You came into my life like a lightning strike

Darted my soul and captured my heart

It was mid summer in April when I smell a familiar scent

The scent of a dangerous feeling that I know will bewitch me

But it seems like the whole world is against us

Putting knives in my chest and giving me doubts.

Are you tired of understanding me?

Do you want to give up?

I wish I can reconcile with my thoughts

I wish I am strong enough to love you, to fight for you

I wish. It's all the same words. I wish.

I can feel the tears in my eyes. Warm.

Warm enough to feel that I am alive

I'm not capable of loving someone

Maybe this is my curse.

My serotonin curse.

I am happy. Am I?

I love you. Do I?

Can I just die and fade away? I don't know.

Hold on to me because I'm not your normal girl

I am a curse.

Why don't you just leave and let go of everything we have.

Think that I never existed in your life.

I am sorry.

Maybe that's all I can say.

I'm sorry my love...