Tw: domestic abuse

Kazuichis pov

I burst into tears as soon as I got to the safety of my bedroom. I knew it was wrong of me to run away from hajime. Avoiding people is no way to live but I just can't help it! I can still feel my father's influence on me even now.

You see I never had the nicest childhood. I grew up watching my father beat the everloving crap out of my mother. My mother cursed my very exsitance and left the first chance she got. Once mom was got dad turned his attention to me.

Punching, kicking, belting, slapping, hair pulling I've been through it all and his abuse has left several scars.

I took my shirt off and looked in the mirror. Purple bruses littered my body and on my back were scars from the belting. I covered my mouth as tears formed in my eyes. I hate it. I hate how I'm reminded of how weak I am everytime I look in the mirror.

I feel so ugly and worthless. I can't let anyone see me like this. If they do they'll know how disgusting I am-

"kazuichi!" I turned around to see hajimes shocked expression. I was too scared to move. This can't be happening...

What do I do!?