I'm typing in the car, 3 feet or less away from the girl I hate. The girl that scares me half the death. The girl I've refused to talk to for almost a year.

I've actually been worrying about this since, like, Sunday.

But that fear increased to major anxiety and that increased to a mental freak out.

I'm headed to a Girl Scout function (Escape Room) for a troop I'm not in

I HAVE TO GO

SHE'S LESS THAN A FOOT AWAY NOW PLEASE FUCKING HELP ME