Songs of the chapter:

I Just Wanna Run - The Downtown Fiction

Break Free - Ariana Grande

Bo$$ - Fifth Harmony

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"Are you sure you're okay Hails?" Aaron asked. I nodded.

"I-I think I'm just gonna get some fresh air."

And that's exactly what I did.

I went outside and I just ran to nowhere. I felt the wight lift off of my shoulders as the cold air rushed towards me, creating goosebumps up my arms and legs.

It felt good to run. It cleared my head and helped me breathe.

So nothing ever happened. I never dated Calum? I never formed a band? I was never on Supernatural? Okay the last two I wished I did, but still.

How could a dream feel so real?

I neared a park and saw a playground. I walked over and sat down on one of the swings as a million thoughts rushed through my head.

I guess this is a good thing. I never had a fight with Jacob, I'm single, I can keep writing songs and being a solo artist, I can start doing more roles in shows and movies, etc.

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"Where'd you go?" Mahogany asked.

"Oh, I just went out to clear my head." I smiled at her reassuringly.

"Oh, okay" She smiled and walked away.

As I went back to my room, I thought of 2 new songs.

I practically sprinted in the room and scribbled the lyrics down onto some notebook paper.

Both songs were about the whole thing with Cam in my dream.

While I sat in the park, I realized something. He hurt me, and that's not right. I'm never letting it happen again. He's an arrogant douche bag who deserves what's coming to him.

Sure, he explained why he did it, but that was in my dream, so it's not actually real.

We had Magcon tonight, so I decided I'd sing them then.

I called Jenna, asked her if I could get a studio session here, and she said yes. She called the studio for me and everything, so I quickly gathered my things and the lyrics to the song, and drove to the studio.

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I started to get ready for the show. I showered, curled my hair, and got dressed. (A/N I'll post her outfit on IG.) (Again, the IG is @themakeover_fanfiction).

"Hey, you sure you can perform tonight? You don't have to if you don't want to." Matt said, rubbing my shoulders. I tensed under his touch.

"Uh yeah. I'm sure" I smiled at him and he smiled back.

We got onto the stage and all I heard was screaming girls. The sound was so unfamiliar to me, and my natural instinct was to cover my ears.

"Hey, it's okay" A voice whispered in my ear. I looked up to see Jack G. "I'm right here." He brought his hand to mine and tightened his grip, assuring me that I was fine.

"Thank you" I said, smiling.

Mahogany did her DJing, Jack and Jack performed, Jacob performed, Taylor and Dillon performed, Shawn performed, then it was my turn.

I breathed in and out, trying to calm myself down as Mahogany got the music ready.

I sang my first song, which was Bo$$ to get people hyped up before the second song, which was Break Free. I loved Bo$$ because it made girls feel like they didn't need a man, and they don't have to put up with guys' bullshit. Guys shouldn't treat girls as disrespectful as some do. (A/N some fuckin ginger who lives on my street was in my class and he made a comment about how girls should stay at home and clean and cook and I stood up and said "yeah? Well why don't you skrt on home then." And everyone clapped and I'm like YAS BITCH I WIN YOU LOSE HAHAHAHAHA.)

I finished singing and everyone cheered. It felt amazing. I missed the fans. I missed performing. I missed Magcon.

Even if it was only just a dream.

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This chapter sucks IM SO SORRY

I literally suck at writing I can't even take it BAHAHAHAHA

ily all <333