I have so much to say to you

but it'll bother you

so I won't say it.

I want you to talk to me.

not just the meaningless conversations about trips to the zoo or memes,

but about what's worrying you.

what's bothering you.

your problems.

you never talk to me about any of it.

it's always me talking about my problems.

i'm your best friend

i want you to be okay just like you want me to be okay.

why won't you?

do you think it'll hurt me?

are you uncomfortable talking to me?

do you think your problems matter less than mine because of what im going through?

I dont want you to feel like that.

i want you to talk to me.

you may think your problems are small

but they still matter just as much as my own.

they won't hurt me.

please, just talk to me for once.

im typing what I want to say to my best friend cuz i didnt put it right when texting her and I dont feel like bringing it up again.