Stop!

Just fucking stop!

Stop pretending!

Stop pretending you give a fuck about me!

I know you don't care!

Stop pretending I matter when I don't,

Stop pretending you want me around when I'm a burden,

Stop pretending everything's okay when it's not,

Stop pretending I'm perfect the way I am when I'm a goddamn mess!

NOTHING you say to me isn't for pretend.

Just stop pretending, pretender.

All of you are pretenders.

...im thinking this towards my family, my friends, my girlfriend...damn, i'm terrible