G-Guys..... *sniff* *sniff*

This song is really amazing......and it's very imotional.....It really made me cry a lot 😭😭

This song......it reminded me of someone very special to me, very close to me, the one whom I loved even though I have not seen him/her, the one whom I loved more than myself......it's my real bro/sis.....

You know what, when my mom was pregnant.....I dreamed about lots of things.....that....we will play together, fight together, go shopping together, study together and lots of things. I have also dreamed that when we will be walking on the road, he/she will hold my hand tight.....This is not it..... When my mom came home from office, I used to touch my ears to her stomach and talk to the baby.

I dreamed about sooo many things.....but..... but..... It was all over.....ALL OVER FOR ME!!!!!!!

You know what, I went to stay at my little bro's (cousin) house for a week.
And one day.....my dad called me and told that.....*cries* .....THE BABY IS NO MORE....I was shocked....I was crying at that time......I wanted to become the best Sis.....but I couldn't.....I failed....and it's all my fault.

IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!

I should have not left him/her alone....😭😭

I'm the worst Sister ever!!!!!!!  😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

This is not the first time.....it's the second time it happened.

I AM THE ONLY REASON WHY ALL THIS HAPPENED!!!!!!! WHY?????? WHY DID THIS HAPPENED WITH ME!!!!!! WHY??????

Guess.....I am the worst Sister after all.....I HATE myself!!!!!! 😭😭😭

                                                 ~Serena