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In the morning

Harry wakes up and sees blue lines on his arm, causing him to burst into tears.

Severus looks at harry from the spot he was sitting on the bed.

Harry curls into a ball.

Severus gets closer to him. "Harry love what's wrong?"

Harry shows him his arm.

"That's new." Severus says looking at it.

Harry cries.

Severus holds him trying to calm him down.

Harry cries

The puff cloud crawls onto harry.

Harry holds her.

Severus looks down.

Harry holds her, nuzzling her fur.

Severus looks at Harry.

Harry sniffles.

"I love you..." severus says softly.

Harry nods and holds Cloud.

Severus frowns.

Harry looks at him.

Severus grins.

Harry lightly grabs his wrist.

Severus looks down.

Harry looks at the cuts.

Severus pulls his arm away and puts his sleeve back.

Harry grabs it again and heals it.

Severhs pulls his arm away before they heal completely.

Harry looks down.

"Harry what's wrong?"

Harry tries to heal him again.

Severus stops him. "Harry talk to me."

Harry looks down.

Severus holds harry to him and kisses his forehead.

Harry sniffles.

Severus kisses his cheek.

Harry gently grabs his wrist 'Please let me.' He say through the bond.

Severs pulls his hand away. "No."

'Why?'

"I don't need it."

Harry gets up and walks into the bathroom.

Severus looks at him.

Harry summons everything he has hidden.

Severus watches as harry gets three daggers in his hand.

Harry looks at him, holding them.

"What?"

Harry frowns and does it to the other rooms.

Harry gets four more daggers.

Harry stabs six of them into the wall and make it so Severus can't get them out.

Severus looks at harry.

Harry takes the last one and goes to Severus' office.

Severus fallows harry.

Harry checks to see if any is there.

Harry gets five from there.

Harry frowns and puts them with the rest, still holding one.

"What are you going to do with that one?" severus asks a little nervous.

'It's mine.'

"Okay."

Harry decides to go to the house during classes.

"How about we go to the great hall for breakfast?"

Harry nods and silently heals Severus as they walk.

Severus does not notice and they go to there normal seats.

Harry looks at the knife under the table.

Severus looks at Harry.

Harry looks at him.

Severus grins. "What are you looking at?"

He shoves it into his pocket.

Severus frowns and looks at the table.

Harry leans against him.

Severus puts a arm around him and offers him food.

Harry eats a small amount.

"What's wrong love.'

"Nothing"

"Why don't you eat more?"

"Full."

"Okay."

Harry nuzzles him as Draco sits in his new spot beside him.

Severus glances At draco and hold harry.

Draco looks at Harry in concern seeing a red spot on his clothes, the same clothes he wore yesterday.

Severus looks at draco noticing how he is looking at harry.

"Everything okay?" Draco signs to Harry.

Severus watches them.

"Yes."

Severus sees the red and sighns. "Why is there blood on you?"

Harry looks at him conconfused

Severus points it out to harry.

Harry touches it.

Severus looks at him.

Harry pulls his hand back, covered in blood.

Severus Gets up and takes Harry's arm and leads him through the teachers Entrance.

Draco sighs and follows.

Severus takes harry to his office and gets a healing potion.

Harry sits down.

Severus gives him the potion.

Harry drinks it

Severus looks at him confused. "How?"

Harry pulls the knife out just as Draco makes his way into the office.

Severus sighes and says, "you put a knife in your pocket without protection."

"Obviously"

"Your lucky it didn't cut a major artery."

Harry shrugs.

Severus looks at draco.

Draco gently takes the knife from Harry.

Severus looks down.

"It's time for classes." Draco tells Harry softly.

Severus kisses Harry's forehead and watches them walk out. Harry follows Draco.

Severus sits in his chair.

Harry grabs Draco's hand and hugs him.

Draco hugs him back. "What's wrong harry?"

"I need to go to the house."

"What happened why?"

"Severus is hiding knives and I want to find them before he hurts himself, again."

"Oh. Would you like me to come with?"

"Kinda have to, I can't use the floo."

"Why cant we use floo?"

"I need you to throw the powder."

"Right you cant speak."

Harry nods.

"Okay let's go." Draco says and take harry to the floo.

Harry takes his hand as they go through.

Draco looks around the room.

Harry starts to check each room.

Draco sees harry gets around 9 knives.

Harry puts them on the table.

Draco picks one up. "This actually looks nice."

"Keep it."

Draco nods and keeps it.

Harry pulls the knife out of the kitchen wall and puts it Away.

"Why was there a knife in the wall?"

Harry looks down.

Draco hugs him.

Harry cries softly.

Draco tries to comfort him.

Harry nuzzles him.

Draco hugs him. "What are we going to do with them?"

Harry shrugs.

Draco looks at him.

Harry looks at them and does a seer spell on them.

Draco watches. "What did you do?"

"He can't use it now." Harry signs as the crystals on them change light blue.

Draco nods.

Harry puts his head on Dracos shoulder as they sit.

Draco puts and arm around him. "So what happened?"

"When?"

"When severus cut himself."

"Why it happened or after?"

"Both I guess."

"I do not understand why or when, but when I woke I had lines that match the cuts, I tried to heal him, and did without him not knowing."

Draco nods and notices dark blue lines appear on Harry's arms.

Harry looks down.

"Like that?" draco asks looking at the lines.

Harry nods sadly.

"We should go check on him."

Harry nods and holds his hand.

Draco takes him to the floo and the go to Harry's office.

Harry follows him.

Draco takes him to severus office.

Harry opens it.

Severus has his head down.

Harry goes to him and shakes him, but he doesn't respond.

Draco runs out to get Lilly.

Harry cries, shaking him.

Draco runs back in with Lilly.

Harry clings to him sobbing, not caring about the pain.

Draco pulls him away as Lilly looks at severus.

Harry sobs into Draco's chest.

Draco looks at severus and Lily and sees severus arm look horrible.

Harry clings to Draco.

Draco watches Lilly heal him. Draco takes Harry out of the office and holds him closer, trying to comfort him.

James and bill walk by and see them. "What's wrong?"

"Severus..."

"What did he do?"

Draco shows them Harry's arm.

James looks. "Shit." James mumbles and walks into the office.

Draco looks at Bill as he kneels next to them.

Bill uses a spell to make harry sleep and looks at draco. "What happened?"

"Severus almost killed himself by cutting himself..."

"Do you know why."

"No."

"Did harry say anything?"

"No... he can't..."

Bill looks at harry.

"That's why i got the job..."

Bill sighes. "I'm sure they will be fine."

"Are you sure?"

Bill shrugs.

Harry moves closer to Draco.

Cloud shows up and cuddles to harry.

"Well hello there." Draco chuckles.

She starts humming.

Draco pets her.

It hums Louder. "Isnt that what fred and Grege sell?"

"Yes." Draco tells him.

Bill grins and pets it making it hum louder.

Harry opens his eyes and whines at the pain in his throat.

"You can not take my wand potter!" They hear severus yell as James walks out.

Harry curls to Draco.

Severus walks out with Lilly behind him.

Harry start to snuffle again.

Severus looks at harry then glares at james.

Harry cries burying his face into Draco's neck.

"Give me my wand." Severus practically growls.

Harry whimpers.

"This is for your own good." James replies.

"Shut the fuck up and give it back!"

"STOP!" Harry yells but instantly regrets it.

Severus looks at him surprised.

Harry leans over and spits out some blood.

Severus kneels next to him and rub his throat.

Harry cries.

Severus pulls him onto his lap and cloud falls off.

Harry looks up and slaps him.

Severus blinks at him surprised.

Harry scowls the ground.

Severus kisses his forehead

Harry shoots him a glare.

"Why are you mad love?"

Harry glares at him.

"What's wrong?"

'Don't you fucking dare ask that again."

Severus kisses his cheek. "I love you."

"i love you, too."

Severus looks at Lilly then glares at James.

James pockets the wand.

Severus glares at him.

James walks away.

The puff goes up and sits on harry lap.

Harry pets her and summons a cup, spitting out more blood.

Severus massages his throat.

Harry tilts his head back.

Severus stands up and holds harry. Cloud balances on harry stomach.

Harry nuzzles him.

Severus takes him to there room.

Harry takes his cup and spits again.

Severus glances at him and sits on the couch.

Harry whimpers.

Severus massages Harry's throat.

Harry lays his head back.

Severus grins looking at him.

Harry cleans his throat out with a spell.

Severus continues to massage his throat.

Harry nuzzles his hand.

Severus kisses his forehead.

Harry sits up and lightly smacks him then kisses him.

Severus pulls away. "Why do you keep hitting me?"

"Don't you ever do that to me again.' Harry says through the bond.

"Well Potter took my wand so I cant." Severus says glaring at the door.

'I would've done it anyway.'

"I know..."

Harry kisses him again.

Severus kisses back then pulls away.

Harry looks at him.

Severus rests his head on Harry's and closes his eyes.

Harry closes his eyes.

Severus holds harry tighter.

Harry licks him.

Severus opens his eyes and kisses Harry's Neck. .

Harry tilts his head to the side.

Severus licks his neck.

Harry lets out a broken pant.

Severus looks at him.

Harry keeps his neck to the side.

Severus bites and sucks leaving a hickey.

Harry bites his lip.

Severus does it a few more times leaving a lot of hickeys.

Harry grabs his head and needily kisses him.

Severus kisses back then pulls away.

HArry looks up at him.

Severus looks down at him.

Harry gives him a pleading look.

Severus kisses him and pushes the cloud away.

Harry kisses back.

Severus takes off Harry's shirt.

Harry takes off Severus' cloak.

Severus spells Harris clothed off.

Harry blushes softly.

Severus smikes and kisses harry.

Harry kisses back.

Severus rubs harry.

Harry pants softly, using a spell to keep himself quiet.

Severus kisses his neck.

Harry lets out a silent moans.

Severus rubs harry harder.

Harry holds onto him.

Severus rubs his entrance.

Harry bites his lip.

Severus pushes two fingers inside him.

Harry opens his mouth and throws his head back.

Severus moves his fingers a little.

Harry moves against him.

Severus groans and rubs harry harder.

Harry moves from him and gets off the couch and kneels in front of him.

Severus looks st him.

Harry opens his pants.

Severus watches him.

Harry hesitantly licks him.

Severus closes his eyes.

Harry takes him into his mouth.

Severus groans and grabs his hair.

Harry moves his head.

Severus groans.

Harry pulls off him and look up.

Severus looks down st him.

Harry looks up as he licks him.

Severus groans and looks at him.

Harry closes his eyes and makes Severus grip his hair tighter.

Severus looks st harry.

Harry moves his head a little.

Severus pulls harry off and pulls him onto his lap.

Harry kisses him.

Severus kiss him back and pushes inside harry.

Harry holds on tighter.

Severud moved a little.

Harry moves against him.

Severus groans and hold Harry's hips.

Harry kisses him.

Severus kisses him back and moves harry a little.

Harry throws this head back as Severu slides him up and down his cock.

Severus puts harry on his back and thrust into him slowly.

Harry lets out silent moans.

Severus goes a little harder.

Harry uses seer magic to teleport them to their bed.

Severus continues to thrust into him.

Harry cums as Severus hits his prostates.

Severus thrust a few more times then cums inside him.

Harry looks up at him, panting.

Severus pulls out of him then lays down placing his head on Harry's chest.

Harry wraps his arms around him.

Severus holds him.

Harry closes his eyes.

Severus closes his eyes and relax.

Harry burries his face into his hair.

Severus grins and cuddles him.

Harry smiles slightly.

Severus smiles.

Harry closes his eyes.

Severus looks up st hm.

Harry falls asleep.

Severus slowly gets up and covers harry.

Harry shifts, feeling the loss of warmth.

Severus fixes his clothes and goes to James office.