Such a shame on people who I check on all the time and talk to them all the time but they leave me on read or ignore me and they say, "nobody cares about me" like wtf is wrong with you? I promise myself to NOT be nice to people who I meet for the first time, but I just can't be rude and cruel like them. It's just annoying. Everyone, literally everyone, if I be nice to them, they either think I'm stupid, or they take advantage of me, or hurt me or they think I'm annoying. I'm just being nice to you. But I found out that how much I treat people nicely, that's how much I'm hurting myself. If I be like them and treat them cruelly, then they'll have respect for you. Why the heck would you lie and say that ur not online or ur facing a difficult time in ur life while ur acting normal and happy with others. One more thing, people are becoming so weird nowadays, they get mad at you because you don't speak to them and that because they hurt you so bad. I can accept ur apology a thousand times, but each time you'll lose your trust, love and care in my heart.

Note: this goes to every person. It's not for a specific person or because of a relationship or something like that. No, it's because of all the people around me who act like they're my friends. They're my friends when they need me for homework and for reassuring them in hard times. Like I'm really tired of these fake people. I'm starting to think that I have depression be as there is not day in my life that I don't cry, like literally not a single day. Sometimes it's for no reason, like I cry and ask myself why I'm crying. I'm not doing this for attention. But I just want you to know that people have feelings don't use them. And lastly, I might be gone from here for a year, I might not be active all the time. Because this is my last year in school and I have to work hard to have an average that's higher than 96/100 to be accepted in medical school or to become a pharmacist. So yeah.

If you need me, my ig is:
kurdahassan7

And my number is: 07508553500

Bye.