A/N: The winner of this week's vote.

Jin looked over at Jungkook, who, since they had boarded the plane, had been on his laptop. He thought Jin was watching movies on his tablet, but that was far from it for Jin. He still couldn't get his mind off the fact that Yoongi had died, and it wasn't that he felt sorry for Yoongi, not a chance in hell.

He lost his son because of him; he could never feel sorry for someone like that. Yoongi had caused a lot of mess in his life, not only the loss of his son. So he didn't feel anything that he was dead; what he kept pondering on though, was if his Alpha had anything to do with Yoongi's death.

Jin is more than aware of Jungkook's anger, and he couldn't help but remember the time he had asked Jungkook if he killed anyone before and the vague response Jungkook gave him.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook turned to look at Jin, who he realizes was looking at him.

Jin nods his head and glances back at the tablet in his hand, breaking eye contact with Jungkook.

Jungkook reaches over and puts his hand over the tablet, covering it from Jin's view, "you have been quiet since before we left the house, are you sure?"

"Y-yes, I-I am sorry for being quiet, I am just not feeling in the mood to talk."

Jungkook smiled at him, fully understanding, since the death of their son, Jin didn't really talk as often as he used to. And Jungkook gave respected him with that and tried not to invade his space. It was something their therapist had recommended as well, giving each other their space when needed.

Resting his hand on Jin's thigh, he gave him a reassuring squeeze and returned to what he had been doing. Keeping one hand on Jin's thigh as he softly stroked his thumb over it While he responded to emails with his other hand.

Just having his Alpha touch him, helped to relax Jin's mind and take it away from the thought that was bothering him before. Turning off the tablet, he placed it on the tray before him and reached into his bag, taking out the photo of him, Jungkook, and their son.

Jungkook glances over at him again and saw him looking at the picture, turning his head and sighing he gave his thigh a gentle squeeze it again. He knew the tears were near for his omega. It happened every day when he looked at the pictures that they had taken with their son.

He was happy he had convinced Jin for them to take pictures as recommended by the doctors and the nurses. Because He had a memory of knowing their son was real, and it wasn't a dream, but their baby at one point in time did exist, and he got a chance to hold him and touch him.

The same memories Jungkook was replaying in his head were the same ones Jin was replaying as he stared at the photo, but his eyes widen as he realizes what he had told his Alpha while he was hurting in the worst way.

Flashback

"I don't want to!" Jin screamed at the nurse that was trying to could think he would want to hold his son who wasn't even alive, why would he want to bring more pain onto himself.

"Please, we highly recommend you hold him, even once if you refuse, this is not something we can ever offer you again. And you are going to go home after this and regret not taking the chance to hold him and see what he looks like." The nurse tried encouraging Jin to hold his son, as she had delivered many stillborn babies, and she had seen the impact it had on the parents who left and came back begging for a chance to see their baby.

Jungkook took the baby from the nurse, his heart feeling heavy as he looks down at the tiny human in his arms; the baby that was theirs, his first child, the one who in a year would be calling him dad.

He allowed the tears to fall as he walked over to Jin with their son, "I know it's hard, but I don't want us having any regrets, I don't want you having any regrets, please just hold him, let's tell him a proper goodbye together, please?" Jungkook stared at his stubborn omega, hopeful that he would say yes.

Jin looked at the weakened state of his Alpha and closed his eyes. He was fighting with the thoughts that were going through his head and the empty feeling in his heart. Knowing the child wrapped in the blanket in his Alpha's arms, he would never be able to hear him call him Appa, he will never be able to know what his voice would've sounded like, so many things had been ripped away from him. Now, he had to say goodbye; he found it very hard to do.

But, he also didn't want to have any more regrets than he already had because had he listened to his Alpha, none of this would've happened. So reaching out his arms, he stretched for the baby from Jungkook's arms.

Everyone in and outside of the room heard the painful cry of the omega as he held his son. It was something even Jungkook vowed he would never want to hear again as it broke even more than he had been broken.

"W-we are never going to hear him talk." Jin cried as he brushed the soft hair of his son. "We will never see him take his first step, or hear him cry, I-I will never know what he sounds like. H-he will never know what we look like, i-it's not fair Jungkook, i-it's not fair, he didn't deserve this, h-he is innocent, how can I be here, and he is in my arms like this, it's not fair. I wish Yoongi was dead! He deserves to die for this Jungkook!" Jin screamed out, not being able to handle the pain of seeing his son like he was.

End of Flashback

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Putting away the picture, Jin turned to look at his Alpha. "Jungkook, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, what's up?"

"If while we are on this trip and someone pushes me, and I ask you to push them back, would you?"

Jungkook chewed on the inside of his lips and turned fully to face Jin, "let me make this clear to you Seokjin, if someone touches you, or bring any kind of harm to you, I will not hesitate to harm them back. So to answer your question, yes, I would push them back, and with even greater force than the one they pushed you with."

"W-what about k-killing them?"

"I think you are tired and should get some sleep. Your mind seems to be racing with a lot of thoughts, and knowing the answers won't put your mind at rest. I will wake you up when dinner is being served; we still have a long journey ahead."

Jin thought for a moment about what Jungkook said, but decided not to probe anymore, and he was almost sure he didn't want to know the actual answer to the question in mind.

"Can I rest my head on your shoulder?"

Jungkook closed his laptop and placed it in the pocket holder of his seat. Reclining his seat, he reached for Jin's hand and pulled him up from his seat, pulling him down into his lap. "You can sleep right here with me."

Jin was thankful they had their own private space in the plane as he relaxed in Jungkook's arms.

"Thank you," he whispered to Jungkook as he could hear the sound of his heartbeat, which made him feel even more comfortable.

"For what?"

"For everything, I am happy you chose me."

"I love you like this," Jungkook commented with a smile.

Jin raised his head and looked at him, "what soft and quiet?"

"No clingy and warm; you make me feel like I am needed."

"You are always needed, even if I don't tell you. There is no me without you. And there is no you without me, either."

"You had to say the last part didn't you?" Jungkook chuckled and rubbed his hand through Jin's hair.

"Just thought I would remind you."

"I don't need a reminder, trust me, I know."

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A/N: They are soft and cute......