January 12, 2011

1:20pm

Emily

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"Open up, Ems! There's three hours before our flight!" I opened my eyes and frowned feeling something under me. I looked up to see Chris lovingly, staring at me. I remembered what happened just hours go and blushed. He chuckled and leaned on his arms. "Come on, we have to get to your brother before he barges in and sees us like this." He said getting out of the bed. I pulled the comforter off and he slid his arm around my waist as I put an arm around his neck. "Ready?" He asked as I wobbly stood up. I nodded and we walked towards the door just in time before Sebby said another word. "Took you long enough. Chris, go prepare the table." Sebby ordered as he gently pulled me away from Chris. Chris threw me a smile as Sebby closed the door behind him. "We need to talk." He said helping me sit on the bed. "What are we going to talk about?" I asked feeling as if it's about Chris. He sat beside me, but faced the wall opposite to him. "Why were you yelling last night? And I know Chris slept in here last night... on your bed. Ems, why are you hurting yourself like this?" Seb asked frowning. I knew it! I smiled and leaned on his shoulder.

"Sebby, this is the last time I am seeing the man in months... He took care of me ok? Unless you want me shouting all night for him to come to my room while he was in his room on the other side of the house." I replied raising a brow. He chuckled sighing. "I'm just worried, alright? Besides, I know you." He whispered flicking my left ear. "Ow! Asshole!" I yelled slapping his arm. "Ack! Damn it! Did you have to?!" He asked rubbing his arm. I laughed smirking. He shook his head and put an arm around me. "Well, do you feel better? Can you walk? I know you hate going to hospitals so we did what we can here... We uhm... asked Chris's mum for what kind of medication we should give you just an hour ago so here." He handed me a bag. "That bag has some make-up in it to from Alana and Katie. Colin and James would be the one picking us up from the airport since Bradley is sore from soccer trainin yesterday." Sebby said patting my head. "Bradley!? You didn't care to call me when the ass called!?" I asked narrowing my eyes. He laughed and stood up. "Dude, the crutches are here." Chris said getting in the room. "You'll be using these when you get there. Chris will be driving us there." Sebby said handing me the crutches. I laughed putting the crutches under my arms. I laughed navigating the crutches to go forward and back and around. "Ems, you're a pro." Sebby teased. I glared at him and he shut up earning a silent chuckle and smile from Chris. "Foods ready." Chris stated walking towards me. "Let's get you stuffed for the trip." He said smiling. I smiled back and moved my crutches forward to follow him. Sebastian walked behind me just in case I fall. I feel more handicapped then yesterday and nervous actually since Sebastian is a trickster sometimes.

I handed my right crutch to Sebastian and went down slowly. I sighed finally reaching the last flight of stairs. "Emily!" Arthur exclaimed hugging me. I smiled and kissed his forehead. "Hey." I whispered as he let me go. He's growing so fast. I want him to stay with me, but he's been starting to call me by my first name ever since he was still 5 when I let Chris hurt me for the first time. I sighed as he lead me towards the table. "Mama!" The twins exclaimed reaching for me. I smiled brightly as Arthur helped me sit and I carried the twins. "Awe we goin back two Uncle Bwad?" Kier asked smiling excitedly. "Yes, but you have to be good because he's tired." I said patting his head. He nodded and reached for Sebby as he let my crutches lean on the wall beside me. I watched Chris as he sat beside me. "Mummy?" Naomi called getting my attention. I blinked an smiled at her. "Yes?" I asked. "Awe you hungwy?" She asked facing up. I smiled and kissed her cheek. "I want that bacon and pancakes." I whispered as she carefully got some with a fork and put it in our plate. She smiled proudly as we ate. Sebastian teased her and her ears turned red.

"Sebby, don't tease her. Her ears are already burning up." I joined in smirking. Naomi buried her head in the crook of my neck. I smiled and stood up on one foot and started to walk, but strong arms wrapped themselves around my legs and I was carried bridal style. I gasped as Arthur glared at whoever was carrying me. It had to be Chris. Arthur only glares at Chris. No one else. I sighed as he helped us up. Chris let Naomi open the door knob and he pushed the door with is shoulder. He laid us on the bed and gently got Naomi from me. "Get changed. I'll help the twins pack their things." Chris said laying my cruthes behide me and walking away, closing the door behind him. Crap, I'm gonna miss the asshole again. I sighed and stood up with my crutches getting the clothes laid on the bed in the bathroom. I sighed and slowly undressed myself as not to touch my bruises, that asshole did one on me. I slowly put on the clothes as well. I looked at the mirror and looked horrified. I had a broken lip, and some cuts. These would have been cool to look at in the movies. I chuckled shaking my head. What am I thinking? I need to get to UK. I got out just in time for Chris to walk in with my boots. I smiled at him and sighed as I sat on the bed. He came over helping me with the boots. "Thanks." I mumbled as he gave me my crutches. "Your ankle is just dislocated." He commented still not rising. Oh fuck! "I'm sorry, Emily." He whispered putting my bone back. I screamed closing my eyes. "What the fuck did you do?!" Arthur yelled charging for Chris who was just staring. I quickly stood up and it made me feel dizzy. "Arthur... stop. He put my bone back in place. That's all. Go get my bags, please." I ordered slowly squatting. Chris sat with me. "Dizzy?" He asked opening his arms. I smiled and leaned in to his hug, laying my head on his shoulder to ease the dizzy spell.

"Emily?" He asked after a moment of silence. My head felt better now. "Hmm?" I asked staring at the wall in front of me with the pictures my twins drew. "I can't... I can't see you anymore. When tapping starts... I want you to act normal, like we never hooked up." He whispered kissing my head for a long time before gently pulling away. I was to shocked to even look at him. What is this... it's like the fourth or fifth time he is leaving me, but this time... This is for good. I blinked away my tears and supported myself up with the bed post. Chris walked away leaving the door aejar. I limped towards the punching bag behind my closet, I asked the developer to put a secret room inside all the closets, and hung it on the hook. I didn't care to wear protection for my hands since I fell numb. I thought we'd be friends at least, but fuck him! I started punching the bag; left jab, left jab, right jab, left jab, right jab. I continued this pattern until my leg throbbed in pain causing me to collapse gasping for air.

"Mom!"
"Emily! What the hell are you doing!?"

Both Arthur and Sebastian yelled as they saw me gasping for air. "Son of a bitch! Ems, what were you thinking not using gloves and punching with a healing leg! Arthur, go get her kit in the bathroom, please. Meet us in the backyard." Seb ordered carrying me and walking out. "Ems, why?" He whispered as we walked by the twins and Chris. I glared at the back of his head. "Mom!" The twins yelled as we passed by them to get to the backyard. Seb opened the door and laid me on one of the chair. It was the long chair thingy. The twins and Chris came after us and Chris had that guilty look in his eyes, but looked away instead. That's right asshole! Look fucking guilty! "Mom! Jensen and Jared are here!" Arthur hollered as they entered the backyard. "Shit! Emily, what the hell happened to you?!" Jared asked as he got in. I smiled shaking my head. "She might have broken some bones on her left hand according to the swelling." Jensen commented. "Might! I didn't break any bones damn it! Just get me aspirin and patch up my hands please!" I yelled. They shut up and did as I ordered. Jared and Jensen were giving me that 'We're driving you there' look. "Sebastian, we'll drive you guys. Chris, you can go now. She's fine without you here." Jensen bluntly said glaring at Chris. He nodded and left without looking back at me, but he said bye to the twins. I glared at the door and faced front to see the men raising a brow at me and crossing their arms. "He's the reason, isn't he, Emily?" Arthur asked glaring. I sighed chuckling. "Partly." I replied looking at my twins helping each other up. "Come on. We've got like an hour to get to the airport. Are you sire your knuckles and fingers are fine?" Jared asked gently helping me up. I smiled and clenched my fists to feel small pain in my left hand.

"It's fine, Jar. Let's go. I need to get out if here." I replied smiling. "Leaving so soon again?" Gen asked as she helped us in the van. We talked about everything as we reached the airport. "Aw, see you in two months!" Gen exclaimed hugging me. "Take care if him." I whispered hugging her tightly as well. "See you guys around. I'll be back after two months since we'll be tapping my scenes then. I love you guys!" I hollered as we rushed to reach our flight. Sebastian and Arthur carried the bags as I carried the twins. "Flight to London, please proceed to gate 6. I repeat, passengers going ob the London flight, please proceed to gate 6. Thank you." The announcer announced as we were already at the bridge. Sebastian pushed the people away for us. Sebastian stayed with my twins as I stayed with Arthur. His eyelids started to fall. "Come, sleep here sweetie." I whispered laying his head on my shoulder. I smiled drifting of as well.