* I know I don't do authors notes at the beginning but I've never been to Vidcon so I don't really know how it all works so just bare with me here! I'm trying (: *

Songs of the chapter:

Super Bad - Jesse McCartney

The Ballads Of Mona Lisa - Panic! At The Disco

Bones Exposed - Of Mice & Men

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3 months later

Ah, today's the day. The first day of Vidcon. Oh, also some new and exciting news! I moved into an apartment with my YouTube friends, Lauren, Arden, Andrea, and Jenn. Yeah, I know, Andrea hated me before in the club that one night, but we made up and we're friends now. And since I wanted to work more on the YouTube side of things, what better way than to live with four other YouTubers.

I was wearing a black short sleeve crop top, a pair of shorts, sandals, a black choker, a Buddha necklace, and my hair was down straight. I dyed my hair from the purple color to a brownish reddish color and got extensions, since the purple was fading and made it look gross.

I decided to not drive to Vidcon with the girls, and I'm driving to Anaheim with Jack, and Jack. (A/N I don't know if they went but yeahh.) Nash, Cam, and Matt are coming too so yeah.... Nash is coming so that's good.

Suddenly, my phone started ringing, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Hello?" I answered my phone.

"Hey babe, Jack and I are on our way over." Jack G said. I smiled, hearing his voice sent shivers down my spine.

"Okay I'm waiting" I said.

"Bye" He said.

"Bye" I hung up and sighed. Jack and I have been dating for six months now, and he still hasn't said I love you. I knew I loved him. I was sure of it. I didn't want anyone else but Jack. But I wasn't sure if he felt the same way.

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"Hey baby" Jack G picked me up and spun me around. Once he set me down, he kissed me.

"Hey, how was your flight?" I asked. They were saying at a hotel 15 minutes away from my house and they flew here from their home town, Omaha. (A/N OMAHA BOYS MAKE ME SHART MYSELF ALL DAY ERRY DAY. ESPECIALLY YOU JACK JOHNSON. YOU DA MAN. YOU ALSO ONE SEXY MAN.) (A/N guysss I'm jk I don't do dat... gawwwwwd.)

"Good, except for the screaming child behind me" Jack G said, making me laugh.

"I had my beats in and I couldn't hear a thing" Jack J smirked. I laughed more when Jack G hit him in the head.

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We got to Vidcon there were loads of fans waiting outside already. We all stopped and occasionally took pictures and signed things, trying to get as many people as we could. Then we ran inside and went to the room where all the YouTubers could just hang out.

I saw Bethany Mota and smiled, running over to her.

"Hey Beth!" I smiled, hugging her. She was with Ingrid, another one of my favorite YouTubers.

"Hi Hailey! Hailey, meet Ingrid" I smiled and hugged Ingrid.

"I know who you are, you're one of my favorite beauty gurus!" I smiled.

"Aw thank you" Ingrid smiled.

I said goodbye and went to Troye Sivan, Connor Franta and Tyler Oakley.

"Hey guys!" I hugged all of them.

"Hey Hailey" Troye smiled.

"Hi Troye" I smiled.

"Hey girl" Tyler said.

"Hi Tyler" I laughed.

"Hey Hails" Connor laughed.

"Hey Connor" I smiled.

"How is your first Vidcon going so far?" Tyler asked.

"I just got here, but so far I'm loving it" I laughed.

"That's good" Connor said.

"Yeah so I'm gonna go see some other people so I'll talk to you later okay?" I smiled.

"For sure" Tyler said and hugged me again. I waved to them and walked over to Smosh. I met them once and they were totally awesome.

"Hey guys!" I smiled. They both saw me and smiled.

"Hey Hailey!" Anthony smiled. I had to admit, I fangirl when it comes to Anthony. I mean, what girl doesn't, am I right?!

"Hey Anthony" I hugged Anthony and then Ian.

"Hey Ian!" I smiled.

"Hey Hailey" He smiled.

I continued talking to the various YouTubers/Viners in the room and I met almost everyone.

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I had my own booth for Vidcon which I was totally excited about and I had some merch too! I had a short sleeve shirt that was white and had my initials in black and white paisley print on it, and a beanie with my initials too.

I went to my booth and went on my phone as I anxiously waited for fans to arrive. They weren't let in since it wasn't time yet.

I went on twitter and made a tweet to everyone.

@HaileyRenee: At Vidcon! :D I have my own booth guys omf

I got a lot of nasty tweets back saying I wasn't worthy of being there, but I ignored them and tweeted back some fans who said nice things.

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Soon enough, the fans were let in and a bunch of them surprisingly went to my booth.

"Hi!" I smiled at the first girl who was in line at my booth She walked over and hugged me.

"I got you this, I love you so much!"

She handed me a little box and I thanked her, setting the box on the table.

The camera man took a picture of us and the next fan came in.

"Hi!" I greeted her, hugging her right away. She was in tears and sobbing.

"Awww" I said, hugging her even tighter. But she didn't something I didn't expect she'd do. She reached into her pocket and pulled out a blade.

"This is my last blade" She said, looking at me in tears. I felt tears slip out of my eyes as I hugged her again.

"I love you so much, stay strong. I know you can do it. Do it for me, okay?" We took a picture and she hugged me again.

It wasn't rare that a fan showed me their scars, or gave me their last blade. I was known for trying to help people a lot. If I could help myself, I could help other people as well. I'm not taking my fame for granted, and I never would. I use it for the greater good, like everyone else should.

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I dropped Jack and Jack off at their hotel and went back to the apartment, where Andrea and Jenn were filming a video together and Arden and Lauren were on their phones sitting on the couch.

"Hey guys!" I smiled.

"Hey Hails" Jenn said.

"Hey Hailey" Arden said.

"Hey biotch" Andrea smirked. I went in front of the camera and flipped it off, going to my room while laughing.

I went into my room and set my bags down, along with the gifts fans gave me.

I got an alert on my phone telling me the Jacks were on YouNow. I decided to watch since I had nothing better to do. I got out my laptop and pulled up YouNow just in time to hear Gilinsky read a comment about me.

"How do you feel about Hailey?" Jack G said, reading the comment. "Well she's my girlfriend, I like her a lot....I don't love her..."

I felt tears come to my eyes as I was about to leave the broadcast, but he spoke again.

"I'm in love with her."

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Hey guys! Sorry this chapter was stupid and I know you guys don't like that I keep adding YouTubers but the guys from Magcon are always hanging out with YouTubers so yeah

And I'm putting the Jacks in more, well, I'm trying to at least, and the other guys