probably cry it off anyways.

I changed into a pair of jean shorts, a Ramones t-shirt, and a pair of black Vans. I honestly didn't even care if I looked like crap, because that was exactly how I felt.

I grabbed my phone and went outside to Rose's car. She got in and we headed to grandmas.

She turned on the radio and Amnesia came on, which made me sad again. I hate this feeling. Like something's missing in my life; in my heart.

We got to grandmas and we got out and walked into her house.

"Hey grandma" Rose went over and hugged our grandma, kissing her cheek.

"Oh hi Roseanna" My grandma smiled, then looked over at me. "Oh, my poor darling. Come here."

I almost ran to my grandma, hugging her. My grandma was always more of a mom than a grandma, since my actual mom was a complete bitch.

"It hurts so much" I cried. "I miss him."

"I know honey I know. Only time will heal a broken heart. That and food. I have lemon squares in the kitchen" I helped her up and she slowly walked to the kitchen, Rose and I following behind her.

I saw a giant plate of lemon squares and immediately grabbed a napkin and set two on it, practically inhaling them. I haven't eaten in awhile actually. These past two days have been pretty hectic.

"Slow down, no ones going to take it from you" My grandma laughed.

"I know I know. I'm just starving" I sighed.

My phone went off and I pulled it out of my pocket. It was... Nash? We barely talk anymore really.

From: Nash Grier

Hey since me and cam have an apartment in California I thought we might be able to hang out. I heard what happened. I'm really sorry. And I know you and cam aren't on the best of terms right now so maybe I can come over? That is if you want me to lol

I smiled knowing he cared. Nash and Hayes are both like brothers to me, and hearing from him after all of this craziness in my life made me realize it wasn't the end of the world. It was just a bad break up. I'm not going to die and I shouldn't mope over this... okay maybe a little but of moping but I'm entitled to it. I'm a teenage girl.

To: Nash Grier

I'd love that (: wanna sleepover? My mom won't care. It's not like she'll be home anyways. Come over in like two hours. I'm with my grandma and Rose right now

From: Nash Grier

Sounds great, can't wait (:

I locked my phone and shoved it under my leg, finishing off the lemon square I had on my napkin and grabbed more.

Food made by your grandma will always be better than at any restaurant.