I wake up to the sound of my alarm.

I think about having a shower but decide against it since I had two showers yesterday and I will just have another one today after physed.

I grab a pair of boxers and socks to put on, aswell as a light blue t-shirt and a pair of blue ripped jeans.

I change then take my backpack and head down to the kitchen to get some breakfast.

As usual mom and dad are sitting watching the news.

They don't hear me come down so I don't bother to say anything.

After I eat I put on my vans. I grab my phone and keys then go to my car to drive to school.

I left early since I didn't want what happened yesterday to happen today.

I can't risk being marked absent or late.

I get to school 25 minutes before the bell should ring.

I want to sit alone for a bit.

Away from bryce.

Away from home.

Away from mom and dad.

Away from everyone really.

That was my goal until I hear a locker being closed.

I'm sitting at a bench that's against the wall near my locker.

Who else would be here this early.

I thought most people slept longer. I guess not everyone does.

I hear foot steps coming towards this hall. Hopefull the person isn't coming down this hallway the only place it leads to is outside to the feild.

I continue swiping through instagram.

Turns out the person is coming this way. I see them turn the corner.

I look up to see who it is.

Samuel.

Of all people why him. He's pissing me off. He almost made me late yesterday and for some reason I couldn't get him off my mind. I even called his nose cute and adorable! How the hell does that even happen?! I have never thought that about anyone.

I don't want to worry about this now so I go back to instagram.

I realized I never checked to see if he accepted my follow request.

He did.

I look up to see him go out the doors to the field.

I go back to my phone once again but now instead of just swiping thoughtlessly through instagram I go to see if Samuel has an posts.

He has six posts. Four in which are him with two other girls, at art camp, that's what the caption says. One of the other 2 are him with a women, probably his mom. The last one has two photos, one of a mirror picture of him and a drawing of a flower field. The drawing is amazing.

I look at the mirror picture. He is wearing skinny jeans, a red flannel tied around his waist, and a tight white t-shirt. The jeans hug is body in all the right places and the t-shirt shows off his slight abs.

He looks hot but yet so innocent. Like a lost puppy. It's cute.

What the fuck no.

He doesn't look hot or cute or anything! He looks like any dude.

Right?

Why do I keep thinking these things?! What is wrong with me?

I have never thought anything like this. What is happening?

I couldn't even get him off my mind yesterday.

This isn't good. I don't know what's happening at all.

I try to change my mind by swiping through instagram but it doesn't help.

My mind keeps wandering from the picture of Samuel showing off his body to what he would look like with a towel around his waist shirtless.

I have never looked at his body in the changeroom before. Right now is all imagination.

I can't keep thinking things like this.

I put in earbuds and blast my music so there is so room for any thoughts.

I then start to head to english since the bell is going to ring in 4 minutes.

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Ok so I want to start publishing at least once a week. I keep giving a date but then don't end up publishing on that day and then it gets pushed but I am going to try once a week.

Last time I published I was going to publish sooner but then my computer was taken, then was tired, and then got loaded with school culminatings. But I'm done the culminatings🥳

Summer is probably going to be more chaotic but if I get my phone back I can type out chapters at work.

I lost my notebook so this is the first chapter I did free for all even though I had already wrote it, it wasn't the same way I had it going but that's ok. It might be worse than the others but if there is any feedback or see any mistakes please feel free to comment or message me.

This chapter is also dedicated to Caitlin. Hi Caitlin LOL. I'm dedicating it to you because you always comment and read the chapters and ask when there will be new ones. My true support system right there. THANK YOU (even if this is bad hehe)

I will publish soon.

Goodnight for now :)