Remember that you have at least one person who will love you if you fail. Jesus loves. Jesus is love. You will be fine. You are so full of promise. 

Do you think that it will matter in the long run whether or not you do well? NO. When you are standing before the Great Judge, only one repent will save you– determine your future. Your REAL future, with your TRUE home. An earthy test over information that is flawed will do you nothing. From myself, I say that I love you and that you are full of hope. Do not let go of that hope and the resilience and the will to keep going on. 

The future you's of tomorrow are worth it. YOU ARE WORTH IT. Put down the pencil, put down the pen, put down anything that you could use to harm yourself– put down that little voice telling you in your head that you are nothing. It has a name: LIES. 

When have you ever not come back from a physical let down? Never. Same goes for mental and spiritual. 

You are a soldier, and that means to hell with what happens to you. You just keep fighting. JUST KEEP FIGHTING. 

And pray. Seek comfort in Jesus. He will hold you when no one else will. He will carry your burden and you, only if you let him. For the sake of the you's of the future, and from me, LET HIM. He will do it because, unlike anyone else in the universe, wants you to succeed and do well. He wants to see yo be happy and reject the pain stirred up by one who resents being. Do not give the later any power. 

You have the reins and the inside leg on this one. Do not give up. I am here for you, and so is Jesus, and the person who held the door open for you when you had your hands full, the one who asked you if you were okay when they knew you were not, the one who laughs at all of your jokes– even the bad ones. You have the wings of an eagle, and therefore you will SOAR. 

"...but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. THEY WILL SOAR ON WINGS LIKE EAGLES; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." -Isaiah 40:31