Dedicated to fairygames I know lifes tough on u right now just hang in there it'll get better
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{Maka pov}

I cried in bed. I've been doing it ever since soul got a girlfriend. He seemed so happy without me.  Truth was I loved him but he would never love me back.

I sighed and decided I needed to eat. I got up and whipped my tears. I lazily went to the kitchen and opend the fridge. Empty. I sighed.  I'll just go to burger king.

-Time skip at burger king-

I walked in and was about to order my food when I saw my friends. They were all sitting down and eating. Only they were with soul and his girlfriend. They looked so happy without me.

They didn't even seem out of place.  They we're fine without me. They've replaced me. I ran out before they could see me.

I ran straight back to the apartment. I closed the door and sunk back. I felt like Chrona when he hid in his coner only for me it was the door.

I thought. Why wouldn't they invite me or at least tell me they were hanging out? They probably did this a lot. Wonder what I have to live for. Soul had his girlfriend I made him into a death scythe. 

I accomplished my goal. Now I have nothing. I cried harder. I should just die. I thought about this. Wasn't like anyone would care anyway. I got up and went to the kitchen and got out a knife.

I stared at it for a while. So sharp.  I pointed it to my stomach and started to dip it into my skin.  It stung I looked and blood started to show. It hurt but I kept inching it in. Then the door opend. 

I heard footsteps. Then soul came into sight. He saw me with wide eyes and ran to me. He screamed my name and took the knife from my hand. I tried  to get out of his grip but he was too strong. 

"Maka what the hell were you thinking!" He yelled at me. I kept my head down the pain still hard. "Maka DAMMIT ANSWER ME!" he yelled his voice.

I looked at him with a tear stained face. He pulled me into a tight hug.  "Don't you ever fucking do that again you here me maka" he said hugging me harder. The pain was still there but I hugged back.

"I I thought nobody cared about m me" I studderd. "I care about you dummy" he said.  I pulled back.  "No you don't if you did you would've saw I was depressed" I said looking down.

"Maka I can't know everything thats why you need to talk to me about these things" he said sincerely. This got me mad. "Ok when could've i've talked to you you were always busy with your girlfriend!" I yelled. 

He stared at me for a second. Then started to laugh. I couldn't see what was so funny.  "What's so funny!" I said with a raised voice.  "Maka where you jealous?" He said smiling.

I blushed.  "W what? Of course not " I said my head turned. "Well you don't have to be anymore I broke up with her" he said.

I starred at him. "Why would you do that? I thought you loved her" I said. "Nope dummy I love you" he said. He then kissed me. I starred wide eyed.  "R really?" I asked.

"Of course " he said. I smiled.  "And I love you too and I promise not to ever try that ever again " I said knowing my word was true. He grinned.  "Good now lets patch you up" he said.

Yeah I got up with the help of soul. My friend/lover.