Thirty-One
Trigger warning.
Jin pulled away from Jungkook and glared at him, "do you not have any shame or respect for me?" How could he dare call him sexy at a time like this?
Jungkook closed his eyes and ran his hands through his hair. This omega never stops, always has something to say to rebuttal anything he does or tries doing. Then he becomes the bad guy when he acts out.
Jin could sense Jungkook getting into a rage, but he didn't care. He walked around Jungkook and into the kitchen, feeding himself and the baby was more important than the Alpha's oncoming rage. He bent over to pick up a pot he needed to prepare breakfast from underneath the cabinet where they were stored.
After retrieving it, he turned with it in his hand to walk to the sink to rinse it out but stopped when he came face to face with Jungkook, who seized his wrist, spinning him around, making the pot fall from his hand and bowing him over onto the kitchen counter.
Jungkook held both Jin's wrist behind his back and pressed himself against Jin's ass. Jin wiggled, trying to push Jungkook away, but he couldn't. Jungkook smirks watching Jin wiggle, the feeling of him rubbing against him, the images he was getting in his head causes him to make a note of where he wanted to fuck him the next time they had sex.
"You have all this mouth, yet comparing to me, you are so fucking weak. When are you going to realize that a mere omega like you is no match for an Alpha like me? I am warning Seokjin, the sooner you realize who is in charge around here, the better your life will be. Now, get up, make us breakfast, we need to talk."
Jungkook releases his hold on Jin's wrist and then slaps him on his ass twice before walking away from him to the other side of the counter.
"You are an asshole!" Jin spat towards Jungkook when he stood up straight, holding onto the counter for support. His back hurt him so much, and he couldn't hide it. Taking his hand, he started massaging his lower back. "If you don't want the baby, tell me, we can get rid of it!" He screamed at Jungkook with tears in his eyes. Once again, he didn't care; he was in pain.
"What did you just say?" Jungkook walks back over to Jin, confining him to the counter as he blocks his way.
"You heard me, what's the point of repeating myself? You keep hurting me, tossing me around, can't your stupid ass alpha self realize you are not only hurting me but the baby! You want me to respect you, how about you stop acting like a fucking whiny ass alpha and BE an Alpha that thinks about his omega and his child! Not a cheater and an abuser! I mean for fucksakes, what kind of Alpha seeks pleasure in having an omega and a baby harmed? You are sick, you fucking psycho!"
Flashback
"Hobi, you can do this without Yoongi. He is a prick for leaving you like this, but you have me, you have Taehyung, you don't need him, the baby doesn't need it. I warned you though, I told you-"
Hoseok pushed away his brother, who was hugging him and trying to reassure him that everything was going to be okay after finding out he was pregnant and rejected by Yoongi, the baby's father, the love of his life.
"Stop! Now is not the time for a reminder of your warning. Yes, you warned, fuck you told me he wasn't the one, but I didn't expect he would be anything like you and Taehyung. Forgive me if I thought he would be different."
Jungkook growled at the insult his brother was throwing at him. "When the fuck did this become about Taehyung and me? Did either one of us get you pregnant and reject you. You were a blind omega running after love, which I have fucking told you time and time again does not exist! You had no business sleeping with him, but you wanted this, you asked for this, now you got what you wanted, and you want to blame me? Are you fucking crazy?"
"I had no business sleeping with him? But it's perfectly okay for you, him, Taehyung, Namjoon, to run around and sleep with any omega you want? I hate you guys so much! Your behavior towards Omegas is so fucked up. Do you even fucking realize that an Omega is the reason why you are here! Yet you act high and mighty. I wish someone could fuck you and get you pregnant, then reject you. No, forget that I wish you find an Omega, which is the perfect match for you and makes your life a living hell!" Hoseok screamed at his brother. He wasn't angry with Jungkook, he was mad with Yoongi, but he couldn't vent out his frustration at Yoongi.
Yoongi had blocked all communication with him and told him; he found the Omega he is destined to be with, and he couldn't have him destroy his future with a child. When he tried visiting Yoongi, he kicked him out of his house and asked him to get rid of the baby, something that was destroying Hoseok to his core.
"That's never going to happen. I already told you I am not mating anyone, so you can kiss that wish goodbye. I do acknowledge and know the reason why I am here; I respect my mother. I respect you as my brother, and your both omega's, aren't you? Right now, you are hurt over Yoongi, which is something I cannot fix. I know you hate me saying it, but I warned you about him. Taehyung warned you too. Anyhow, what's done is done. I can go beat that fucker up if you want, that's a rather easy task. However, what's most important right now is the baby and you. We have to focus on that, focusing on Yoongi right now is not going to help. He is minor compared to this baby that is growing within you. Soon you are going to be a parent."
Jungkook pulled his crying brother into his arms and hugged him tightly. Even though he was trying to give Hoseok reassuring words, in his heart and mind, he wanted nothing more than to kill Yoongi. Who in their sick mind could ever want to reject their child or cause harm to it? Even if he didn't plan for it and didn't want Hoseok, he should've at least man up and be there for the child. Jungkook didn't want kids; neither did he want an omega, but if, unfortunately, it came to be that he got an omega pregnant, while he might reject them, he would never do the same to his child. Especially not when it could be an Alpha in the making to continue his bloodline.
"W-what kind of Alpha harms an omega and their child, tell me Jungkook what kind? Why is this happening to me?" Hoseok cries hard into Jungkook's chest. He couldn't see himself with a purpose, or a means to live after losing the only Alpha he had ever loved. He never knew rejection could make him hurt so badly.
Yoongi had promised him he was the one; he had told him that one day in the future when they were both ready that he would claim him. Yet, now that he had gotten pregnant, he is rejected and pushed away for some other fucking disgusting omega.
An omega he would spend the rest of his life hating.
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It was a week after their conversation that Jungkook came home with dinner for him and his brother to find him hanging from the ceiling fan in his room with a note on his bed.
Dear Jungkook,
I am sorry. I know when you find this, you, mom, and dad will be disappointed. I didn't want to do this, but I had no choice. The past three months have been hard for me. I know you promised you would be there for me, and I know you have been. You are the best brother in the entire world; I am sorry I didn't listen to you back then, I am sorry I thought you wanted to control my life when all you ever did was try to protect me. I know you said we would get through this, but I tried Jungkook, and I can't. The shame and embarrassment I have felt in the last couple of months are unbearable. I cannot live in this world, being an unwanted omega who is pregnant. When I think about it, no one is ever going to want me; I have been rejected by the one who was supposed to love and care for me. He replaced me with someone much more handsome, much better, and meaningful to him. He has shown me that I am nothing, so nothing I will be.
Tell him; I don't hate him. I don't hate that omega either; I just wish they understood the pain they have caused me and the brokenness that resides in me for months. I sent him a note via email, hoping he would come, hoping he would stop me, but if you found this note, it means he never did, and it means he never wanted us. He chose that omega over our child and me. I love you, Jungkook. Tell mom and dad I love them too, and I am sorry, so sorry that I am making you find me like this. I just can't do this anymore.
-Love Hobi
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Present Day
Jin's words did something to Jungkook. For once, he was silent. Jin had expected to get slapped or yelled at, but neither of that happened. Jungkook walked away from him, but not before telling him to make sure breakfast was ready when he came back.
What kind of Alpha seeks pleasure in having an omega and a baby harmed?
Those words resonate in Jungkook's mind as he walked up the stairs. It was a similar question he had been asked by his brother-a question that placed him in the same category as Yoongi, something he hated very much.
Upon reaching his room, he went into his closet, and into a hidden chest, he had, pulling out the framed suicide note from Hoseok and headed back down the stairs. He and Seokjin were due for a conversation, and he was going to make sure it happened today. He had questions, and he needed answers.
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