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"What are you doing love?"

Harry pulls out two bottles and hands one to Severus.

Severus looks at it confused.

"Firewhiskey." Harry says and opens his bottle.

Severus puts it back grimacing. "Since when did you drink?"

"I don't do it a lot." Harry says, then takes a drink.

Severus nods and says, "Okay."

Harry takes another drink then kisses him.

Severus kisses back then slowly pulls away.

Harry takes another one and sits down.

Severus leans against the desk.

"What do you wanna do?" Harry asks, already a little tipsy.

Severus frowns and says, "I don't know."

Harry shrugs and takes another drink.

Severus frowns

Harry puts the bottle down.

Severus glances at the bottle.

Harry kisses him.

Severus pulls away not liking the taste of whiskey.

Harry kisses him again.

Severus pulls away and makes harry sit.

Harry frowns and grabs the bottle again.

Severus flinches away from Harry.

Harry looks at him.

Severus smiles.

Harry puts the bottle down and goes to the window.

Severus looks between Harry and the bottle.

Harry sits in the window.

"A-are you. Okay?"

Harry shrugs and leans against the weak glass.

"Ca-can you get. Away from the window?"

"Why?"

"Because it weak. And you can fall."

"Maybe I should."

"Why?"

"Why not?"

"Because there is a girl who was just told she has parents and I need you alive."

"Didn't you say all my feelings were fake?"

"You said that..."

"No, I didn't."

"You did. You said al your feelings are fake. I don't know if they are or not you might just have depression like me."

"I said they felt fake."

"As i said you may have depression."

Harry leans against the window more.

Severus hears the window make a slight noise. "Harry please come here."

Harry looks at him and punches the window, breaking it, he looks out of it.

Severus flinches and walks to him slowly.

Harry watches him carefully.

Severus grabs him and pulls him close.

Harry stays still.

Severus fixes the window and cringes at the smell of alcohol.

Harry passes out.

"Lightweight." Severus mumbles.

Draco walks into the office, "What the hell happened here?"

"Harry decided to get drunk and fly."

"Fl- Oh shit..."

"Yah... Partly my fault but he's fine..."

"He told me not to let him drink... where did he get it from?"

Severus looks at the ground scared to tell draco. He learned not to mess with anyone's alcohol.

Draco looks around until he finds hit. "Oh shit..."

"I'm going to take Harry to bed... And get him a potion."

"OKay... I gotta find out what to do with all this..."

"Are... Are you sure it's a good idea?" Severus asks not wanting harry to hurt draco.

"He can't drink if he doesn't have any to drink."

Severus nods and takes Harry to his room.

Harry opens his eyes and groans, still slightly drunk.

Severus puts him to bed and gets him a potion.

Harry sits up.

Severus glares at him starting to get less scared and more mad.

Harry looks at him.

"You knew what whisky does to you and yet you drank it!"

"Yeah."Harry snorts.

Severus sighs and says, "You stupid son of a bitch! You almost killed yourself!"

"Why are you insulting my mum?"

"I'm insulting your dad!"

Harry nods.

"This time. I'm actually going to punish you." Severus growls.

"Okay..."

"Ill wait tell your actually sober. Its no fun when your drunk."

"The sober me."

"Yes the sober you. I like sober you. Also smells better."

"Then sober me, you ass." Harry splats.

"I gave you a potion. Drink it."

Harry takes it..

Severus smiles and watches him get more sober.

Harry throws the bottle across the room.

Severus sighs and cleans it up. "What was that for!?"

"Felt like it."

Severus puts him in a full body bind. "You are an idiot you know that?" Severus says then makes it to were harry can talk.

"Yes"

"Why harry? I thought that me telling you we can have a daughter will make you happy but no. You got drunk and almost killed yourself."

"It's not what you want... I could see it in your eyes."

"I want a kid. I told you i do... I just don't know how good of a dad I'll be.."

"Just get this over with so I can sleep."

"How about your punishment be you sleep alone." Severus mumbles and walk out of the bedroom not taking the hex off.

Harry sighs.

Severus sits on the couch and stares at the wall.

"Fuck this." Harry mumbles at takes the spell off himself.

Severus grabs the demon book and starts reading it.

Harry goes to their kitchen and makes some hot chocolate for himself.

Severus ignores harry.

Harry walks into the living room, "You know if you're going to punish someone, don't do a punishment they can easily get out of."

"How can you get out of sleeping by yourself?"

"You just bound me, I could get up and go anywhere."

"I said your punishment is sleeping by yourself not being bound to the bed. SO tell me. How do you get out of it?"

"Bye." Harry runs out the door.

Severus looks at the book that is in his hands.

Harry stands outside their door.

Severus sets the book down and leans back closing his eyes trying to calm himself.

Harry sighs and walks down the hall.

Severus stands up and goes to find Harry.

Harry curls up under torch.

Severus looks at him. "Harry?"

"What?"

"What are you doing?"

"You wanted me to sleep alone." Harry's eye twitches. "Well I can't get anymore alone, no one to protect me from nightmares, or myself."

Severus frowns and looks at his feet. "I'm sorry Harry..."

"No, you're not." Harry starts to cry. "You just wanted to do the thing to hurt me the most."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm terrified of sleeping alone... It makes the terrors worse."

"I didn't know that Harry..."

Harry cries softly.

Severus kneels in front of him.

Harry looks at him, sniffling.

"I love you, Harry, okay? I didn't know you were scared of that. You don't need to sleep alone I'll be with you."

"You can do anything else to me..."

"No... I wont bother."

"Yes, you will."

"No. I'm not going to punish you this time... Whats the point."

Harry slaps him hard, hoping to piss him off.

Severus looks at him upset and confused.

Harry looks down. "I told you too."

"If you want it its not much of a punishment is it? And why do you even want one?"

"Who said I wanted it as a punishment?"

Severus shakes his head. "Come on."

Harry follows him.

Severus tries not to show he is upset and does not look at Harry.

"I'm sorry..."

Severus shrugs.

"No, I'm not allowed to hit you."

"I deserved it."

"No, I was just trying to piss you off..."

"Yeah... you want to be punished."

Harry looks up at him.

"I'm not going to punish you."

Harry pouts. "Pleeease."

"No."

"Please, Master." Harry purrs as their door shuts. "I've been bad today." Harry pouts.

Severus grabs his neck and keeps him at arm's length. "I said no." Then releases him pushing him a little.

Harry falls over, gasping.

Severus walks away.

Harry starts to hyperventilate, trying to claw imaginary hands away from his neck.

Severus goes back to him and tries to calm him.

"Help me." Harry gasps. "They're trying to kill me again!"

Severus continues to try and help him.

Harry finally focus' on him, try to calm down.

Severus frowns and continues.

Harry's gasps becomes deep breathing..

Severus grins and gets him calmer.

Harry leans against him.

Severus sighs and holds him, "I'm sorry Harry."

"It's my fault." He pants.

"No. I should not have done that."

"I was being a spoiled brat, like always."

"Yes you were... but I should not have hurt you..."

Harry lowers his head.

Severus frowns.

HArry nuzzles him.

"Who was it?"

"Who was what?"

"The ones you said were trying to kill you?"

"Vernon..." Harry tells him, Severus and Petunia only know a small fraction of what happened.

Severus frowns and looks down. He is just as good as that whale...

Harry nuzzles him, Severus will never know what that awful man did to Harry.

Severus holds him. "I don't want to hurt you..."

"It's fine... depending on what you do, I may like it." Harry winks at him.

Severus glares at him.

"What?

"I don't want to hurt you."

Harry licks him.

Severus frowns.

Harry kisses him softly.

Severus pulls away still able to taste the wisky.

Harry uses a spell to clean his mouth and kisses him again.

Severus smiles and kisses back.

Harry gets on his knees and takes Severus' hand and puts it on his ass.

Severus pulls him onto his lap.

Harry groans softly as Severus squeezes his ass.

Severus pulls away.

Harry looks at him.

Severus grins.

Harry moans softly, feeling him squeeze again.

Severus moves his hands away and frowns.

Harry looks at him.

"Not today harry."

Harry nuzzles him.

Severus kisses his forehead.

Harry cuddles to him.

Severus takes him to bed.

Harry clings to him.

Severus lays down and cuddles him.

Harry falls asleep.

Severus watches him frowning.

Harry cuddles o him.