To me, you are my friend, the person that i adore and believe, but to you, who am i?

I know our difference of characteristics is too much. You look like fire, always strong, inspirational, active; and i'm water, always gentle, quiet.

Am I too greedy that I always want you to be mine? Do you know how i feel when you leave me alone? You didn't tell me anything or even ask me to go shopping.

I always afraid of being missed out. I will smile even when you talk to me first or even hug me. We haven't teased each other for such a long time. I often think that this life is so unfair, why do i play with you first and now you don't even consider me as a friend.

You are so hard to understand :) 

It's so luxurious to chat with you as a real friend.

"Lonely lonely lonely whale

I sing to myself

A lonely island like me

Will it shine bright?

Lonely lonely lonely whale

I sing again

This song that receives no reply

I sing till it reaches someone tomorrow"

They told me to quit and start to find a new one, but it's too hard.

I heard this saying: " For the world, you are somebody. But for somebody, you are the world."

Hmm, when i look back my life, i wondered: " Should i change it into: For the world, I'm somebody. And for you, i am nothing."