This is a long chapter. I didn't mean for it to be like 4 times longer than every other chapter but I didnt want to just end it in the middle of something "interesting".

Plus I want to try making longer chapters now..not as long as this though.

I'm gonna just say I wrote an extra long chapter for my birthday since I wrote most of it yesterday which was my birthday🥳

After lunch I had art class.

All I did was continue my guitar picture.

When the end of school came I was ready to leave.

I was exhaust mentally and physically.

I've had so many thoughts all day and soccer didn't help.

Oliver is going to drive me crazy.

Most of my thoughts are about Oliver and how he acts and seems.

If I'm attracted to Oliver that could end very poorly since he's straight, or so he says and seems.

Besides with him the schools most popular jock he's meant to be with Steffany.

Without realizing, I got angry, annoyed, and sad at the same time.

How much I would do for Oliver to into guys like me, or guys in general.

I realized I've been parked in the driveway just sitting there so I decided to head to my room.

Once there I get into bed planning to relax my mind and body a little bit.

****CAIT...CAIT-PLEASE LEAVE NOW SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER
PLEASE
THIS WOULD BE EMBARRASSING FOR YOU TO RREEAADD😭🔪***

Smut warning for anyone else...

BUT CAIT I REALLY MEAN IT AH

As usual my mind wanders to what it could actually be like if Oliver and I were actually together. Dates at restaurants, movies at home, and so much more deeper things.

Next thing I know I'm imagining Oliver here at my house watching a movie and then he leans over and kisses me. At first it's a sweet soft kiss but then it starts to deepen. It turns into a deep, heated, lust filled kiss.

Oliver slowly moves me so I'm straddling his lap.

We continue making out as I start grinding against him. We both moan from the contact of our hard members rubbing against each other.

Slowly he starts to lay me down on my back so he's leaning over top of me, never breaking the kiss.

I push up on his chest to stop him and get up from the couch pulling him by the hand up to my bedroom. Once inside I close the door and locking it not knowing when my mom will be home.

Right away he pushes me up against my door starting to kiss me again. Rubbing our dicks together. As we moan again I lead him to my bed.

He sides down and I straddle him once again. The grinding continues.

"Are you sure you want to do any of this?" Oliver asks, voice deep and raspy.

I nod to indicate, that yes, I do want what's about to happen.

"I need you to say words for me Sammy."

My heart flutters at the nickname, it slipping off his tongue so soft and easy.

"Y-yes" I say, my stutter coming out from nerves and excitement. "I am ok with what is about to happen."

After that he goes straight for my belt, pulling it off and then undoing my jean button.

While he undoes my pants, I undo his button amd start to pull up his shirt.

He stops with pulling my jeans for a second to let me take off his shirt.

He takes off my jeans and then takes off his own. I take my shirt off.

Right away we dive right into a kiss.

He slowly lowers me onto my back.

He licks my lip asking for access which open and he slips his tongue in.

He bites my lip and runs his fingers through my hair turning me on even more than I was.

(Out of day dream)

I pull off my jeans that I had on for the day then I pull out my throbbing hard member from my boxers.

I reach into my side draw and pull out my bottle of lube and poored some onto my hand.

I move my hand my hand onto my dick and start up and down motions continuing with my day dream.

(Back to day dream)

Oliver starts to kiss down my neck. Sucking on a spot that drove me crazy. He stayed sucking there, sure to leave a mark, and then continued kissing down my chest all the way to my waist line and then pausing there for a second.

"I don't exactly know what I'm doing so tell me if something doesn't feel right." He says to me.

"I-I will." I tell him. Realizing how raspy my voice got.

He then lowers his hand to my dick starting to stroke up and down. He then takes it all into his mouth. Starting with licking around the tip and then lowering his head even more.

I moan at the feeling of his warm mouth around me. The sensation sending a shiver up my spine.

Oliver starts to bob his head up and down going at a steady pace.

I throw my head back in how much pleasure I was feeling. Moaning constantly.

I started to moan louder and the feeling of getting closer to my release filled my stomach.

I pulled Oliver's face up by his chin up to start kissing him. Not wanting this to end.

I move my hands towards Oliver's dick, still kissing him. I start stroking him. He moans into my mouth at the feeling.

He goes to stroke me aswell.

"Mm~m fuck S~Sammy", he breaths out.

I moan back.

I stop Oliver and reach over to the drawer beside my bed and pull out my lube.

"Y-you have asked me if I'm ok with this, but I haven't asked y-you. Are you ok with this?" I ask while holding out the item for him.

"There is nothing I've been so sure about Sammy." He tells me.

Again the nickname giving me butterflies in my stomach.

He takes the lube.

He puts some lube onto his fingers.

"Remember, I don't know what I'm doing so please tell me if something hurts or doesn't feel right. I will also wait until you tell me you're ready to go."

"I can do that." I say quickly getting slightly inpatient.

With that he puts his lubed fingers up to my hole starting to push one in.

I moan at the contact.

He starts moving his finger in and out slowly looking at me to see if I'm ok.

I nod but then realize he wanted words.

"Mm~more", I moan out.

He puts a second finger in and scissors around to stretch my hole and then adds a third, thrusting in and out.

"Please~", I whimper wanting more than just his fingers.

"Are you sure? I want to make sure you're stretched enough and it won't hurt you o-"

I cut him off kissing him. Moaning once again.

I pull away.

"Oli. Please. I~I'm ready."

He grabs the lube and puts some onto his length.

Stroking up and down for a second until he lines up with my hole.

"Ready", I say.

He starts to slowly push inside me.

He pauses for a second letting me get used to the feeling.

His eyes never leaving my face once.

"You~ can keep going" I tell him.

He kisses me and then continues to push in.

I moan at the feeling of him inside me.

Once I said I was ready he slowly thrusted back and fourth.

"Fu~fuck Oli", I moan to him.

"Mmm~ you're so tight", he breaths out.

He starts thrusting faster and harder.

"Ooh~h r-right there!" I moan loudly.

Oliver hitting my prostate making me go absolutely crazy. Shivers running through my body at how much pleasure I was feeling.

He continues hitting my prostate over and over.

He leans down and starts sucking at my neck.

His moans and grunts filling my ears.

I lift his face and turn it to my lips to lock them into a kiss.

Moaning louder and louder into his mouth with every trust that continues.

"Mm~m O~oli~ I~m~ c-close~" I manage to say between moans.

"M~me too S~Sammy~me too~" He also moans out.

As he continues the trusts get sloppier. Our breath getting heavier.

The sound of moans and the sound of skin hitting against skin filling both our ears.

My release coming close and closer with each thrust.

I feel the pool in my stomach growing bigger and bigger ready to cum at any second.

"F~fuck!" I moan out loudly, cum spraying all over my chest. Sure the neighbors heard that last moan.

"M~mm fuck~" Oliver says into my ear before I feel him release deep inside me.

Slowly riding his high making me moan some more from overstimulation.

He collapses beside me on the bed.

I turn and bury my head into his should as he wraps his arms around me.

"That was amazing Sammy." He tells me.

"Mhm." I say falling asleep in his arms.

(Out of day dream)

Yes theres more because I didnt want to just end

rip to whoever actually read this whole thing or read in general this is embarrassing.

I cum all over my chest breathing out Oliver's name.

I lay there for a second taking in what I just did.

I reach over to where I keep my tissues and wipe off my chest.

I put on a clean pair of boxers and fall asleep from exhaustion.

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Uhm welp.

Yeah no works 😵😂

Writing smut is actually really embarrassing. A because it's really bad and B because I have a strong feeling Caitlin will read this😭🔪

Kill me now please?

I was gonna do a face reveal to the one other person that reads this but this is already so long so either next chapter..or just not. I'm very self conscious.

Anywho I'll probably write the next chapter soon.

Idk long it will be.

This ones 1772 words😬

This also took over 2 hours to write which is kinda scary.

If you've even read this for THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU💕🦋🌻💥 (unless you're caitlin then no because you didnt listen and this is so bad)

Anywho (again)

Until then good bye and have a good day/night :)