Nico's lips were soft, cherry colored, and tasted sweet and fruity, like strawberries. He had one hand in my hair and another on my back, my hands holding onto the fabric of his shirt with me laying on top of him on my bed. Our lips moved in sync, fighting for dominance. The kiss was full of sexual desire and lust, yet it was a long and passionate kiss. Nico groaned as I sucked on his bottom lip, letting him know who was in control here, which he didn't seem to mind at all.

My hands moved to the top button on Nico's shirt, unbuttoning it as Nico whined as our lips parted, leaving the both of us breathless. When I finally finished unbuttoning all of the buttons to his shirt, I trailed my fingers over his bare chest making him shiver. I tugged off his shirt and let it fall somewhere on the floor not really caring about anything else but Nico.

My lips made their way to Nico's neck, with both of his hands now messing around with my shiny golden hair. I sucked on his neck roughly with him quivering to my touch, caressing his face gently.

"You're mine." I murmured, making him moan in the process. I made sure to suck his skin so hard that there would be hickeys there sooner or later. He was mine and I wanted everyone to know that he is mine. I don't need other people hitting on him.

When I was done kissing his neck, he smashed his lips against mine. His pink lips were slightly swollen since I had sucked his lip and kissed him rather harshly. This time around, he kissed me gently and passionately, as if the mood completely changed and everything slowed down. It didn't even bother me.

"Will." He pulled away from the kiss and was looking at me straight in the eye.

"Hmm?"

"I. . ." He looked nervous and scared.

"You what?" And the worst part was that I didn't know why.

"I think I... No I know I..." Nico looked away from me, clearing struggling to say whatever he wanted to say.

"Nico, it's okay, don't be afraid to say anything to me." I tried to reassure him.

"I love you." He stammered, my eyes wide in shock. I didn't really think he was going to be the first to say 'I love you' in our relationship. And before I could process what he said, he moved away from underneath me, away from my touch, out of reach and got off the bed.

Shit, he probably thinks I don't love him.

Nico started to walk away from me, leaving me to go after him, making sure he didn't leave without at least hearing what I had to say. Fortunately before he left the bedroom I pushed him against the wall and used my left hand to pin his hands above his head also against the wall.

Surprising him, I brushed our lips together, my right hand touching his face gently. At first Nico didn't kiss back, but when he did it was a long passionate kiss to make Nico know that I do care about him. The kiss was heartfelt and urgent, both of us were craving for each others lips. His hands were weak to my touch, they only moved whenever I moved them, he didn't even try to fight back or break away from the kiss. Neither of us wanted to move. I could feel that both Nico and I were content with this kiss, all our worries and stress fading away. I don't even think Nico remembers or cares about what he said earlier. But I care and I know I have to tell him that I love him too. I pulled away from the kiss, leaving Nico out of breath, his cheeks flushed and rosy.

"Will?" He said in a small and faint voice questioning what I was doing.

"I love you too." I mumbled loud enough for Nico to hear right before kissing him square on the lips, capturing his attention yet again.

"I want you." Nico whispered lightly, looking at me with his dark dreamy chocolate eyes when we broke the kiss to catch our breath.

"Want what?" I knew exactly what he wanted but I just wanted to hear him say it.

"Will, I need you." He pleaded, his brown eyes and his height made him look so scrawny and adorable, which he hated.

"You know you like adorable right now, right?" I teased.

"Will!" Nico looked down blushing a deep shade of red.

"Now tell me what you want." I said seductively in his ear while he blushed a darker shade which I didn't think was possible.

I think I like to tease him. A lot.

"I-I need you, Will." He stuttered, as I dragged him by his hands to the bed again. I pushed him down onto the bed taking full control. His pale and bony chest was still exposed. He may work out but that doesn't mean that he is in the best shape. He still doesn't eat much or go outside, like ever. Well besides when he goes to school and when he's with me. Although he has improved since I first met him.

"Are you sure, Nico? We don't have to do this if you don't want to." I don't want to pressure him. We're only doing this if he's one hundred percent ready and if he really wants to.

"I'm sure Will. I'm ready." He said, for the first time, in a loud and certain voice without stuttering.

He's really ready.

And I'm really ready.

We're both ready.

But then why do I feel so scared?

Oh.

I'm scared of hurting him.

"Will stop worrying. You're not going to hurt me." He spoke calmly, practically reading my mind. Well I guess that's what happens when you go out with someone and spend all your time with them and you know everything about each other.

"Nico-"

"Will I trust you." Nico said, staring at me, watching my every move.

Without even saying another word I smashed my lips against his, sliding my tongue into his mouth when I had the chance making him moan underneath me. My tongue explored his mouth as his hands made their way to my neck, pulling me closer to him. Eventually I was straddling him.

Funny part was that he thought I was done teasing him.

As we parted from our long and urgent kiss to get air, I grinded my crotch against his.

"Stop teasing, Will." Nico whined, getting annoyed and sexually frustrated with my actions with just pleased me and made me want to do it more. However it also made me sexually frustrated so there goes that.

"Okay, fine. I'll stop teasing you... for now." I grinned while Nico was just giving me the death glare.

My hands trailed over his bare chest down to the waistband of his black sweatpants, slipping them off in one shot, leaving Nico in his boxers and all his skin exposed to the cold air. I was about to kiss his some more, but he interrupted me, "you have to t-take of your p-pants too." He said while probably feeling a little self-conscious, but I couldn't blame him.

Of course he was going to feel insecure with the things he's been through. That was one of the first things about Nico that I had to understand. Nico was the type of person who would be ashamed of theirself and their body because he was uncomfortable about being with other people. It wasn't that everyone judged him, it was that he was scared and afraid. Usually Nico would've been sassy or some shit but as he grew up he changed a lot due to the environment that he grew up in.

I nodded and slipped off my black jeans that Nico had wanted me to get so badly, revealing my own boxers. He said, and I quote, 'you look so hot in black', and basically forced me into buying these and wearing them.

"Is this better?" I asked.

"Y-yes." Nico said while taking a long hard look at my body.

Wait, does this count as him checking me out?

"You like what you see?" I smirked as Nico's face turned, yet again, bright red as he nodded to answer my question.

"Good." I whispered into his ears seductively with my hands trailing all over his slender torso, touching every inch of his body. I cautiously took off Nico's boxers, looking at his every move for signs of hesitation. But there wasn't any sign of doubt on his face.