Sad not feeling for a happy one.
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Makas pov

While you were full of life I was dying inside.

I'm a terrible person. Soul's happy but why can't I be happy for him? He's getting a music scholarship and going to Italy. Yet i'm being selfish and just keep telling him not to go. I find myself in an endless argument with him constantly. He yells and says he's going and I yell for him to not. I'm a terrible person.

Your light shined while mine was turning dark.

He was so happy. Attending basketball games, party's, and lot's of fun things while I layed in bed with my thoughts. Just imagining everything a knife could do.

You cheered and laughed while I cried and shouted for someone to help me but no one heard.

I should've told them something. At least told tsubaki or liz maybe even blackstar how I was feeling, but instead I thought they would notice and help me. I expected too much and got so little instead. If they did catch the sadness in my eyes it would be just a pat on the back saying it was gonna be okay.

You live in the moment while i'm worried about the future just waiting for when that "everything will be okay" day will come.

I saw soul happy as one could be. I sat on the bench and looked at the sky wondering when that day of peace will come. I then stared at soul jealous of how he would always be at peace.

You finally realized when I was finally dead.