Monday, January 11, 2011

9:30am

Emily

I woke up in my room with clean clothes and Arthur, Naomi, and Kieren glaring at me. "Morning." I whispered smiling. Naomi and Kieren started to tear up, but Arthur comforted them. "Shhhh, mom's alright. Nothing happened." He whispered hugging them then walked towards me. "Emily, what the fuck happened?" He touched my forehead. I smiled and held his hand. "I'm fine, I ran too far away from my routine that's all. Arthur, you should be calling me Mom." I whispered kissing his hand. He frowns. "You were running from him... weren't you?" He asked after a long pause. I sighed an smiled at him. "You got me." I whispered smiling sadly. He pulled away and ran out the room. Shit, I got up slowly with the help of my twins. "Mommy, no! Don't move!" Naomi yelled. I smiled at her and kissed her forehead. I leaned on the wall for support and immediately heard yelling from the kitchen.

I cautiously went down the stairs and headed for the kitchen.

"You fucking left her, broke her heart thrice and then this happens to her when you come back!

I didn't mean too, Arthur! Watch your words!

You're not my father or family! You don't have the fucking right to tell me jack squat!

Arthur, enough! Why are you blaming everything on me anyway, huh!? Why don't you blame your mother once in a while! She decides what she does and it got her almost fucking violated!"

Ouch, he really thought like that? I collapsed leaning on the wall behind the kitchen for support.

"No, you fucking jackass! Listen to me carefully and listen well because after this... You better get the hell out of house or so help me God... I will call the cops and put a restraining order on you!

You can't fucking do that!

Oh, I will and I can! Emily was running from you this morning, asshole! She didn't want to get hurt or to get in too deep with you and she ran as fast as she can not caring where she went... She wanted to keep a distance from you to stop you from hurting her even more! She has taken care of us more than you could! She has provided us with a home and father once in a while! I want her to be happy not hurt so don't you ever dare try contacting her after this day! I don't care that you are going to work with her in the Avengers movie... JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!

Arthur, I know I haven't been a good man to her and you guys, but I do want to be a small part of your lives. Even if that means the twins will be spending time with me... a hour a month or even a year. I just want to be part of their lives and hers!

But you can't! You have a girlfriend to take care of!

Arthur, you're not listening! I'm not asking you're mom to be my girlfriend here! I'm trying to tell you I want to be part of their lives even just as a friend."

I appeared wincing at every movement walking towards Arthur before he could say anything else.

"What Arthur is trying to say is that you... you can never be part of our lives even as a friend. You've hurt me too much that I feel nothing but hatred towards you at the moment. When people see you with my children... They'll make rumors which will destroy our careers and I don't want that for any of us. Let me re-phrase what I said... At the moment you can't be a friend to us, but maybe someday. I'm only letting you stay here because of Sebasti..an." I whispered feeling my head ache. "Mom!" Arthur exclaimed as I collapsed almost hitting the ground if Sebby didn't catch me.

"Damn it, Emily. Chris, please... Go. She needs rest and she has to travel tomorrow. You can come here if you want, but avoid my sister." Sebastian stated carrying me. I looked up to see everything blurred. I frowned blinking to feel tears streaming down my face. "Shhh, it's alright. You're alright. He's gone." Sebby whispered walking up the stairs. I cried on his chest. "Please get these kids to class." I whispered as he laid me on bed. He smiled and kissing my forehead. "I know. Get some rest." He whispered as darkness surrounded me.

6:40pm

I yawned waking up to see Chris sitting on the chair beside the window reading. "What the hell are you doing here? Sebby told you to leave." I whispered leaning on the headboard. "Hey, take it easy, wonder woman. Seb called me back and told me to take care of you till tomorrow and drive you to the airport while he took care of the kids. He'll be going after you with the kids." Chris replied getting the cold towels from bedside table. I frowned and looked down again to see I'm wearing new clothes again. I frowned looking up to see vomit on my earlier clothes. Right... I sighed and laid down again. I just want to heal both emotionally, mentally, and physically. "Here, eat this." He reached out the spoon with soup in it. "Thanks." I mumbled opening my mouth to eat. He fed me everything in awkward silence. "Seb is downstairs with the kids if you're wondering." He said smiling. I smiled back and tried to get out of bed while he was gone. I almost fell if he didn't come running to catch me. "Don't move damn it! At least wait for tomorrow! You could've injured yourself further!" He scolded carrying me back to bed. I stayed silent and hid my blush. "Thanks." I mumbled as he gently laid me on the bed.

6:55pm

"What do you want to do now?" He asked closing the door behind him. I frowned seeing his knuckles bleeding. "Carry me to the bathroom, please." I replied swinging my legs out of bed. He frowned, but did as I asked. "Are you gonna take a bath or something?" He frowned confused. I chuckled shaking my head. "Hand me the first aid kit behind the mirror and sit down." I replied as he helped me sit on the edge of the tub. This was going to be my payment to him for saving me. He got the kit and sat by me. I gently reached for his hand and cautiously washed the dried blood with water from the tub. He hissed occasionally, but shut up. I then applied betadine and wrapped his hand in bandages. "Why?" Hr asked. I smiled and kissed his knuckles one by one. "It's payment for saving me earlier." I replied smiling. "I could ask you the same thing you know." I continued looking up.

"I care. I know you don't believe that, but I care about you. I care a lot. Emily, I still love you." He whispered caressing my hand. I smiled and faced him. "As much as I want to believe... I just can't. Can you bring Me back to my room. I want to sleep." I said staring at the wall. He sighed and carried me towards the bed and laid me gently. "Can you hand me Inkheart, please?" I asked smiling. He smiled back and have it. "Thanks." I opened on the page where I stopped and read.