Once my mom got home at a little after 8 I had dinner set up at the table for us.

I wanted to surprise her with dinner instead of just eating earlier by myself.

She asked me how my day was and everything that I did.

I tell her everything minus the gay and masturbating parts. 

I'm not ready to tell her I'm gay especially since I only just am thinking I am.

Then for the masturbating part that's not something I'd tell anyone.

We may be close but we aren't that close.

From everything that I told her for today, she wasn't too happy about Oliver, I mean who would be he was an asshole.

When I'm done talking about my day I ask her about hers.

I then clean up the dishes once we are finished.

After that I went to my room.

I went to bed eariler than usual since since I spent the previous day up late and being tired from the events from throughout today.

Before I go to bed I go to instagram to scroll for a bit.

'1 new follow request'

Why would someone be requestion to follow me?

I don't have many followers and don't normally get new ones.

I checked who it was that requested.

'Oliver Lee has requested to follow you'

Oliver??

Why would he want to follow me?

I feel like his reputation is leaning me towards accepting the request but what if he wants it for a bad reason?

I also want to accept for some other reason but I can't pin point why.

He was an asshole to me today.

I accept the request.

Do I follow back?

Sure whatever, screw it. 

I put my phone down.

I've done enough damage with my phone for one night.

Then I realized there is one more thing I want to do with it.

I open the group chat I have with Emily and Sarah.

Samuel: Hey guys, we need to talk. It's kind of important. Can we meet a bit early before school at the bleachers outside? -8:35pm

Sarah: Sure thing. -8:36pm

Em: What time do you want us there? -8:37pm

Samuel: About 10 minutes before the bell if that's alright? -8:37pm

Em: Sounds good. I can meet at that time. -8:38pm

Samuel: Great! See you both then. -8:39pm

Sarah: Goodnight Sam. Goodnight Em. Sleep well. See you both tomorrow <3 -8:40pm

Em: Goodnight see you tomorrow ♡ -8:40pm

I turn off my phone.

I head to the bathroom to get changed and hop into bed. I fall asleep thinking about what has happened through out today.

Mainly, that I think I'm gay.

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Well that's it for today I'm going to have to put my computer away pretty soon.

I'll try and update tomorrow if I can.

You'd think that with the pictures and videos I put at the top of some dream smp members that this fanfictions is one of their ships😅

I just think they are all very good looking hehe.

Anywhooo

Goodnight to the few people that read this:)