October 12, 2006

4:30 pm

Chris

Son of a bitch! I'm becoming a possessive bastard. "Chris stop! Nothing is going on between us!" Emily retorted as Arthur came in trying to stop us. "Really? Then what do you call this?!" I asked showing her a photo of her and Jensen kissing. "I was drunk and I didn't know... Chris, oh goodness. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have went and gotten myself drunk." Emily whispered falling to her knees.

"Mommy! Dad, please. Mom is telling the truth." Arthur begged trying to comfort Emily. "Shit. Emily, I'm sorry. I just... I like you, Emily. More than you think. I possibly love you." I whispered kneeling to their level. Arthur slightly smiled. "I'll go get some water." Arthur said walking towards the kitchen.

Yes, it's been two months and I noticed Emily's stomach getting a bit bigger.

"Emily, are you getting fatter or is it something else?" I asked touching her stomach to feel her tense then a kick. I had wide eyes and backed away. "Y-You're pregnant." I commented. Shit, is it mine!? No, it might be Jensen's! She fucking slept with him that night! "Get out." I stated glaring at the floor. "Chris it's n-" Once she apologizes I'll forgive her. I can't have that.

"No, just get out. Arthur pack your bags and and your mothers. Get everything you own out!" I ordered sternly turning my glare at Emily. Spinee was licking her hand as if trying to comfort her in my behalf. "Spinee, come 'ere." I ordered glaring at Emily more. She wiped away her tears and stood up. Spinee whimpered and walked away.

"I... I love you, Christopher Robert Evans and if you want to lose all contact with me I'm alright with that if that's what makes you happy. Goodbye, old pretty man." She said walking towards me and took my hand.

I frowned looking down. She was almost my height, but she's still small. "I wanted to give you this the day we got Moose, but I was to embarassesd." She said putting a box on my hand and walked towards Moose who looked frightened and she started to get everything she owned. Shit, my heart was breaking, but it's for the best. I can't be with a... cheater. "Dad, I did what... Mom!" Arthur yelled dropping the bags as he saw Emily crying again. I turned as not to make myself feel more guilty. "Da-" I cut him off. "I'm not your Dad. Get out... Both of you." I ordered looking for Minka's number. "What... Dad, I don't understand... You don't love us anymore?" Arthur asked in a shaky voice. "Yes! I never loved any of you! I just wanted your mom for her cooking. (Where the fuck did that come from!?) Now get out." I ordered feeling my heart getting pierced and irritated.

I heard Arthur sniff then he punched my leg. I frowned looked at Arthur who was already crying. "You're just like my dead father! You left mom for someone else! You're no better than my bastard of a father you son of a bitch!" Arthur cursed. My body moved on its own and slapped him. "Arthur, stop! Cussing isn't good even if you're mad it isn't an excuse!" Emily scolded wiping her tears again and carried Arthur away from me, but he was trying to fight. "Moose, guard him." Emily ordered putting him down in front of Moose. She walked towards me and stopped so we were looking straight into each others eyes and inches apart. I could kiss he-NO YOU'RE MAD AT HER! KEEP IT TOGETHER DAMN IT!

"You're no better than his former father. You know what his father did to him and yet here you are repeating history." She said pushing me back. I was to shocked to move. I was compared to a heart-less bastard and a sorry excuse for a father. Emily got her phone out.

"Hey, Jensen. Can you get me and Arthur here in Mr. Evan's home?

Yeah, ugh, something happened.

We're fine, just...get us, please.

Yeah, it's alright if he tags along. Wait, can you go get Bradley in the apartment, please?

Yup, no I just need to see him

Thanks, byeeee." She ended the call checking Arthur's cheek.

It took everything I had not to walk towards her and throw that phone on the damned wall. I fucking hate this feeling of jealousy right now...

"Does it hurt?" She asked gently caressing his cheek. Arthur nods trying to stop his tears from falling. "You don't mind me getting ice, mister?" She asked standing up. I shook my head not confident about my voice if I speak. I might have shouted at her. She nods and walks towards the fridge and got a small amount of ice and put it in a small clean rag.

"Here, put it on your cheek. It will help the bruise from forming." She said rubbing his head then walked towards their bags and carried it out the door. "We'll wait outside. Thank you for the ice, mister." She said putting the ice in the sink and dried the rag. Moose and Spinee hugged each other as Emily, Arthur, and Moose went out the door. The door closed and Spinee turned to me. "What?" I asked in a shaky voice as he walked towards the window.

I followed after him to see Jensen, Jared, and Bradley around Emily. Jared took Arthur in his arms and I felt my heart clench as I saw the tears streaming down his face, but that wasn't the worst part. Emily was hugging Jensen and Jensen reciprocating the hug. Bradley was taking the bags in the car. What hurt me more was Jensen kissed Emily and Emily froze. She didn't kiss back though. Instead she pulled away covering her mouth. I smirked, that made me smile, but as they talked, Emily walked towards Jensen again and she kissed him.

My heart clenched more and I punched the window. They pulled away, but Emily shook her head. Jensen nodded and he lead her in the car. He glared at me as they went in the car and drove away. I turned and sat on a chair. I hate myself for doing that, but I called Minka anyway and asked for a date. I opened the box and it revealed a locket with my parents and siblings pictures on one side and our picture in the other. Shit, I can't wear this or look at it.

Emily

We sat by the porch as I cried. I heard a car pull over as I looked up and smiled sadly. Jensen immediately jumped out the car before it even stopped. I chuckled and met him halfway as we hugged. "Are you alright?" He whispered as I shook my head and buried my head on the crook of his neck. "I'm going to do something that might get a reaction from him." Jensen whispered as we pulled away. I was about to ask when he kissed me. I froze not knowing what to do. I pulled away and covered my mouth. "You have to kiss if we really want a reaction." Jensen stated as I slowly nodded and walked towards him and pulled him in for another kiss. It felt wrong. Everything felt wrong! We heard a thump and I pulled away shaking my head and walked towards Bradley who engulfed in a hug. I smiled sadly at him.

We reached home and Sebastian greeted us. "Emily, I'm so sorry." Jensen said sadly. I smiled and poked his forehead and pushed it back. "It's not your fault. Don't feel sorry." I said stopping my tears. He sighed and kissing my forehead. "See you soon." He said smiling. I nodded as Jared hugged me too and gave me gummies. I laughed closing the door behind me. I walked towards the kitchen to see Sebastian and Bradley crossing their arms. I frowned raising a brow. "Do you want us to beat him up?" Bradley asked. I shook my head feeling tears stream down my face. They walked towards me and hugged me.

"Looks like it's dejavu. You got your heart broken again." Seb commented smoothening my hair. I chuckled hugging Bradley tighter. I started sobbing harder remembering the moments in Chris' house. "You need fresh air. A fresh start. I'm leaving in three days. Come with me." Bradley said rubbing my back. I chuckled smiling. "You're babying me again, but I'll take that offer." I said pulling away. "Good! I'm gonna call Alana. You need girl time with her." Seb said taking his phone out. "Go get changed. We'll handle Arthur and Moose." Bradley said pushing me towards my room.

I laughed walking in and into the bathroom. I showered and changed into all black. "Emily, did you have too?" Bradley asked shaking his head. "Well sorry for feeling sad and angry right now." I defended as Alana showed up in black as well. "Suits you." She commented smiling. I laughed hugging her. "I missed hanging out with you." I said pulling away. "Same here, now come. We're going to go shopping." She said smiling. "Bye guys. Take care of Arthur and Moose or you're dead." I hollered as went out.

"How do you feel?" Alana asked worried. I smiled sadly. "Better than awhile back." I replied smiling. "Good, I was supposed to meet up with some friends. I want you to meet them." She said smiling as went in the mall. "Alana!" A girl exclaimed with dark wavy hair. "Hi guys! This is Emily. Emily these are my friends Colin, Luke, John, and Grant. This other girl right her is my sister, Katie." She introduced.

"Torchwood!" I exclaimed happily. "Oh, a fan?" John asked smiling. "H-How are you here?!" I asked poking his arm softly. It felt so unrealistic. He laughed putting an arm around me and we all walked towards Pizza Hut. Yes! I've been craving pizza. I sat between him and Colin. We talked about their acting then we planned to do some shopping after we eat.

John was checking out some bloke from another table. I tried to hide my laughter, but he caught me and raised a brow. "You're not gonna tell me off?" He asked smiling. I shook my head no. "I don't like the fact that you're gay, but you're a human being and have the right to fall in love with anyone you want. Who are you checking out anyway, hmm?" I asked looking at the direction to see Chris smiling with another woman. My heart clenched and it was pierced by a thousand knives.

"Are you alright?" Luke and Colin asked worriedly. "I'm fine guys serio-" Colin cut me off by cupping my cheek. "He's your ex, yeah?" He asked in his beautiful Irish accent. I bit my lip, closed my eyes, and nodded. "John get his attention." He ordered pushing my face up gently. "Can you see him?" He asked smiling. I used my peripheral vision to the right and saw Chris facing us. He was smiling and he pretended not to see us. "That son of a bitch." Alana stated as her hands clenched. "He's the guy who dumped you four hours ago?" Grant asked glaring at Chris and Minka. "Don't say it like that." Luke scolded. I smiled looking down.

"We'll just have to pretend until they leave or as we finish our food, alright?" He asked smiling. I looked into his eyes and smiled. "I don't mind." I said smiling. He smiled back and let my face go, but put a secure arm around my waist. I chuckled as we all ate trying to calm down the three because they could see what they were doing and Katie would just describe what was happening to us. We all finished and stood up.

"We're going to buy you dresses and everything a fangirl needs. Which one do you want to buy first?" Alana asked smiling. "The normal one first." I replied as we went out Pizza Hut. I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "You're hurting inside." John stated taking my arm in his. I smiled sadly. "I'm trying to cover it." I whispered as they all went ahead. "Well I see through that mask because I've experienced it. Tell me what really happened." He whispered and pulled me closer. I smiled laying my head on his shoulder. Well tried to since he was freaking tall.

"I went for a check-up a month ago to find out I was pregnant with Chris' baby, but I went drinking two nights ago and didn't tell him. I ended up doing something I didn't expect myself to do." I said as we went in the shop. "What did you do?" He asked as we looked at some dresses. "I kissed my best friend in work, Jensen. Then someone pictured it and sent it flying around the media. Chris found out this morning and got mad. We made up, but he thinks that this is Jensen's baby because he couldn't accept the fact it's his or he's just unaware." I finished seeing a sunday dress. It was plain, but I liked the zig-zag pattern it had at the back.

"You both are at fault so don't start blaming yourself, alright?" John said getting the dress and pushing me towards the fitting room. I smiled and fitted the dress. Damn, I need help with the back part. "John?" I called. "He's not here at the moment. Do you need anything?" Colin asked. I smiled and got out. "Could you help me with this please? Alana or John are nowhere in sight." I replied smiling. He smiled back and helped me do the pattern at the back. "You look beautiful." Colin commented smiling. I blushed and twirled.

"Perfect!" Alana exclaimed as she came with John carrying her bags. Katie, Grant and Luke came with several bags as well. "Oh you both look cute! Stand beside each other and give me your phone, Emily." Alana ordered smiling. I chuckled and gave her my phone. Colin smiled and put an arm around me as I smiled wrapped my arms around his neck. "Awe! You two look so cute! Seriously!" Katie commented. I blushed as Alana gave back my phone. "You need to buy more so go back and change. Colin wait for her. We'll meet you guys by the fandom shops in the third floor." Alana said smiling. I smiled back and changed quickly. Colin helped me choose my accessories, toppers, pants, skirts, even shoes. "Thank you so much! This was a lot of fun!" I exclaimed hugging him. He smiled patting my back. "We better go to them." He said grinning. I smiled and we walked towards the escalator then we walked towards the fandom shops.

I ran towards the Doctor Who and saw a doctor who huggable pillow! I am getting this, ah! The charm bracelet! I'll get that too. Oh! Also that T-shirt! Oh my! The trench coat! I'm getting that too! We shopped then went to the Supernatural one and bought more. Colin laughed at me when we reached our friends. I grinned like a fool looking at all the things we bought. I bought Colin a present too to thank him! I'll give it before we part ways. "Gosh, Emily. I think it was a bad idea to call for shopping. Poor Colin is carrying everything." Alana teased. "That's not true." I protested making a pouty face. Everyone gasped. I blinked and raises a brow. "What?" I asked. "Y-You just... pouted! So adorable!" Alana exclaimed hugging me. I laughed as we pulled away. "Alright, time to bring you home. Sebby and Bradley are getting worried. " Alana said smiling.

I chuckled as we all pilled in John's car. We all talked about our upcoming projects then we reahed the apartment and I saw Jensen's and Jared's car. I frowned as we got out. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked feeling a bit dizzy. "We wanted to check up on you before you left." Jensen replied hugging him. I smiled and hugged him back. "You guys didn't have to." I replied pulling away. "So you're Jensen, huh? Did you like kissing our little Emily here?" John teased putting an arm around my shoulder. I hit his rib. "Ouch!" He hissed rubbing his rib. "Don't tease him." I stated frowning at him. He laughed and kissed my forehead. "See ya inside. Colin bring Emily's things inside!" John hollered as they walked in.

"Who was that?" Jensen asked glaring at John's back. I laughed. "He's John Barrowman, amazing guy. Anyway, what do you mean before I leave?" I asked looking at Jared. "Sebastian called and said you were leaving tonight. We told Eric that you need a break for six months or maybe a year, but please come back somewhere by August next year, alright?" Jared asked smiling. I smiled hugging him. "I'm gonna miss both of you." I whispered as Jensen joined the hug as well. "We know. We'll miss you too." Jensen whispered as they both kissed my head. We pulled away and said our goodbyes as I walked in.

They were all sitting on the couch and floor exhausted. I laughed sitting beside Colin. "Here." I said handing him the bracelet with my number on it. "Thanks, you have your number on it." He commented. I nodded and leaned on him. "You still want to hangout when we get to Europe?" He asked blushing. "If it's not to much to ask." I said smiling. "Of course it's not too much. I'll call you then." He said patting my leg. I chuckled as we all fell asleep. It was 3 in the afternoon.

"Wake up! Both of you! We'll all miss the flight if that happens!" Bradley yelled. I yawned and opened my eyes to see I hugged Colin. "Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! I should've warned you that I hug people when I sleep." I said pulling away. He laughed helping me up. I smiled thankfully as we all headed for the car. Arthur sat between us as we all talked about where we were from. "I like you accent." Arthur said smiling. Colin laughed and ruffled his hair. "Thank you." He said playing with Arthur. I turned to Sebastian. "Can he come pleaseeeee?" I begged. He laughed. "He is coming alright. Little bugger practically forced us to let him come with you and Moose." Seb replied smiling. I smiled and kissed his forehead. "You sneaky boy." I whispered. He grinned and we got out to see we were in the airport.

"Take care of our little sister ok? Help her raise Arthur, Moose and her coming babies." Sebby said smiling with Alana. We waved good bye and walked towards the bag check. Colin pulled me beside him and Bradley came before John could take the seat. "Aw, Bradley. I wanted to stay with your sister." John said sadly. "You can stay in front of us with Katie, Arthur and Luke. I'm sitting with her." Bradley said smirking. They stared at each other before we all started laughing. This is going to be an interesting ride.

Colin fell asleep three hours after the flight. Bradley and I played thumb wrestling and ignored John. "I should've warned you about him." Bradley said taking my hand in both of his. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "The minute I saw him... I knew something bad would happen and now look at you. Broken hearted soon to be mother. Emily... I'm so sorry." Bradley apologized letting tears fall. "Bradley, it was worth it getting my heart broken. At least I was able to stay with him for a time and I loved it. You don't have to feel bad for something you didn't cause." I said smiling. He wiped his tears and hugged me. "I swear we're going to help you riase both your children." He said smiling. I smiled hugging him back. We fell asleep after an hour of catching up.

Sebastian

I sighed as we drove back to the apartment. "I miss her to, Sebby." Alana whispered as we laid in my bed. I smiled kissing her forehead. Someone was knocking on the door. I frowned and got to the door to see Chris looking like a wreck. "Woah, what are you doing here?" I asked glaring. He hurt her. I knew he'd do that, but he made her happy that's what matters. "I-Is Emily and Arthur here?" He asked hopeful. It's been a week since they left. I'm happy there's Skype since we can see each other even if it's not in person. "W-Where is she?" He asked worried. "UK with Bradley, Arthur, and Moose. What do you want?" I asked. "I wanted too..." He chuckled and shook his head. "What am I doing here? I'm sorry to bother you. See you around." He said walking away. I frowned and closed the door. "Who was it?" Alana asked frowning. "Chris... He waited for a week to check-up on her." I stated shaking my head. "He does still have feelings for her." She commented smiling. I smiled and we sat on the couch watching Doctor Who. We might see Emily as an extra again.