It was when I saw Jack G at the next tour stop when I finally realized something.

We didn't wear a condom.

I can't be pregnant! No no I can't be! I'm almost 18. I can't have a baby! I'm still a baby!

Okay maybe if I tell Mahogany she'll know what to do. She could get me a pregnancy test and we can figure this all out. Oh I hope I'm not pregnant. I mean, yes I want a baby, but I'm 17 for gods sake.

To: Mahogany

Can you get me a pregnancy test? No questions, just get me one and I'll explain when you get to my room. All the guys are at the pool so be sneaky.

From: Mahogany

I'm on it

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"You had sex with Gilinsky? I thought you still loved Cameron?"

"Oh god no" I laughed. "I'm so over him, but he's not over me. He's like stalking me now. He won't stop calling me and tweeting about how he misses me and he messed up and I hate it" I said.

"Maybe you should forgive him" I glared at her.

"I'm taking a pregnancy test right now, I'm not really in the mood to get all buddy buddy with Cameron Dallas, okay?" I sighed, running a hand through my hair.

"Oh okay." She said. "Wait it's time! Check the test!"

"I'm...."

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Cliffhanger (;

Okay so a lot of you guys message me on here and kik and snapchat and I just wanna say something okay okay.

You know that Justin bieber song that goes "look at all the people standing outside. Your love doesn't go unrecognized"

Yeah well that's how I feel about all of you guys. I answered a bunch of kik messages yesterday and I was so late that people probably forgot what they even said to me but yeah.

I love each and every one of you <3