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DOROTHEA DUQUETTE

"in another life, i'm a preschool teacher.
and everything is so much simpler."

"fool me once, shame on me,
fool me twice, shame on you
fool me three times, then...
i'm just an idiot."

MARK SLOAN

"that's my girl"

"look at how cute she is all focused.
do you really thing she'll go to HR
if i ask her out again?"

DENNY DUQUETTE

"i miss the days when your crush
was Diego from do-do-do-do Dora"

"can't get rid of me that easily, kid.
if i died, i'd just haunt you."

DEREK SHEPHERD

"i have four sisters.
i don't want another one.
but i need you."

"want me to kick his ass?"

CONRAD HAWKINS

"look, he seems...great. but don't trust someone you don't actually know."

"of course i miss her, but...lexi makes me smile.
i think i should follow that, right?"

MEREDITH GREY

"derek's your person, i get that.
but i love you too. i get custody."

"i think you should give him a chance.
he's only pined after you since day one."

CHRISTINA YANG

"i definitely dodged a bullet.
what? i can't be happy i'm single?"

"i will castrate him. say the word."

GEORGE O'MALLEY

"if you puke on this rollercoaster,
i get twenty bucks. so...eat up."

"if i die, i promise
i'll leave you my signed, vintage,
mint-condition spider-man comic books."

ALEX KAREV

"you're cute and hot. okay?
any guy would be lucky to have you."

"did you really fill my shampoo with
pink hair dye? you suck, duquette."

IZZIE STEVENS

"i'm not apologizing for anything."

"maybe you should be fired
for acting like a lunatic?"

ADDISON MONTGOMERY

"i've known mark a long time.
i've never, ever seen him like that."

"just...take care of derek, please?
he won't talk to me."

CALLIE TORRES

"you, me, and a bottle of wine. now."

"if i close my eyes, this isn't happening,
and i'd much rather live in a world
where this is not happening."

LEXIE GREY

"donuts? you brought donuts.
i brought donuts.
we can't both bring donuts, dottie!"

"just kiss and make up!
if i have to hear this one more time,
i'll throw my shoe at you."

OWEN HUNT

"i'm sorry. for all of it. please."

"she'll never love you. she's better than you. better than me. but everyday, she wakes up, and who does she wake up to? not you, sloan."

ARIZONA ROBBINS

"you have no right to step into my marriage,
it is not your place and it sure as hell is not mark's."

"i got you a pair of heely's, but they're green.
i know that's your favorite color.
thought we could match if you're
joining me on peds."

JACKSON AVERY

"don't lose your cool, thea,
don't lose your cool,
don't lose your —
and, she lost her cool."

"promise you won't almost die again?
would be a huge bummer."

APRIL KEPNER

"i'll have your back, you have mine.
that's what friends do, right?"

"godmother to—wait, wait, is what i think is happening, happening right now?"

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PLAYLIST !

SO HIGH SCHOOL
『and in the blink of a crinkling eye
i'm sinking, our fingers entwined
cheeks pink in the twinkling lights 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

NONSENSE
『 but I can't help myself
when you get close to me
baby, my tongue goes numb
sounds like blah, blah, bleh, blee 』
SABRINA CARPENTER

PAUL REVERE
『 one day i'm gonna cut it clear
ride like paul revere
and when they ask me who i am
I'll just pretend i didn't hear 』
NOAH KAHAN

I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART
『 he said he'd love me all his life
but that life was too short
breaking down i hit the floor
all the pieces of me shattered
as the crowd was screaming 'more!'
i was grinning like i'm winning,
i was hitting my marks
'cause i can do it with a broken heart 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

ESPRESSO
『 i can't relate to desperation
my 'give a fucks' are on vacation
and i got this one boy
and he won't stop calling
when they act this way,
i know i got 'em 』
SABRINA CARPENTER

POSITIONS
『 switchin' in the positions for you
cookin' in the kitchen, and i'm
in the bedroom 』
ARIANA GRANDE

RIGHT WHERE YOU LEFT ME
『 did you hear about the girl who got frozen
time moved on for everybody else
she won't know it
she's still 23, inside her fantasy
and you're sitting in front of me 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

LOML
『 you talked me under the table
talking rings and talking cradles
i wish i could unrecall
how we almost had it all
dancing phantoms on the terrace
are they second-hand embarrassed
that i can't get out of bed
cause something counterfeit's dead 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

MARJORIE
『 i should've asked you questions
should've asked you how to be
asked you to write it down for me
should've kept every
grocery store receipt
'cuz every scrap of you would be
taken from me 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

BOYFRIEND
『 i could be a better boyfriend than him
i could do the shit that he never did
up all night, i won't quit
thinking i'm gonna steal you from him
i could be such a gentleman 』
DOVE CAMERON

GOLD RUSH
『 everybody wants you
but i don't like a gold rush 』
TAYLOR SWIFT

ME AND MY HUSBAND
『 it's just me and him
together
so i bet all i have on that
furrowed brow
and at least in this lifetime
we're sticking together 』
MITSKI

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NOTES !!

this book is VERYYY slowburn.
This will feature a pregnancy & miscarriage and successful pregnancy.
This book will have smut.
This book will have mild kinks.
This book will have gore, violence, mass shootings, and main character syndrome so expect heartache
VERY SLOW UPDATES!!!
also, slight crossover with the resident, so if you hear familiar names, yes it's who you think:)

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