Emily

I sighed burying my head between my knees and hugged my knees towards me. I hate feeling like this. It's been so long since I felt sadness like this... "Emily? Are you alright?" A familiar voice asked as I stayed in my position. I felt heat beside me as I took a peak to see Dylan staring at me. "What?" I asked looking down again. "I just wanted to check on you." He replied smiling. "Dylan O'Brien, you know I hate liars so tell me why you're really here." I snapped sniffing. "Amelia Stan, do you really think low of me? Can't I just check on my cousin after what her fiancé did?" Dylan asked frowning. I chuckled shaking my head.

"Sorry... I'm just... I'm moody I guess." I replied sighing. "Moody? Moody is an understatement! No, I'd say you're just snappy because you're looking for someone to vent anger on." He replied smiling. I rolled my eyes and looked at him. "Oh... Man, you better treat me for letting you use my favorite hankie." He teased handing me his hankie. I laughed weakly. I took it and wiped my tears. "You know, it's the first time I saw you cry in person and not just in tv while acting." He commented sighing. I chuckled and held onto his hankie. "So... you want to talk about?" He asked as I sighed and looked at the stars. "I guess. I can't tell me brothers since they'll fuss over me. I can't Arthur because he's going to punch the daylights out of my fiancé. I can't tell my twins since they might cry and I most definitely will not tell my fiancé because he's a prick." I replied frowning. "So that sums up to you telling me since I apparently have no clue about that guy aside from he's a man-child." He replied grinning. I rolled my eyes and smiled. My man-child.

He raised a brow after a minute I didn't stop talking. "Alright fine. Let's start with..."

Flashback

"Babe, I'll go and get some groceries, do you guys want anything?" Chris asked smiling. "Chocolate!" The three replied in unison. I smiled and watched Chris laugh. I smiled dreamily. I still can't believe I ended up with him. An amazing, adorable, cute, guy who has been my crush since forever. "What about you? Do you want anything?" He asked wrapping his arms around my shoulder. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "I'd like ice cream if it's alright." I replied as he grinned on my neck. "Chocolate or Cookies and Cream?" He asked as Art passed by covering his eyes. I laughed and kissed his nose. "Both!" I exclaimed pulling away as he smiled and captured my lips in a slow and passionate kiss. I smiled tasting mint.

We pulled away and I smirked. "Spit the gum out." I stated as he groaned and got a piece of paper for his gum. "I'll see you in a bit." He said smiling and he gave me one last kiss before rushing out the door. I sighed leaning on the counter as Dylan came in yawning. "Morning." He greeted sitting beside the twins. "Fix your hair!" I exclaimed as Mimi stood on the chair and played with his hair. "Morning, baby sister!" Sebby exclaimed hugging me tightly. "Ow! Morning to you too! Get of me!" I exclaimed trying push him away as Dylan laugh. "Aw, Bradley, our sister hates me!" Sebby exclaimed in fake hurt. "Shut up, Sebby." I mumbled blushing.

"Uhm... Seb, can I talk with you for a sec." Bradley stated uneasily. I eyed him a he smiled nervously and Sebby let me go as they walked towards the living room. I frowned and turned to Dylan. "Watch them." I ordered silently following my brothers.

"You can't be fucking serious! He wouldn't do that!

Want to bet on it? It already says it in the news damn it!

I know! I can see that! But... I don't understand how he can do that now that they're finally engaged."

I frowned as Sebby replied weakly and rubbed his face. I walked towards them and smiled falsely. "What are you both talking about, hmm?" I asked as they jumped and smiled. "N-Nothing!" Sebastian lied smiling nervously. "Sebastian Stan, you know I hate being lied to so you better tell me now." I stated glaring. He gulped and sighed, handing me the iPad.

Chris Evans spotted smooching with Minka in front of grocery store! Are Chris and Emily calling off the engagement?

The iPad almost broke if Bradley didn't catch it. "Emily, a-are you alright?" Bradley asked worriedly. I smiled brightly and blinked to delay the tears. "Yeah! I'm uh.. fine. I-I just need air." I replied rushing out back and sat on the porch.

End of Flashback

"And then you came out here." I replied sighing. "And I thought you were going to share about what happened before your first break-up!" He exclaimed frowning. I laughed shaking my head. "I am not telling you that just yet." I stated smiling. "Aw, come on! Why not?!" He asked innocently. "Oh do not give me that tone, Dylan!" I exclaimed trying to hide my smile. "But seriously, why not?" He asked frowning seriously. I sighed and smiled at him. "Dylan, I really like you and all since you are less annoying and all, but you haven't earned my trust enough to know how I felt, I'm really sorry Dylan." I stated cringing in the process since I know he could either leave me and go back inside or we stay in awkward silence.

He chuckled shaking his head. "Do you really want to know why I'm here and not with my sister?" He asked looking at the sky. I raised a brow at him. "You don't have to to te-" He cut me off. "No... I have too. Emily, you are the closest person I have right now aside from ou-your brothers in there. Besides, I rater you know it from me than the media..." He stated pausing. I waited for him to continue. He made lots of slip ups since the day he got here which is either saying our or my towards any of us siblings. I've had Murdock check him, but I'm not sure if it was true.

"I also didn't want those two knowing since they really wouldn't know what to say or they make me feel worse... And I really want to earn you trust here so shush a minute and listen." He stated looking back at me in the eye. I had wide eyes with the sadness in his eyes. I bit my lip to comment on that. "I had to get out of our place because my girlfriend I had a break. Well, we needed the break because while I'm away at work she usually stays home and I... I messed up. This girl from set was joking about our relationship together and my girlfriend believed it and said we needed a break though I apologized and I'm uh... How do I say this... I'm your..." He trailed off blushing. Guess Murdock's info is correct. "Our brother who was kept from us all these years?" I asked raising a brow. He had wide eyes and gulped. I chuckled pulling him for a hug.

"You didn't have to tell me, but you know I was telling you sooner or later. The info you gave me just now is proof enough." I stated as he chuckled and leaned on me. "Damn, having an even older sister who didn't know you exist has its perks." He commented smiling. "Oh shut up, Dylan. You're starting to sound like Sebby and Bradley." I teased as he laughed and hugged as well. "No one better know about our position. It's embarrassing." He mumbled as I chuckled and sighed.

"I was a wreck actually when Chris broke it off with me for the first time. It was hard raising kids and juggling work with them. Then seeing him with another girl was piercing my heart even more. I even kissed Jensen Ackles because I was so angry and hurt. You should ask Arthur about it. I was crying all night because I didn't know how to raise my children without a father and I was so so young back then plus I even felt guilty because I kissed Jensen. I love my kids and I'm so happy I had them aside from their disobedience, they're really really adorable. The second time I barely remember because it wasn't really a reason since we weren't even together. The third time, well, I kissed James McAvoy because I was angry as well because I saw Minka in his house with Arthur in it. Then now this, I should've known better you know."

I sighed as he pulled away and let me lean in him instead. "And I thought I was the wreck." He teased as I punched his rib lightly. "Ow! They're right! You have one hell of a punch." He commented rubbing his rib. We stayed in silence and I slowly pulled away from me. I frowned looking at him and smiled. "Emily, I love you and all, but I will not let you give up on your relationship. I'm sorry in advance." He stated kissing my cheek and stood up. I frowned and followed him with my eyes to see a blushing Chris walk out and Dylan went. I glared at him. "Dylan, I swear the first chance I see your face after this, I'm going to punch you on your ribs twice!" I hollered as Chris sat down beside with a hand behind his back.

"What, Evans?" I asked doing the best poker face I have as I saw a glint of light in my peripheral vision. "Emily, I swear to you I had nothing to do with Minka in the grocery. I thought she was really apologizing. Emily, I love you and I'd never... I'd never let you feel that again. I... I heard everything from the start of your confession of how you felt... That ring is a proof of my love for you and you alone. I hope you'll accept my apology." He stated handing me a bouquet of flowers with one red rose in the middle and yellow tulips around the rose. There were also cookies and cream ice cream and a teddy bear dressed in Gryffindor robes, but had a Slytherin necktie. I grinned trying to hide it with a bite to my lip. "Please don't do that." He whispered cupping my cheek. The look in his eyes were so sincere. I could not not forgive him even if this could possibly be not the last time this would happen, but I don't care anymore.

"And why not?" I asked raising a brow and bit my lip again. "Please don't." He begged as I took the bear and hugged it tightly. "Thank goodness, I thought you weren't going to forgive me because I'd really be heartbroken then I'll go drinking and do-" I cut him off with a chaste kiss. He froze and a heard a camera snap. I pulled away pretending not to see that. "I wouldn't let you do that, ever. I'd regret it." I whispered as he smiled and made our foreheads touch. "You know, I never really knew what happened between the times we weren't together until today." He stated rubbing my cheek. I smiled smelling the flowers. "They smell wonderful." I commented as he smiled and handed me a spoon. "You came prepared." I commented smirking. We ate and talked smiling at each other. "Honey, it's Halloween again." He commented as we ate half the ice cream.

"I know." I mumbled sighing. "Do you want to go or just stay home and let the kids have their fun?" He asked as I leaned on him still hugging my bear. "Yeah, I think that would be better." I replied closing my eyes. I feel mentally and physically tired for some reason. I felt arms carry me and next thing I knew, I was asleep on our bed, cuddled up to Chris.