Yknow when you really have to vent, but you can't? Like, yeah, you can whenever you want, it's not like you can't vent, you have the choice to, but your mind won't let you?

Well, that's me rn.

Some part of it is that I don't want some specific people to find this and make fun of me for it and make me feel worse.

Some other part is that I don't want people to take pity on me. I don't know why. I know that they're trying to help, but like.. I dont know how to explain it. Like I really like the thought of someone caring about me, but I don't know why I don't want those really long texts of someone saying how much I mean to them and stuff.

It's not that I don't appreciate it, not at all, but it's like.. idk.

Anyways, take some random images from my gallery.

(The last image was edited by Aextriot. I think idk I forget-)