I've made up my mind. I am in love with you. I said that I wouldn't consider myself someone who falls in love easily, but with you, you just make it so easy. How do you do it? How do you do these things to me?

It's first day back since the whole D.C. thing, and honestly? I'm feeling pretty good despite the whole "I'm in love with you" thing. I even wore my favorite outfit today, which I typically don't ever wear to school. Weird, I know, but I'm feeling good, okay?

Oh, I forgot. I got interviewed for the school news! Well, only about the whole D.C. thing but it was cool to be interviewed. I didn't have the chance to watch the school news because I was running late to school but it's fine. I'm sure you watched.

I noticed that every chance that you see me now you wave at me, and if I'm being honest it makes me heart skip a beat, I swear. You have such an effect on me, even if you don't realize it. Actually, you probably do realize it cause you're so observant! Don't be observant just this once and act like nothing is up with me, please.

I'm thinking of ditching Peyton and his friends for once just so I can sit with you at lunch tomorrow. I mean, what could go wrong? Well, a lot of things could go wrong. I should probably avoid that unless I want to embarrass the shit out of myself.

I've been thinking... should I tell you how I feel? Would it be too soon? Should I wait it out? Maybe I should flip a coin or consult in a psychic or something. Raven Baxter, where are you? I need a real life That's So Raven right about now.

Hold on. I hear the principal calling for me.

What the hell could I have done?