To my mom-
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect, helpful, clever daughter you wanted - and deserved.
I'm sorry that I'm lazy, and I fight and bitch and snap.
Forgive me.

To my siblings-
I'm sorry for the words that escaped me in anger, in fear.
The words like poison from my angry mind, not my heart.
Forgive me.

To my friends-
I'm sorry for being the broken, weak girl you didn't need, the shattered girl who couldn't give you anything but her fractured, hopeless friendship.
Forgive me.

To the girl I love-
You don't know I love you, because I'm too cowardly to tell you, even in the depths of a failed book you will never read.
I hope you find someone who deserves you more than I do.
Forgive me.

To the stars-
I didn't want it to end this way. I wanted to say a final farewell.
Forgive me.