How long have I known?
I think inside I always knew
I wasn't quite... normal.
That I felt attracted to both genders - crushed
Because I met this girl.
This wonderful, beautiful person
We joked about death, but she made me feel alive.
More alive than anyone ever has - crushed

They call it falling for someone.
Because it's like jumping off a cliff
Praying your parachute will open
And she didn't know - crushed
She broke me - but fixes me whenever she smiles
She talks about other girls, other guys
Her crushes crush me
But I can't not - crushed

Love is chains of silk
A diamond bullet
A gilded cage
Tying me to her - crushed
And I pray she'll notice me
And I pray she won't
And I hide behind my hair
And watch her flirt - crushed

As she shreds my heart - crushed
(But she doesn't know)
As she rips me apart - crushed
(But she doesn't see)
As she kills me inside, a little more each day - crushed
(But I can't help it)
(I love her anyway)
I am crushed.