After (my mom through glass at me and called me worthless) my moms little talk, I went up to my room.

I sat on my bed and thought about all the things I did (wrong) today.

Craig's (pissed) mad at me, my mom and dad are always mad at me, everyone seems to hate me as now I have a head ache and a throbbing black eye.

(My life really sucks, huh?)

Yeah.

If only I wasn't such an (asshole, spaz, freak, psycho) idiot.

I couldn't of screwed thing up more if I tried. (You could and probably will.)

At least I can't ruin it any further at the moment. I mean, if our friendship wasn't bad before, it definitely it now (it was bad before.)

You can't just tell someone you love them then you (get beat up by their girlfriend because you called them a whore) start a fight with their girlfriend.

I sigh and roll over shoving my face in my pillow. At least when I'm in my room I can't upset anyone. I can't do much wrong to anyone, when there's no one to do wrong to.

But the second I leave my room everyone hates me. Everyone gets upset or angry and I screw something up... Again.

I don't need to cut. I don't need to cut. I don't need to cut. I don't-

I hear a tap on the window. It's a serial killer. (Why would a serial killer tap on the window?) I don't know.

I walk over hesitantly to the window and look through it.

I see a rock plink against the glass. Then another one.

I open the window and look down and see Craig standing there looking pissed.

I stare down out of the window. I wave (like an idiot) slowly, not sure what to do.

Craig replies by flipping me off.

I stare at him. What am I supposed to do now?

"Get your ass down here," I hear Craig shout.

It startled me, but I decided it would probably be best for me to go down there and see what he wants.

I walked down stairs, neither of my parents present in down there.

I shrugged it off and walked outside slowly and closed the door softly (to not draw my parents attention, even though Craig was just yelling a minute ago.)

I turn and see Craig standing there.

"What the hell?"