Written by:

UniKitty321 and me 

"I want him and me to be friends again..."

"You were never friends with him."

"First and Second year..."

Remus thinks for a moment. "Okay then you were not really friends, I'd call it more of an acquaintance. then he got closer to Lilly and you started hating him."

"Not because of Lilly... and we were friends, no one really knew though."

"Why not you go talk to him again. Or Harry."

"I don't know..."

Remus sighs. "You want to be his friend then you should try... classes are starting soon. I'll see you later mate." Remus gets up and goes to his classroom.

James goes to his classroom.

Severus goes to the potions classroom as class starts.

Lilly has already started class.

Severus stands in the back and watches.

Lilly walks around helping the students who need it.

Severus grins. She's a great teacher.

Lilly sits at her desk and watches the students until the bell rings.

Severus goes to her and sees she's using his books that he left.

Lilly looks up at him.

"You're a good teacher."

"Thank you."

"Potter tried talking to me."

"I know."

Severus looks at her. "He said he wanted to talk then didn't."

"You know how he is."

Severus nods. "He's a stuck up bitch."

She smacks him. "There are students here!"

"Right..."

"You know how he really is, and don't act like you don't."

"He betrayed me," Severus says in a monotone voice and puts up his emotionless mask.

"He felt the same way."

"That's bullshit."

"How?"

"I told him and you an important secret then he betrayed me."

"He was upset, one of his best friends would be mated to his son in the future,"

"I don't fucking care. He betrayed me." Severus says and walks out his robes billowing behind him and using endless magic to open and close the door.

Lilly sighs.

Severus walks to his office and almost runs into James.

Harry falls into Severus' office.

Severus walks in and looks at Harry. "Why are you on the floor?"

"The real question is, why aren't you?"

Severus rolls his eyes and goes to his desk.

Harry struggles to the couch. "My legs are still fucked up."

"Why didn't you send me a note or something?"

"It was easier to fall on the floor."

Severus shakes his head. "I love you."

"I love me too."

Severus laughs a little as James walks in. So he quickly slips into the mask. And grabs his wand.

Harry sighs and looks down.

Severus glances at Harry.

Of course, they're going to fight, and I'm stuck here... Harry sighs to himself.

"Are you okay love?" Severus asks in a monotone voice.

Harry flinches and nods.

Severus looks at James.

James throws his wand on the floor, close to Harry.

Severus looks at the wand. "Well, that was stupid of you."

"Probably."

"What do you want, Potter?"

"Just to apologize."

"Okay."

"I can't make up for what I did, and I'm sorry, but when you told us, Merlin, it scared me... I didn't want to believe it... You know I'm not the most logical person... So I'm sorry even though I know you won't forgive me."

"I scared you? You don't know fear, Potter."

"Yes because diving into random cupboards to escape my father's whip isn't fear."

"Yes because having your own friend suspend you in the air and try to strip you isn't fear. Almost getting killed by a werewolf isn't fear, having your friend beat and hex you isn't fear. Having a drunk father beat and almost rape you isn't fear tha\en in that same year have a friend beat you in a bathroom and shove soap in your mouth isn't fear."

"Stop! I know what happened, I was there, you know I had tried to get your father arrested, right? But you had told the Auror that whatever I had told them was a lie... and that was after I found out about Harry... I'm just going to go... I'm sorry for wasting your fucking time." James turns towards the door.

"James... I'm sorry..."

"Me too." James opens the door and leaves.

Severus looks at Harry.

Harry stares at him.

Severus goes over to Harry and picks him up then sit down and holds him.

Harry starts to cry.

Severus holds him tighter and tries to calm him. "Please don't cry, love."

"T-take me to m-my office."

Severus stands up and takes Harry there.

Harry opens the hidden compartment in his desk and takes out the last bottle, looking at Severus.

Severus stares at Harry.

Harry sits in his desk chair and wheels to the window.

Severus watches him.

Harry opens the bottle.

Severus stiffens and watches.

Harry pours it out the window and into the lake below.

Severus relaxes a little.

Harry then throws it in the trash and rolls back to Severus.

Severus grins.

Harry lowers his head.

"What's wrong love?"

"I'm so sorry." He replies weakly.

"You're fine love."

"No, I'm not."

"And why is that?"

"I'm so stupid." Harry sniffles.

"No your not. You're very smart."

"I'm stupid... very stupid... I was to focused on myself to pay attention to what you needed."

"I need nothing but you alive and healthy."

"But... I want you to be alive, healthy and happy."

Severus smiles and says, "I am."

Harry looks own, sniffling.

"You flinched..."

"H-huh?"

"When I asked if you were okay. While Potter was there."

"You sounded so cold... like..." Harry stops and gulps.

"Like what?"

"N-nothing..." Harry says nervously.

Severus frowns. "Tell me, love."

"N-no."

"Why?" Severus asks softly.

Harry shakes his head, "You'll think less of me..."

"I promise I won't love. I mean. You literally had me Curcio your ass."

Harry looks down and mumbles something.

"Repeat that love. I didn't hear you."

"I-I wasn't a virgin when we meet..." Harry chokes out.